I'm a bit late in coming on this one but do have a little something to say. Drugs, in my mind, are a tipping trap especially for the seeker. I found that out in 2004-2006 with an opiate addiction. It started with a prescription to Vicodin for back pain in 2004. I had found the sign of the times site in late 2002 and had a ravenous appetite and devoured the written material like a hungry beast. It was a link from a link from a link that brought me here as I was studying Gnosticism at the time. Back to the point. One thing led to another and I was eating the Vicodin like candy, then i got into heroin because I couldn't get any pills. That was the last 3 months of my addiction, but it was also by far the worst. I got into treatment and was ramped up to 32 mg /daily of Suboxone. I was told that this is a miracle drug. I was also put on Seroquel another lovely drug thrust upon me. ( I could write a chapter just on Seroquel and it's evils) In the U.S 32 mg of Suboxone is the max, after that it's Methadone. In Europe max is 16 mg, which IMHO should be the max across the board. Anyways
In the US and especially NY where I live drug addiction is HUGE business and we have the revolving door system well in place. and I am living proof of this as I am still on Suboxone after 6 years. Yes I have tried to go off of it, but after 3 weeks of feeling like I wanted to die, I went back on but at a very low dose. My current dose is 8 mg a day and after reading this post from front to back I have gained some very good insight as to how to approach my final hurdle and thank everyone for their input on this post. I would also like to give warning to anyone seeking to get out of the addiction cycle. Be very careful especially if you live in the US. For there are quite a few psychopaths in the addiction treatment realm. In our area, The University of Rochester has their claws deeply in this INDUSTRY. And, well that speaks for itself. I'll leave that one for you to research. Again thanks to all who gave input.