What Rense.com is not talking about
FW, I can understand why you think that Ruth is a psychopath because it was only after a long period of studying psychopaths that I came to the idea that there was something "else" in our world that was not quite a psychopath, but was most definitely a "softer" version of it. That's when I had the idea about "garden variety psychopaths." It was as though the characteristics of the psychopath existed in a "watered down" form in a LOT, LOT of "ordinary" people.
In this respect, I am reminded of M. Scott Peck's book: "People of the Lie" where he talks about "mundane evil" and describes a number of cases that are along the same line of the "garden variety psychopath." Such a person isn't actively doing anything with any intent to harm anyone, it just happens as a by-product of who they are and what they do in the normal course of their daily lives, conducting their affairs with that extraordinarily shallow an UN-empathic way.
I think what we are seeing in Ruth is a complete lack of psychic/psychological empathy, though certainly I think that Ruth has what I would call "genetic body empathy." I'm sure that if she saw - or knew of - anyone being bodily injured, hearing about torture, war, and related evils, it would affect her and she would feel "sorry" or sympathetic.
This lack of psychic/psychological empathy consists in: 1) an inability to "be" in another person's experience, and 2) an inability to "be" outside yourself as if you were another person. In other words, there is no observer.
I also don't think that I can agree with the item from the "psykopath" article that says:
At the very heart of their psyche, where you and I have a soul, they have only a pit of despair. Despair at having been cheated of the human experience. But this is a despair they cannot acknowledge. I have no doubt that the Soulless Ones, Rumsferatu and Cheney, Prince of Darkness, would, and very well might, kill millions to protect themselves from this awareness. It is very important that one not make the vast neediness of a path one's own.
...because I think it is a further projection. A peson with an observer/conscience self is projecting the same "organ" onto an individual who just doesn't have it. I don't think that psychopath's have a "pit of despair." I don't think they feel that they have been cheated of anything. I don't think they do anything to protect themselves from this awareness.
It's like Cleckley said: it is just simply like color-blindness: If you are born that way, even if someone tells you about colors, you can never, EVER grok that you aren't seeing things as they really are even if you can't tell the difference between green and red.
I think that this quality - this total lack of consciousness of any lack whatsoever is what is so troubling to SAO and others in this discussion. It is almost impossible, from our side, to really grok the LACK of this "organ" that makes us capable of not only shifting into another person's skin, but shifting out of our own and observing ourselves "from the outside," so to say.
So, we tend to want to project on someone who just doesn't have it that they MUST have something there... something that tells them that they lack something that is so darned important to us, the thing that makes us capable of incredible experiences and contact with other humans like ourselves. We know how rich it makes our "inner life" and we just can't imagine anyone else not having access to that range of emotions and experiences.
But here is the important thing: as I was trying to convey in the Organic Portals thread, just being an OP doesn't make one "bad" or useless or worthy of contempt. It also doesn't make a person completely without "feelings" - even if they are somewhat limited (from our perspective only).
As all of you have seen, Ruth is quite capable of having discussions on many things that do not touch on matters that involve this "organ" of higher sensing. She is decent, respectable, her brain works just fine and she can make many excellent assessments.
This is the thing I was trying to describe, the conclusions I came to after a long time of daily observation of someone quite similar to Ruth. You can have conversations about so many things with such a person: art, literature, politics, child-rearing, even psychology. But you can just never go beyond a certain depth.
For some of us, what is inside us is limitless, like a cosmic ocean. For some others, what is inside is just a shallow lake and that is all it will ever be. It is landlocked and will never be an ocean. Period.
But it doesn't make them "bad." In fact, I think that there ARE OPs that are working on individuating.
And no offense intended, Ruth. I truly appreciate you for who you are and what you are capable of doing. I understand, even, how you must feel with all this talk that just goes round and round and does not make any sense to you whatsoever. I understand (Finally) that, for you, it really is "from another strange reality" that is simply not part of yours. It's not that you lack the brain power either because, clearly, you are very intelligent. You just don't have that "organ".