I must euthanize Blacky, he is very sick

Thank you Hesperides. Your English is better than mine to explain our visit to this vet, so busy... I think she is alone in this clinic, maybe she is a woman who needs to control everything. But too much is not good, as we have talked about this subject. Maybe she needs some hollydays. Stop a litlle bit. Or work with another vet to share responsabilites.

Worst were the other vets I went, in my neighboor. Very sympathetic but in the end not good at all. Good comedians! But what they wanted is the 100 euros at the end of the visit because you need this and that and bla bla bla. I have a good experience of bad vets. This woman they told me she is very good, with a good heart, she is helping also dogs in the kennels. I don't know. I think she did not charged us the visit. Just charged the price of the pills!

It was an honour to be with you for Blacky and for me. Your presence calmed us. This is very important when you go to see doctors.

Thank you Hesperides!
 
Today I went to the vet to put down my dear Blacky. I think it was time. Everything went OK, Blacky died like he was: with calm, stoicism, gentlemancy. I talked to him till the end, telling him how sweet he has been, how strong, thank him for his presence in my life, for giving me so much love and understanding.

My dear friend Hesperides came with me and helped me in this situation that is really difficult. For me it was difficult to take the responsibility to stop his life here, as a body of Blacky. Now he is a spirit. But I think also it was the right moment.

Blacky lived with me 4 years and half. When he came he came from a very obscure situation, he was tortured, mentally and physically. He lived with me 4 years and half but when you live with a dog time does not exist. You can not count months and years because living with a dog is living in the present, out of time. So I have the impression that Blacky was with me all my life.

Now I need to take care of me. These last half a year I just took care of Blacky, in a sense, specially the last 2 weeks. Eat very bad, also. I am tired. But I am, like Blacky, very strong so I will recuperated very fast.

Tomorrow I wanted to go near the ocean, to hear the waves and remember Blacky. Look at the sky and see Blacky on a cloud and yelling to me : "Mommy, I love you!!!"
 
There is something special about a dog trusting you with his last breath and his last heartbeat, though no less sad at the same time. So very sorry for your loss Loreta.
 
So sorry to hear about your Blacky, Loretta. I know how hard it must have been for you to do the right thing by him. I'm always reminded of all the great memories I hold close to my heart of my furry friends I had to put down over the years. They gave so much love. I'm sure you feel the same and will hold Blacky close to your heart with fond memories also. Big hugs to you.
 
Tomorrow I wanted to go near the ocean, to hear the waves and remember Blacky. Look at the sky and see Blacky on a cloud and yelling to me : "Mommy, I love you!!!"
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That is very touching. May he rest in heaven with the knowledge that he was very much loved.

:hug2:
 
Sorry to hear this, It must have been a very heavy decision, Let he rest in peace now.
Take care of yourself, Loreta. :hug2:
 
Loretta,

I’m so sad to hear of your loss but happy to hear you were with him too the end to share his passing.

I hope In Your time by the ocean you can find peace and remember whT you you have shared together.

Thank you and take care. My thoughts are with Blacky and you. You had a special bond that is clear.

Much love to you :hug: :hug2:
 
Blacky and you had four and half beautiful years with one another, in the end that's what really matters.

I guess Blacky is now in peace in doggies paradise.

:hug2:
 
Loreta, I'm sorry for your loss and glad that you and Blacky had those four years of close companionship together. You rescued him, took care of him and gave him a life worth living, which is simply a beautiful act of love. May he rest in peace and I hope you're recuperating quickly, take care of yourself! :hug2:
 
I'm very sorry, Loreta. You have been a wonderful carer and healer for Blacky and he knows that he is very much loved.

Big hug from me as well. :hug2:
 
All my condolences Loreta, I'm sure Blacky is fine now and knows that you love him and always will. Who knows? Maybe you'll meet again one day :hug2:
 
My condolences too Loreta. May your beloved Blacky rest in peace. Take care and remember all the joyous times you shared! :hug2:
 
Hi Loreta i 'm sorry,because of Blacky, me i have a dog also and she also died, but i'm seeing her sometimes in the dreams and is very enthustiastic :) The Dreams are connecting Us :)
 
So very sorry for your loss, loreta. But, as you said, it seems it was time; and, now, Blacky is no longer suffering. I am sure that he understood how much you loved him with how you treated him. He got to experience love from you and, hopefully, that erased some of the abuse he had to endure before he lived with you. May he rest peacefully for a while and, then, go on to his next adventure. :hug:
 
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