idiaysan
Padawan Learner
This past night I had a voluntary termination of pregnancy, in my 5th week of gestation, I am in love with my partner, I want to be a mother and we both want to have children, but I am fully aware of the minimal situation I want to bring to this world, and That does not happen right now.
I feel sad, so it could have been and was not (at this point, it will be when it is decided), but not for having committed a murder or something like that, none of that. It was a difficult decision, but fully responsible and also consensual with my partner.
In this sense, I want to claim the importance of them, men, our partners, both in the role of parenthood and in deciding to abort and postpone it.
I want to have children in the future and not only for a narcissistic question, although I admit that it is very difficult to leave this programming, to give children to this planet, that after a very conscious education can combat the psychopathic world that awaits and help others to Understand it. For this maybe a community is needed? It's an idea that I still have to shape in my mind ...
Souls are necessary, in this world so desolate, chaotic and terrible; Conscious minds are necessary to bring light and understanding to so much world hostility.
It has helped me a lot to read this thread, well, it is always inspiring to read the forum :), thank you very much, strength and light to continue !!
I feel sad, so it could have been and was not (at this point, it will be when it is decided), but not for having committed a murder or something like that, none of that. It was a difficult decision, but fully responsible and also consensual with my partner.
In this sense, I want to claim the importance of them, men, our partners, both in the role of parenthood and in deciding to abort and postpone it.
I want to have children in the future and not only for a narcissistic question, although I admit that it is very difficult to leave this programming, to give children to this planet, that after a very conscious education can combat the psychopathic world that awaits and help others to Understand it. For this maybe a community is needed? It's an idea that I still have to shape in my mind ...
Souls are necessary, in this world so desolate, chaotic and terrible; Conscious minds are necessary to bring light and understanding to so much world hostility.
It has helped me a lot to read this thread, well, it is always inspiring to read the forum :), thank you very much, strength and light to continue !!