Nicholas said:Whew, after many months with this program, I really got a shocker! Never saw this coming. I really have Laura and everyone in the forum to thank. What an adventure these last three years have been so far!
Nicholas said:I began to realize that I was an angry man at everything. The reason for the anger was the loss of my mother when I just turned 4 years old. I never imagined this thought before! I asked why did she leave us? My dad told us, after I kept asking him when mom was coming back, that "God needed her." It is not in my knowing why she left. I understood I needed to forgive her. It was not "God's" fault or the world. I needed to let go of this anger and hate. This seems the likely reason I was withdrawn from the world.
Nicholas said:Unfortunately I have no memories of my mother. Only pictures. I hope to regain those memories. Thank goodness my grandmother was with us after my mom passed away! I realized my grandmother was like a living guardian angel.![]()
SeekinTruth said:anart said:By the way, worthiness is a battle I fight as well - and, you know what? I'm finally figuring out that, at the end of the day, if I'm still here, and still striving to give, then I must be worthy of something - how could it be any other way?
Well, I'm going to venture to say that if you were to ask the forum members who are sincerely trying to work on themselves, how worthy you are, they'd probably respond that you're worth is VERY high, in fact it is invaluable -- in fact you are treasured by all of us for all you've done, continue to do, and the example you've set by how far you've come!
SeekinTruth said:anart said:By the way, worthiness is a battle I fight as well - and, you know what? I'm finally figuring out that, at the end of the day, if I'm still here, and still striving to give, then I must be worthy of something - how could it be any other way?
Well, I'm going to venture to say that if you were to ask the forum members who are sincerely trying to work on themselves, how worthy you are, they'd probably respond that you're worth is VERY high, in fact it is invaluable -- in fact you are treasured by all of us for all you've done, continue to do, and the example you've set by how far you've come!
Smaragde said:I couldn't have said it better myself. Indeed Anart, i can't imagine this forum without you. You are a Living Force and an Inspiration! Never forget this.... Love Flowers
Laura said:Ya'll check out the new intro video here:
http://paleochristianity.org/eiriu-eolas/
And see if the end segment helps with pipe breathing.
Nienna Eluch said:And, did I say that you looked fabulous?
Laura said:Ya'll check out the new intro video here:
http://paleochristianity.org/eiriu-eolas/
And see if the end segment helps with pipe breathing.