Internal Battles
To walk in the Spirit, we must first quit walking in the flesh. We must ditch self-centeredness and become Christ-centered, placing the needs of others before our own. But be warned, the flesh with its selfishness challenges every move in that direction. As mentioned before, we may not have a problem with the big sins; it’s the everyday desires, comforts, luxuries, frustrations, and other demands placed on us by our flesh that can entice us.
Such sins of the flesh block the release of our spirit. A good rule of thumb is “if it isn’t love, it’s probably flesh.” Nonetheless, self-sacrifice does indicate we’ve made progress toward walking in the Spirit.
Jesus told His disciples, “If any man desires to come after Me,
let him deny himself [his “self” life], and take up his cross, and follow Me” (Matthew 16:24, italics mine).
Before we can deny ourselves, we must discover our selfishness, a process that isn’t easy or pretty.
The best way to unmask our selfishness is to commit to stop being selfish.
That’s when we discover how far we’ve fallen. We are able to see someone else’s selfishness when we recognize we’re being critical ourselves. Walking in love requires giving in, and to, other selfish people. Seeing selfishness in others makes it easier to see it in ourselves.
We realize it permeates our entire being, influencing every decision.
Do we ever win? I don’t know. Sometimes I walk in the Spirit, but I probably walk mostly in the flesh. Armed with the knowledge presented herein, I’m beginning to get it. Maybe I’m just beginning, but I’m closer than I once was.
Most Christians seem to think the battle with our flesh is over when we quit smoking, cussing, chewing, getting drunk, lying, cheating, stealing, and fornicating—oh yeah, and gambling. Some will go on to fight lust, pride, maybe anger, and a few other sins, while remaining oblivious to selfishness and love for the world
. However, it is selfishness and love for the world that the Lord hates the most.
It was the flesh that gained dominance at the fall of man. In God’s eyes, love for the world has always been tied to the flesh and always will be. If worldly love influences the flesh or dominates the [redeemed] spirit in any way, it is still present and needs to die.
Jesus’ first message was “repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand” (Matthew 4:17). Repent from what? Whatever the flesh drives us to. When the Holy Spirit begins drawing us, He convicts us of sin and urges us to quit sinning altogether. When does His conviction end?
It must not stop until the flesh has no voice in anything we do. We never quit repenting. Oh, maybe when the flesh and self are dead, but I wouldn’t know. I’m not there yet; are you?
A well-known twentieth-century Christian teacher from China, Watchman Nee taught that
salvation doesn’t save us from hell; it saves us from a world that is going to hell. Well, Satan is the “prince of this world,” and we all know where he’s going to wind up.
Those who are still part of his system will go there with him. Why would any of us want anything to do with Satan’s world when we know mingling our lives with it breaks God’s heart? Think about it: James 4:4 says that friendship with the world is enmity against God and a friend of the world is the enemy of God.
What did Jesus mean when He said in John 16:33, “In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world”? I’m guessing He meant He had never yielded to any of the world’s attractions. He had never let his flesh enjoy its enticements.
Included in His grace is everything we need to overcome. Now we must be overcomers.
I don’t know anyone who knows much about the kingdom of God. Why do you think that is, when Jesus tells us in Matthew 6:33 to seek the kingdom
first? Sometimes I think the Mennonites are closer to getting it right than anybody else. I don’t know how close to the kingdom they get, but at least they attempt to leave Satan’s world.
Love Is Also the Answer
We can answer all of the above questions with one word:
love.
Love, which is selfless, is the opposite of and the antidote to self. Romans 5:5 tells us the Holy Spirit pours out God’s love, or “sheds God’s love abroad,” in our hearts. One way this outpouring can occur is for us to apply the “love examples” from Christ’s Sermon on the Mount.
In Mark 12:30, Jesus quotes the greatest commandment, “Love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength.” Let’s examine
strength. How do we love with all our strength?
In the natural we build strength with strength training. This happens by pushing against resistance. It is hard work, repeated countless times over a long period of time before we acquire a more muscled body with increased strength. As we grow stronger, we increase the resistance with each workout, taking our muscles to the very brink of collapse.
We increase our love strength the same way. Let’s look at the command of the Lord “Give to all who ask of you.” Did He say give to
all? In my city, “askers” stand on every major street corner, holding signs, telling passers-by of their plight. And what about freeloaders’ pursuits to obtain money without paying their previous debts? Jesus doesn’t delineate—He tells us to lend without expecting repayment. At this point, self and selfishness get involved, providing the resistance we need to build spiritual muscle. When we push back by giving money to these askers no matter what the case, we choose to love, which builds “love strength.” Giving the “widow’s mite” out of our need really ticks off self.
The resistance we’re pushing against is the reasoning of self—and self always makes good sense: “That person will just spend the money on beer,” “Heck, he makes more money on that corner than I do on my job,” “I know him; he never keeps a job.” You’ve heard it in your mind many times—your “self” is no different from mine. Nevertheless, Jesus didn’t say, “Give to every man who asks of you if you’re sure he won’t waste what you give him.”
