The Living Force
solarmind said:Ljubica - I think you did recognize who i am when i welcomed you here, i feel you are not honest on that part, same as what you wrote about my contact MW, it is completely your imagination - i newer wanted to be writer of the articles, or not even editor .. you can translate all my messsages here and please do post all what i wrote when i discovered MV. I didn't' find any sentence where it is saying that i want to be editor, writer or translator - as it is not my skill. As for the group, i sent message to MW FB page when i found out about that, and than we exchanged few, about subjects of interest on MV page, and after that I didn't sent you SINGLE private message to you personaly with any suggestion what and how to do on MW. I was just participating in the group posting interesting stuff without any demand to translate or do something with them. I was just curious to see your thinking on that, same as this one about Hitler, as i didn't like it. Than you said there is too much demands for translaiton, and than i understood that all what is posted inot group is actualy understood as sugesiton for translation, and after that, as you know i didn't interupt your editorial world.
I can copy paste all our conversation here, but i rather you do that, and translate it and bold out, if you found it, all this what you assign to me, and what never was proposed, asked or said to you by me.
No I did not recognize up to the point of seing paterns in communication, and to tell you the truth I don't think on such a unimportant things like who was and when in MW editor group, especially if these people didn't do anything as editors.
I have a lot to work on myself and I have lot of "I's" to fight with, lot of garbage in my mind and now is getting even more garbage in my mind because I think I should concentrate on Saša's, Laura's and Casper's proposal and answer some tough questions, and instead of REAL WORK for hours I'm looking for your messages and posts in MW group, god I even can feel how I'm turning in a vampire while reading your posts, and that is something I have to fight against and I have to learn how to kill a beast in my mind with help of forum members.
On other hand even this conversation with you is valuable in a sense that this is a lesson to me and I will try to learn something from it, but it is very hard to learn when having hole in my stomach.
So in order to do a good thing first I will light a cigarette and than I will do a bit of EE in order to finish this post.
I'm sorry for spamming a thread but I think solarmind expected something from MW, when we could not assist her with it, you simply put us a side and I become archenemy to solarmind.
You said following:
"As about Matrixworld on-line magazine, recently i found out that there is a lot of stuff there translated to Croatian that actually reflects SOTT articles, and i realize it is mostly compilation of articles and researches done by global SOTT editors. It is nice to have that information's avalible in Croatian too, but do you know maybe how many followers and readers of Matrixworld is folowing SOTT, do you have maybe link to SOTT from your magazine page? Do you think that it will be more valuable to supply translated and compiled articles you do for your magazine to HR SOTT insted of having one more online magazine that deals with same topics, but just don't have links and references to wider picture, like SOTT do?"
So why did you joined MW editors group? Why have you joined and stayed for months in MW editors group instead joining Sott editors group, why you were part of MW editors group even while visiting Laura, even you knew that I am not part of this forum, Sott and FOTCM? After I asked of all editors on MW to tell me who would like to stay and who do not wish to contribute you did not say anything but for some reason you peaked at our conversations and even liked our posts, but didn't do nothing for months. So after 01.04.2015. we deleted you form MW editors. On other hand, why didn't you suggest to me that I should think about my wrong deeds after I told you that I experimented on spirit board and that I am unable to organize as you said "Think Thank with Laura and Bernhard" or as you say it "academy of truth"?
After all you contacted MW first, and expressed wish to meet us in person and to contribute in searching and working in "tru" life:
19. studeni 2014 20:48
Vrlo mi je ugodno iznenađenje vaš portal na hrvatskom jeziku smile emoticon ... vjerujem da znate i za ovaj http://veilofreality.com/ .... u svakom slucaju rado bi se upoznala s vama i uživo i ako je moguce doprinosila proucavanju i radu na "istinitom" življenju, posebno u Hrvatskoj koja je mala i vrlo uniformirana u društvenim skupinama, tradicionalno ne otvorena prema novim promišljanjima života kojeg živimo .... kao da polako zapada u kolektivni "san" ...
radujem se novim postovima i vec dalje preporucam vas portal i cudim se kako vas nisam i prije našla ... smile emoticon
I'm really nicely surprised with your web page on Croatian language... I believe you know this: http://veilofreality.com/ ... in any case I would like to meet you in person and if possible I would like to contribute in learning and working in "real" life, especially in Croatia which is extremely uniform in social groupings, traditionally Croatia is not open to new way of thinking about life we are living..... but instead is getting even more deep in collective dream.
I am looking forward for your new posts, and I am allready recommending your web site to others, I wonder how I did not find you before.
Again sorry for making spam with post not in any way connected to this thread, if necessary I will open new thread about whole communication with solarmind.
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