Thanks, I agree with everyone, I just hurried to ask if the thread of the Spanish group was in the swamp area, that was my post number 50, sorry, if I'd had written anything else I'd have notice it, sometimes it took me one day to post something simple, there is so many interesting things to read, I have the compulsive syndrome of open tabs, I usually don't enter much here for that reason XD
I have no work schedule so that's a problem, but I'm learning to be more organized little by little.
My main problem is I have no problems, largely for blocking my emotions and relationships with other people and influences, as I told mostly in my posts. I think that helped me more than it hurt me but now it's time to be :) as I read more and interacting with the Spanish group I learn about myself and realizing some things, however I need many essential reading on the subject to see better. The anxiety I felt and feel from time to time was that I realized I was seated waiting all my life and suddenly I want to run without knowing the right way, I comprehend this and manage better with our interactions. Soon we have a meeting and sure it will be a good time to see more things and then comment on it. I just thought that seeing other perspectives on my interaction with the group would help me better.
Maybe another opportunity is my relationship with one member of the group, I would have liked to see and comment but I couldn't see the post where she talk about that, I don't know whether it is appropriate that I spoke about that now when she asked me to stop seeing her to work better her things. I don't have much to say apart from this now