Laura said:
Here is an essay in two parts by Lasha Darkmoon which is partly based on
Shamir's Study in Art:
This article hit something deep in me. It was really disturbing to read it, but extremely enlightening, thank you for sharing this Laura.
In Secondary school, in my home country, we have to choose our field of study. Since I had been very fond of drawing all my life (something that could be taken as positive dissociation?) I chose visual arts. It didn't go very well...actually it didn't go well at all since it turned out to be the last 3 years where I would ever grab a pencil to draw. My experience was similar to what was described in Luthien's post (reply 39) To top all that up, one of my teachers once asked me to describe a painting that I enjoyed, and I described precisely Venus from Botticelli,
his comment was destructive, something in the lines of that I should be persuing more intelligent art... Adolescence is a very vulnerable age, I thought that as a teacher he should know better then I did and repressed my own feelings. The consequences of this were nasty.
I haven't thought about this for years and when I started reading this thread, the memories came back and are now extremely hard to swallow back.....
The most vivid memories I have from those classes, and that is part of the reason why I found the article so disturbing, is the never ending discusions about how any and everything is art, including Marcel Duchamp's urinols! My values were turned upside down, I felt confused, stupid and eventually lost interest in art. Loosing interest was not real, but more a way of not having to face the fact that I didn't understand it and because of that I was probably stupid.
These memories have been buried for years, and I am now integrating the new understanding from the ponerized world we live in with art and the way it is taught. All of this is overwhelming, really.
Galahad said:
But maybe there is a fundamental problem with the whole notion of art separated from life.
If I think back to our ancestors, I doubt there was 'visual art' separated from the actual building of dwellings or decorations of religious spaces. Maybe the whole notion of a visual art separated from the rest of the world is wrong. The art comes out in the way windows, roofs, walls, furniture, clothing and other objects of every day life are decorated.
This quote from Galahad seriously got me thinking. My mind is very muddled on the subject because I am now opening the dusty boxes from the attic of my memory. I think it is worth posting what I am thinking in case someone can shed some light.
I am seeing subjective art as art made from subjective emotions and consequently for oneself. On the other hand objective art is art within a context and for a purpose that serves a common goal.
But then again, art from subjective emotions might be a good tool for cleansing and to give a better understanding of one's subconscious. Added with creative positive input, it might turn out to be something quite beautiful to see, and perhaps a way of positive dissociation (?)
On the subject of positive dissociation, Hildegarda (reply 20) divides dissociation into active and passive, which resonates with what I am thinking. So far, I have experienced positive dissociation also in more active states: activities where my body is engaged such as walking and usually practicing a slow form of exercise.
Some movies have also been highly inspiring. I think movies can be a source of positive dissociation which can lead to negative. This would depend not only of the content of the film but also the frequency in which we engage in the activity.
Context is also important or so I think. Frequently engaging in watching movies for example, can turn out to be positive dissociation for someone living within a highly disturbed family context, and not so positive for someone who, due to the context, does not have the same need of doing so for the sake of keeping his/her own sanity