@siftingmaterials, thank you very much for sharing. Can I ask you a personal question, what led you to the decision to get the jabs? For the avoidance of doubt I'm not one to judge - I believe everyone is entitled to a choice.
There are two things about covid that concern me. The first is its apparent rate of transmission from person to person. Based on what I've learned from people in my town, and from what I've seen, when the virus finds a host who's mobile in their community, it only takes a week or so before one becomes sixty. I've seen this happen and I've seen the grief it leaves behind, as well. Which I'll get back to. The rate of transmission is alarming to me. The second thing I considered was my community and my role within it. It's a largely immuno-compromised community with people of all ages. Based on who I visit with routinely, I surmised that I'm a likely vector for rapid transmission. The reading I do on this stuff isn't beyond any average person. Also, at the time of my jabs I was pretty convinced that the available data wasn't going make the decision for me. I did a risk assessment and concluded that I was in a position not only to leap into this for the experience, but also because of the number of people who would gain simple, basic piece of mind from the decision. Plus I wasn't afraid of the vaccine. I'm afraid of needles, though. That was hard.
Very silly question but I don't want to make any assumption. I wanted to check what sources of information you're using to reach the above conclusion? Is it anyone we would know?
We're not talking about anything special, here. If you run a keyword search on a search engine of your choice with the phrase "moderna vaccine decline" you get a lot back. I can't tell you exactly what sources tipped it over for me, but I can tell you that when it comes to something so panic inducing and politicized, I try take in the broad strokes of journalism and the academic press. I think all I had to decide was a personal probability assessment. Is it at all likely that these weird vaccines wear off over time? Yeah, I think that sounds likely. And I know that inactive and live-attenuated vaccines are also error-prone, so this is mostly in the service of my own judgement. I have a lot more to say about the difficulties we face as a species navigating hostile environments like media landscapes. I believe we are largely formed by heuristic responses that grow from a kind of deep evolutionary logic that is easy to abuse if you're the sort of person who might stand to profit off of co-opting someone's judgement. I'm not immune. In some sense I have to accept that kind of exploitation will be baked into my reactions to man-made information. But we persevere!
This sounds intriguing - mind expanding on it or explaining it in a different way?
We cannot escape ideology without setting thinking aside and all of this parsing we're doing here is thoroughly rooted in - and contingent on - an elaborate environment of thought. Every opinion we lean on in turn leans on a nearly unfathomable web of contingent thinking. Sever one of those connections, though, and we seem to feel it like a plucked hair or perhaps a pulled muscle. If someone invalidates a presupposition contingent to a dearly held belief, that presupposition is illuminated for me as if psychic pain were signalling for my healing attention. I was raised, like most people in my culture, to react defensively to pain and to cast suspicion on those who cause me pain. It takes me a great deal of effort to face pain, even psychic pain, with no or little judgement. I assume this is probably true for others.
I assume that when I see people fly off the handle when one of their beliefs is challenged I'm seeing something similar to what I observe going on in myself. It's a defensive reaction to the pain caused by the attempted severing of foundational mental structure, something that supports my subjecthood.
The flipside is I could receive information that re-enforces one of these contingent presuppositions and the consequence is my belief is affirmed and that feels good. These are useful questions you're asking, I think.
That's what I mean by polarization. I suppose I see it as a consequence of light, in a sense, because light is an overwhelming channel by which we connect with other people's pain - and connect their pain with our own. The rest is, literally, history. I think a great deal of human drama can be explained with this model. I think the model is reaching toward one of these deep evolutionary mechanisms, these proto-logical instincts that helped to keep us alive but rendered us imminently exploitable when we remade the world into a frictionless plain.
Pain is the catalyst, if that wasn't clear. I propose that thought for us has mutated into something we call ideology. It doesn't exist for its own sake. It is catalyzed by pain and refined/proliferated through a process of polarization and conflict. When two opposing prepositions come into conflict, a synthesis is often produced from the wreckage. That's what I mean when I say refined and proliferated. You could ask me to cite my sources on this, but it's just my takeaway from studying Eastern and continental European philosophy.
True. We don't want to be overcome by our "machine". Not sure if you're familiar with any of the recommended books in the forum - if not, one or two could take your fancy for sure especially if you're into "esoteric" type stuff but with a practical application.
I've been going through some of the content slowly, thank you for the rec. While I'm here I intend to engage. I suppose that intention is worth stating!
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I hope at this point I've provided the background information that explains my impulse to confront and challenge. But I'll add that sometimes it feels altruistic. Maybe that speaks to synthesis. I think it's often a service to others when we can collapse conflict into synthesis. Not always, though. It's good to be aware of what's going on if that's possible.
Do you mean to "heal" the conflict in this discussion?
I mean to heal myself, I guess. That's why I disclosed. Thanks for helping to broaden out my post. I hope there's enough space in this thread to hold this dump of tangentially related content. I'll cut it off here and let that be my input for the day!