First ... You have almost certainly been identified since you were a small child.It does appear that way.
It makes me think of the bolded sections in this session, in relation to 'succeeding' for 'fear of not succeeding in time', in Gnosis.
Second ... The "threads" were moved so that you had the "experiences" in your childhood, which would "mark" your personality in adulthood.
Third ... You will be surrounded as long as possible by "people" who try to provoke your "reaction."
Now ..., you know by reviewing your life the moment they tried to "mold" who you are.
Therefore, we have "failed" several times, however, the surprising thing is the huge number of times we have not failed.
That against all odds, "we have been ourselves."
We will do what we will do!