Help with finding a girlfriend

[Alma.Innovadora]

I am looking for someone that likes sex, food and drinking. She should have a dominating but kind personality. A girl with lively and energetic charisma. Preferably she should have a driver's license and like to step on the gas.

You are looking for your own illusions to come true. Women like that, there are many, if you have not achieved it is because you are not the reflection of their desiring thoughts, although if you have enough money, you would not have any problems. I'm sorry, but you're asking something that maybe it would be better to use as a bio on Tinder. I don't think this is the place for it.

You ask something that I interpret in the background, "How to attract what I want from a woman for my gratification"? ...

 

[Olivierlejardinier]

I will bring this up on dec 13th with my Psychiatric contacts. It also happens to be on my birthday. I will get 'a butt injection' on that day and then meet a female person who maybe can point me in the right direction.

So it seems that what you expected here (Shnagfnie's Thread) didn't happened:

But from what I understand I will not take any medications at all, because I have opposed it, and they accepted that. But I will know for sure after four weeks from my last injection this past Monday if they have decided on pills, but they didn't say anything about that, so I am quite sure I am just off meds now.

However, I will have more contact with them, meetings, and phone calls to see how I am.

This last injection I had was the worst I ever had side effects wise. I felt cold around my head, hard to describe but it's like a cold blanket around my head, plus that I have been unusually tired.

May I ask you here how do you feel about this ? Is the treatment still mandatory for you?

 

[SHNAGFNAY]

You are looking for your own illusions to come true.

I haven't really told enough so there could be any reasons for why I have no girlfriend. Like I said earlier, this town and my lack of interaction could be the major reason.

Women like that, there are many, if you have not achieved it is because you are not the reflection of their desiring thoughts, although if you have enough money, you would not have any problems.

My grandfather always says; save money for months ahead. I should maybe consider my money better then. I haven't met these women yet, so I don't think I am undesiring by fact, just as that may be, I should at least go "out there" and see if you are right about that.

I'm sorry, but you're asking something that maybe it would be better to use as a bio on Tinder. I don't think this is the place for it.

I tried deleting Tinder but that will take 90 days, perhaps I should update it instead.

You ask something that I interpret in the background, "How to attract what I want from a woman for my gratification"? ...

I would say, how to attract a woman for what she, what I am looking for, is.

I would like to say that, a person who says you are undesirable without much background information then going on saying that if you have money all these women would desire you, puts many women over the same edge so to speak, that's kind of downgrading towards them.

 

[SHNAGFNAY]

May I ask you here how do you feel about this ? Is the treatment still mandatory for you?

I was off the meds for a while since I wrote that but just recently got new meds again. If you read this thread, you can find it why: Back from the dead and future. My breasts seem to have reduced in size and are okay now. The new injections are a different medication. It's called 'Invega' and I will be injected every four weeks. I do have some older meds still on my pill list, but I can decide over taking those.

 

[SHNAGFNAY]

But I always tell the psychiatric people as little as possible. They seem to prefer also to just observe rather than hearing what you have to say anyways. Since I lost consciousness in Bromma no one has told me what happened or how I got into the hospital near Kungsholmen (Stadshagen) in Stockholm.

 

[Liliea]

I don't find your situation bleak, you will get your driver's license back, you will continue your studies, you will move and look for a job. You have psychological help, the government covers your basic expenses, you are independent. Plus you want a girlfriend, that sounds cool to me.
So ask yourself what's so bleak?
I think you should take it one step at a time. With your female preferences, I think your mind is anticipating and at the same time denying the universe something appropriate for you, if you "feel ready to face the master" you will surely realize that you still need knowledge, experience and moral virtues to develop and become a better person who can be full of respect when he finds his woman.
The forum exercise of reading romance novels would suit you very well, there are always some that can suit you and your growth goal. If it is your desire to find a loved one by your side you should strive for firmness of character and behavior. I hope you will come out of your isolation and not be overwhelmed by impatience.

 

[Jones]

I was off the meds for a while since I wrote that but just recently got new meds again. If you read this thread, you can find it why: Back from the dead and future. My breasts seem to have reduced in size and are okay now. The new injections are a different medication. It's called 'Invega' and I will be injected every four weeks. I do have some older meds still on my pill list, but I can decide over taking those.

But I always tell the psychiatric people as little as possible. They seem to prefer also to just observe rather than hearing what you have to say anyways. Since I lost consciousness in Bromma no one has told me what happened or how I got into the hospital near Kungsholmen (Stadshagen) in Stockholm.

Shnagfnay, it looks like you have a professional care team in place so referring your questions to them would be in your best interest in this situation. We are not equipped to deal with it. You have a bit of work ahead of you it seems so while you concentrate on that, we strongly suggest that you refrain from posting and concentrate on getting your health and life back in order. All the best with it.