Gaby said:
Yuk, cup is full doesn't even cover it...
I'll save my energy and look for a second opinion and/or a way to decant privately. I'm sorry that you put hopes into this specialist.
I don't know if I'm more disappointed or angry. But, you're right, I should save my energy and look for second opinion, and that means trying my luck with private clinic, since there's pretty much nothing that I can do anymore with doctors that my health insurance covers, except do the tests, which I will because you never know what else might be going on. And wait...
And, I know that even if I return with results in a month there's hardly any chance they'll prescribe decanting, even if I sit and do nothing and let my ferritin to rise even more so they can see that something is going on. Even then, I think they probably wouldn't really see that there's need for decanting, and I'm tired of waiting already. I'm gonna call a private clinic and see if they would do decanting, but I'm not having a high hopes in them either.
At least there's EDTA, and blood donations if they let me do it.
A side note on this rash or whatever it is. It's a weird thing. When it starts to itch and bumps/rash appears, it almost feels like something, that's not supposed to be in me and my blood, is trying to get out. Same sensation like when I had similar thing going on with hives during mononucleosis. When it first appeared 4 months ago, when I would scratch myself, almost always when I would remove just the top layer of dry itchy bump, in other words dead skin, white in colour, the blood vessels would be exposed, and what left was something akin to a bleeding bite mark - the blood was coming out. In other words, there are some kind of little white granules or patches of dead skin or whatever that would itch and when I would really gently remove it, it would reach all the way to the blood vessels with bit of blood pouring out.
That's why at first I thought that maybe I was infested with some kind of parasite, so I searched about my symptoms and other people's experiences on the net. On my list of suspects were bed bugs, lice or dust mites. I searched my whole room for bed bugs, but didn't find any. Dermatologist did a test for dust mites, and didn't find any. Why I'm telling all of this? Because it's curious that the marks would resemble a bite wounds, but are not coming from the outside as I thought at first, but from the inside.
It's as if my skin has been opening up, from the inside, and this might sound crazy and probably is, but could it be that my body has been trying to find a ways to get rid of the irritant that has been accumulating in the blood, through a skin. Anyway, it's just a weird idea. It's certainly a weird 'rash'.
EDIT: Also, my skin was always in good condition before this outbreak 4 months ago, which is very out of the ordinary. Now it's extremely dry. So dry, that I have been noticing big white marks on my clothes. First I thought it's the laundry softener, but then I realized it's only on the inside of the clothes. Seems that when I scratch, dead skin cells leave white stains.