What Rense.com is not talking about
Ruth said:
This just gets more and more bizare, almost like some ideas of reality are completely fantastic or come from some other place. Calling me a psychopath or an OP or telling me I am this, that, or the next thing (and all of it bad) is just a misplaced expression of fear or projection of problems designed to make a person feel more comfortable. Which, when you think of it, may be a very significant problem. Saying that I have nothing to offer and shouldn't be interacted with, is a self defence mechanism designed to shut off any form of communication and potential self analysis. Like the ostrich stuffing its head in the sand, all the while telling itself that this is the best place for its head to be! Yep, its called entropy. And its good because it can be used time and time again.
No, Ruth. It's time to call a spade a spade. You are spreading confusion and nothing more. You have called attention to yourself, and people responded. You are a focus ANYWAY, so you might as well be of use. I do not post my opinions (and they are opinions, by the way, although opinions I believe) to convert anyone, but to point out what I see.
This is not "name-calling" and you know it. This is an exploration into a source of confusion. A twister of meanings any which way. And this time the focus will stay because reply after reply, you reveal more of yourself. I am sorry to others if I will seem a bit forward. I do so because I believe being direct is best here.
So I pose the question: When does the group come up and tell a member that they have no place being here? What exactly is that quality that would make others say such a thing? You are trying to say that it's because of some "party line" thing. If that was true the forum would have petered out into nothing long ago. All would have been said, people would have gotten bored, and membership would have dwindled to a "select few".
On the contrary, I see the numbers increasing. And that is occuring because new things are beings said, and old ideas are being approached in new and refreshing ways. OTHER forums play favourites. OTHER forums mark undersireables, give them the once over and that's it. Here, unless they are insulting, abusive or just spouting stuff without substance, people are given the benefit of the doubt, often to the discomfort of many other members.
So quit whining. You have your say, and say what you want no matter how others are bothered by it. I would say your position here is pretty privelidged. Some people even think you mean well. I disagree. You see, when someone is called on the carpet here there is one issue over-riding others. Sincerity.
If you could skillfully play devil's advocate, I would be the first to applaud you. THAT would be useful. But that's not what you're doing. All I see is ad-hoc definitions, contradictions, and a tendency to basically whatever suits you at the moment. Your window is argument/counter-argument.
Bizarre!? It would be to any OP. Anyone can check the various discussions on OP's and see that the pattern of your responses pretty much is a good example of OP resistance to knowledge related to individuation. And anyone reading those threads will also know that there is no such thing as "name-calling" regarding OP's.
It's not an insult. It's a human condition, natural for some, and temporary for others. So there isn't even an issue of me calling you names. Psychopath? I don't think so, but such symptoms can occur when OP's are stressed through too much contact with the "bizarre". All that has been discussed.
The phrase in bold would make sense if I had a motive. Defense occurs after attack. I was not attacked, so do not feel threatened. For all I care, I could just ignore this thread until people get tired of you on their own, or you get scratched. The way I see it, however, is that there are some valuable and rapid-fire lessons presented here. And the more members can absorb them the faster they will come.
Why? Because this seems to be the only venue of its kind, blending practical world issues with what you call the bizarre, or thinking outside the box. And since things do not seem to be so stable in the world it pays to keep the lesson flow going. From my observations many members have greatly increased their resiliency to attack already. Understanding is going through the roof, if you compare it with the state of society today.
Eventually, it's going to reach a state of saturation, and a non-linear cascade will occur where what is going on in this forum will spill over in a noticeable way. For this to happen, a sequence of lessons needs to be grokked by a critical number of people. The way I see it, the lessons need to keep coming, because the tension they generate stimulates growth and inner strength. This inner strength is the support for all those people out there beyond this venue who are lost and calling for help. So lost they cannot even find their way here.
Inner strength born of knowledge is a tangible effect on the world. People don't find solutions because they are afraid. They are afraid because they feel weak. What they need is the possibility of knowledge presented to them through examples of strength. They do not need to be told what to do, but inspired toward what they can be. Preaching has not worked, but inspiring through example does.
Some members may already have an understanding that they are evolving to be examples. Examples do not need to practice a particular skill. They just need to be themselves in any area of life where they find themselves. What this world needs is examples of strength, and it has to start somewhere. The enemy is disinformation, but the solution is to experience the strength that knowledge provides. This can only happen through running the gauntlet of lessons the Universe so generously provides.
If you think I can make others do the "work" for me, then you have no clue as to how the Universe works. I have had my time of trying to escape the lessons presented to me. I just wanted a normal life. It's damn good to be an OP with a nice teaching job, a good spouse, kids, a house a bit of writing on the side, trips to the beach and all the comforts of middle class OP living.
The difference is that when the pressure was on to learn I knew what the consequences would be if I didn't. There IS no passing the buck here. So regardless of what I am posting here, I am involved in my "work", and it is not easy. Intellectual snob? I've been humbled enough in life to know that being a snob is foolish at best. Ostrich head in the sand? If that was true my head would have been cut off already. As for being intellectual, that is just a form of expression, because clear communication without drama is what is needed here.
No, I am not those things because my true motives are based on what I see, and what I see is a possibility of great strength in people gained through knowledge. I'm here to offer some experience, and also to participate in the same lessons presented before others because I need to be stronger myself.
And I do think you feel threatened, although you hide it well. Of course you hide it. You can't let them see you sweat, can you? To you this is a battle, maybe a battle against the "bizarre". After all, you are pretty reasonable when addressing other topics. The thing is that strength comes from
outside the box, because when you grow that is what you grow into.
Ruth, you are a sincere supporter of the Matrix, that at least should be obvious to people. When things are expressed that do not directly threat the matrix, you are fine. When knowledge, however, looms over the horizon you react in ways that many here consider predictable, maybe even in Pavlovian fashion. It is obvious you want to set limits to knowledge, and do not want that knowledge to become strength in people. If it does, the foundations of the Matrix our threatened. And to me, Ruth, the Matrix is your home.