Love never takes; it only gives and is selfless. Likewise, love never seeks to benefit from giving. Investing, on the other hand, expects to benefit self. Investing is not love; investors give to receive a profit. However, love never expects a return because God is love’s source.
Love: Much More Than a Trinket
God is love, and love is the essence of His kingdom. Everything in His kingdom emits from love. All true ministry and spiritual gifts spring from it.
When we express love, we share Him and touch others with His hands. He needs us because He expresses His love through us. Wherever love is, there He is.
Love doesn’t flow past the anger and resentment of the flesh. Ergo flesh blocks love.
Until we are free from our flesh, we are not free to love—and love is the badge of the sons of God.
Although love does grant a sense of fulfillment, love is more a choice than a feeling.
Love will prevail in His Church in the last days, filling every event with His presence.
“God is love” (1 John 4:8, 16), and love is the most powerful word, the most powerful concept, in the Bible.
As we are conformed to His image (see Romans 8:29), love will become our primary attribute. Learning to love is basic training for living in His kingdom. When the Church learns to react out of the impetus of love instead of self, God’s kingdom will come “on earth as it is in heaven” (Matthew 6:10).
God’s power is rooted in love and His kingdom empowered by it.
Love is the driving force behind every godly, mature act and reaction.
Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount, as challenging as it may seem, presents only the basics for walking in the Spirit—but without love, achieving even the basics is futile.
We can measure our love by our lack of self.
As self decreases, love increases, and vice versa. Though crucifying the flesh may be painful, afterward we will be spiritually refreshed and edified.
Because Hebrews 11:6 tells us we cannot please God without faith, walking in faith is likely the committed Christian’s preeminent desire. Yet in 1 Corinthians 13:2,
Paul indicates faith without love is worthless: “If I have faith, so as to remove mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing.”
The world can have faith, selfish faith, in ways such as the power of positive thinking or with faith for things such as a new car or a bigger airplane. The question is, what do we see with this kind of faith, love or self? For Christians, such faith may reveal that we’ve been captured by the world’s bling. Our faith can make things happen and even move mountains, but, without love, it holds no value in
God’s economy. With this principle in mind, let’s take a closer look at Paul’s love chapter, 1 Corinthians 13, and contrast love and self: Verse 4
- “Love suffers long [is patient].” How do we act when it comes to that slow driver in front of us? Self has many impatient words for that slowpoke. Love is patient only when self is absent.
- Love “is kind.” One definition of kindness is that we “show ourselves useful.” Kindness abounds with good deeds and is gentle with others. Self is kind when not threatened or irritated, or has something to gain.
- “Love does not envy [is not jealous]” but rejoices with others’ successes. Self must always win and demands ascendancy, a trait of Lucifer (see Isaiah 14:13–14).
- “Love does not parade itself [brag]” and “is not puffed up [arrogant].” Self demands respect and speaks of its great accomplishments. Verse 5
- Love “does not behave rudely [act unbecomingly].” Self speaks its mind and gets even when offended.
- Love “does not seek its own.” Self says, “What’s in it for me?”
- Love “is not provoked.” Self becomes annoyed, frustrated, and angered when self isn’t served. (Remember the slowpoke?)
- Love “thinks no evil” because love doesn’t keep record of a wrong suffered. Self has his rights! Everyone agrees that when self is wronged, he protests loudly and holds a grudge forever. Verse 6
- Love “does not rejoice in iniquity [unrighteousness, or evil], but rejoices in the truth.” Truth reveals unrighteousness. Self is okay with self-righteousness and always seeks to look good in other people’s eyes. Verse 7
- Love “bears all things.” In other words, love “covers all things with silence.” When others cause us pain, love protects their reputation, quietly bearing the pain alone without seeking sympathy.
- Love “believes all things.” Whatever God says, love believes. Self seeks first to understand and then analyzes what it cannot figure out.
- Love “hopes all things.” We often use the word hope in terms of “longing for something to happen.” But, in a biblical sense, hope means “to have great expectation that something will happen.” A lot like our word faith, hope doesn’t sit back and wait, but makes plans and preparations.
- Love “endures all things.” Love perseveres through every trial with patience, tenacity, obedience, and godly fear. Self takes the easiest way out, complaining violently.
- Love is as infinite as God is. If we desire to exhibit Him to the world, our goal should be to let every facet of His love shine through us. In so doing, we will be conformed to His image (see Romans 8:29).
Common logic says hate is the opposite of love. Not so—self is the opposite and the enemy of love. Hate is only one of self’s character traits.
Satan would have gotten rid of love, but he couldn’t get rid of God, so he perverted love by using his tool, the flesh. He had to corrupt love because it destroys all of his plans.
This narrative merely scratches the surface of what pure love is. Love protects, heals, saves, and gives, and we cannot be the consummate Church of the living God who is love until it permeates all we do.
