Jakesully
Jedi
I retract the request to have my account banned. That request was made in haste and frustration.
The reason I haven't defended myself is because I know that "denial is an admission of guilt". You're suspicious of everything I say! What the hell can I do??? It's as if you've assumed me guilty until proven innocent (of consciously participating in COINTELPRO). I was trying to EXPOSE COINTELPRO!
I know I've acted horribly and I deserved everything I've gotten, and probably will get. And I really don't mind what happens to me at this point. I just want the full truth to be known about this situation. I don't want to avoid it anymore, because I'll be wracked with remorse and regret for leaving under the suspicion of being a paid COINTELPRO agent. And what happens if that muddled cloud of suspicion catches up with me where I live, along with everything else that I've done?
My name is Patrick Gaines. I'm 26 years old, and I'm dirt poor. You should see my credit score. I think it was in the mid 500's last I checked. I live on $300 per month rent. I sleep on an air mattress. If there is any information AT ALL that I can provide that can prove without a doubt that I am not linked to COINTELPRO, please request it. Character witnesses? Bank Records? Anything at all??? Do I have to lose every last shred of privacy to prove that I'm not some kind of paid government agent???
When I was in the military and lost my security clearance, there was a DONCAF (The Department of the Navy Central Adjudication Facility) investigation. They never released that investigation, but it would show that I was just barely not kicked out because of the MySpace blog about 9/11 and Bush's stolen elections, and I decided not to publicly state that I was a conscientious objector and stick it out another 2 1/2 years to get an honorable discharge and college tuition benefits.
I'm posting from an EEE PC. I couldn't even run any modern PC-based FPS's if I wanted to. And I don't like those sorts of games anyway. I'm not good at them. The Civilization series and Chrono Trigger are my favorite games off the top of my head.
This is all a massive CIA frame/con job, and I'm the mark.
I'm an ASPIE. Do you get it??? I have Asperger's Syndrome. Highly intelligent, but socially stupid. I was diagnosed with ADD when I was younger. On top of that I've suffered YEARS of emotional trauma, not to mention a negative first circuit imprinting due to my umbilical cord being wrapped around my neck when I was born, and almost choking and dying. Perhaps it's easy to confuse a socially awkward, introverted and withdrawn, emotionally traumatised, yet otherwise highly intelligent person with being some kind of psychopath, and really, you have to consider all of the possibilities, but it doesn't seem like anyone (perhaps besides Perceval) is considering the possibility that I'm just a complete fucking MORON who should have spent his summer brushing up on Reiki and Massage rather than playing "let's save the fucking world".
Just figure out the truth of it, and then, please, leave me alone, and I'll be quite happy never to show my (virtual) face here again.
The reason I haven't defended myself is because I know that "denial is an admission of guilt". You're suspicious of everything I say! What the hell can I do??? It's as if you've assumed me guilty until proven innocent (of consciously participating in COINTELPRO). I was trying to EXPOSE COINTELPRO!
I know I've acted horribly and I deserved everything I've gotten, and probably will get. And I really don't mind what happens to me at this point. I just want the full truth to be known about this situation. I don't want to avoid it anymore, because I'll be wracked with remorse and regret for leaving under the suspicion of being a paid COINTELPRO agent. And what happens if that muddled cloud of suspicion catches up with me where I live, along with everything else that I've done?
My name is Patrick Gaines. I'm 26 years old, and I'm dirt poor. You should see my credit score. I think it was in the mid 500's last I checked. I live on $300 per month rent. I sleep on an air mattress. If there is any information AT ALL that I can provide that can prove without a doubt that I am not linked to COINTELPRO, please request it. Character witnesses? Bank Records? Anything at all??? Do I have to lose every last shred of privacy to prove that I'm not some kind of paid government agent???
When I was in the military and lost my security clearance, there was a DONCAF (The Department of the Navy Central Adjudication Facility) investigation. They never released that investigation, but it would show that I was just barely not kicked out because of the MySpace blog about 9/11 and Bush's stolen elections, and I decided not to publicly state that I was a conscientious objector and stick it out another 2 1/2 years to get an honorable discharge and college tuition benefits.
I'm posting from an EEE PC. I couldn't even run any modern PC-based FPS's if I wanted to. And I don't like those sorts of games anyway. I'm not good at them. The Civilization series and Chrono Trigger are my favorite games off the top of my head.
This is all a massive CIA frame/con job, and I'm the mark.
I'm an ASPIE. Do you get it??? I have Asperger's Syndrome. Highly intelligent, but socially stupid. I was diagnosed with ADD when I was younger. On top of that I've suffered YEARS of emotional trauma, not to mention a negative first circuit imprinting due to my umbilical cord being wrapped around my neck when I was born, and almost choking and dying. Perhaps it's easy to confuse a socially awkward, introverted and withdrawn, emotionally traumatised, yet otherwise highly intelligent person with being some kind of psychopath, and really, you have to consider all of the possibilities, but it doesn't seem like anyone (perhaps besides Perceval) is considering the possibility that I'm just a complete fucking MORON who should have spent his summer brushing up on Reiki and Massage rather than playing "let's save the fucking world".
Just figure out the truth of it, and then, please, leave me alone, and I'll be quite happy never to show my (virtual) face here again.