Hey guys!
Just wanted to quickly share a bit more about my experience with NO. Since the whole anger that was coming up and my kinesiology session, I decided to do only one session per week, but then went back to 3 sessions in a week... And now I think i'm able to compare how I feel when I do 3 or just 1.
So far i've noticed that doing 3 sessions a week is just way too much for me, I can't concentrate, or sleep well and i'm very irritable... But when I do just one I feel way better, my focus is sharper, my general mood is more stable. In general the things I can see that NO has helped with are:
Thanks for reading!
Just wanted to quickly share a bit more about my experience with NO. Since the whole anger that was coming up and my kinesiology session, I decided to do only one session per week, but then went back to 3 sessions in a week... And now I think i'm able to compare how I feel when I do 3 or just 1.
So far i've noticed that doing 3 sessions a week is just way too much for me, I can't concentrate, or sleep well and i'm very irritable... But when I do just one I feel way better, my focus is sharper, my general mood is more stable. In general the things I can see that NO has helped with are:
- I feel like i'm more assertive and I don't fret like I used to, with the nonstop chatter in my head about why did I say this or do that..
- When teaching my classes I completely forget about everything and i'm able to be present. I feel way more creative and just confident when creating classes.
- I feel that i'm more serious now, not like grumpy serious, but just a bit more quiet, talking when necessary and knowing when to not talk.
- When i'm out I enjoy things much more, either if i'm alone walking around or with people. The whole social anxiety thing is not there, at least for now hehe.
- I do feel I still need to learn how to balance my strong temper and still work on not bottling up emotions, specially with my family.
- Also something that I find curious. Is that I would always listen to music while writing or just in general, but in some strange way I don't listen to as much music as before and when I do I completely enjoy it. It's like if music was just a constant escape for me or something.
- Dreams have gotten more interesting. Just last week I had what I think was a very interesting dream. I was finally confronting my dad. In the dream I appeared protecting my mom from his abuse, so IMO it was quite meaningful.
Thanks for reading!