God Wants Us Dead
Denying ourselves begins the process of taking up our cross to follow Him. Follow Him where exactly? Well, His cross led Him to His death, and so will ours.
As believers we have a tendency to think that since Jesus bore our cross, we are relieved of the responsibility of bearing it. That is not true. God wants us dead to the world and alive unto Him (see Romans 6:11). Until we reach that point, we cannot legitimately say as Paul did in Philippians 1:21, “For to me, to live is Christ.”
A dead person counts everything disposable if it means advancing God’s kingdom (see Philippians 3:8). In fact, everything is dung if we “love not the world” according to 1 John 2:15. When the Lord is our life, our life in this world means nothing.
Likewise, when self is dead, the world’s enticements no longer attract us. The grave holds no fear and no threat to the man already dead: he loves not his life even “to the death” (Revelation 12:11). As John 12:25 says, “He who loves his life shall lose it, and he who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life.”
Our growing love for Jesus creates disdain for a world that will be of no value to us in eternity. We love only Him, those who love Him, and those who need to love Him. Death, whether by the cross or the grave, is our friend and benefactor, which frees us from the bondage of self. Free of the world’s chocolate, we live in the world, but it is not our life. He is our life, and our food is to do His will (see John 4:34).
I don’t consider myself a theologian. If I were to write a book on Christian theology, it would certainly be a pocket edition. But let’s take a look at dying to self through my simple theological glasses.
In Romans 6:2–4, Paul says we are dead, were baptized into Christ’s death, and were buried with Him by baptism. According to verse 6, Paul is referring to the “old man,” or sinful man, what I call “the beast within us,” or “self.” This death of self happened on Jesus’ cross two thousand years ago. Now that our old man is dead, we have to know we are dead (see Romans 6:3), and it becomes our responsibility to reckon, or conclude, we are dead (see verse 11), and choose to be dead and “walk in newness of life” (verse 4). Whew!
Here’s the way I see it: When we accept Christ, God places us spiritually into Jesus’ death because He died for us. We then are seated with Him “
For though He was crucified in weakness, yet He lives by the power of God. For
we also are weak in Him, but we shall live with Him by the power of God toward you” (2 Corinthians 13:4, italics mine). Since “we are weak in Him,” shouldn’t we trust Him in this weakness?
The flesh will fight. Get ready for it. Christ’s flesh fought so hard that, “being in agony, He prayed more earnestly. Then His sweat became like great drops of blood falling down to the ground” (Luke 22:44). To say such a death “will be hard” doesn’t come close to describing the difficulty we face in this death by our cross. However, on the other side of death, we will, as Paul said in 2 Corinthians 13:4, “live with Him by the power of God”—and, of course, I don’t know what that means either, but I’ll bet it’s really good.
The Best of Times and the Worst of Times
Isaiah 60 tells of a time when God’s people are the most attractive people on earth: “Arise, shine; For your light has come! And the glory of the LORD is risen upon you.
For behold, the darkness shall cover the earth, And deep darkness the people; But the LORD will arise over you, And His glory will be seen upon you. The Gentiles shall come to your light, And kings to the brightness of your rising. Lift up your eyes all around, and see: They all gather together, they come to you” (Isaiah 60:1–4).
The world is growing darker daily. There is a day approaching so dark, even evil’s most ardent disciples will flee its dangers. Unable to see, they will trip and fall into its many traps.
Concurrently, the Church is growing ever brighter in God’s glory. The light of the Lord rising upon His bride is ushering in the harvest, the end of the age (see Matt 13:39). “Coming to the light” is rescuing those living in darkness from the ever-present danger. The light is so attractive that they are coming “to the brightness of [the bride’s] rising.” The world sees His light through the Church’s good works (see Matthew 5:16).
“God is light, and in Him is no darkness at all” (1 John 1:5). He is the light and the attraction.
When self dies, Jesus’ beauty, His light previously concealed by the flesh, reveals the sons of God: “Always carrying about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our body. For we who live are always delivered to death for Jesus’ sake, that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our mortal flesh” (2 Corinthians 4:10–11, italics mine).
What do you think
“the life of Jesus” looks like when it is
“manifested in our body”? More love? Power? Healings? Lives saved? Lives changed? If His desire is that His will
“be done on earth as it is in heaven” and if our hearts burn for His will to come to pass, we must
“bear about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus.” Until He returns, Jesus lives on earth in His body, you and me. He died for a lost world. Are we willing to die to reveal Him?
This world isn’t attracted to you and me, no matter how charismatic or beautiful we are. But as
the above verses clearly say, when our old man dies, Jesus’ life and beauty will be manifested in us. Then the world will come to the brightness of our rising.
We are indeed the sons of God if we are born of Him. But until He is set free in us, the whole creation waits to see the “glorious liberty of the children of God” (Romans 8:21–22). When we allow the “hidden Christ within” to be revealed, those trapped in darkness will run to His light and beauty. They only wait for . . .
the manifestation of the sons of God.