Hello Seeker2seer,
The question I have for you, did you give her permission to realign you or asked to be imprinted, and i would ask, "aren't you infringing on my personal space by holding whatever energy that she's talking about? And also, are these things that she's doing, is this something she does for a person who shows some interest in Reiki? and is it one of the method she does over the phone without actually meeting face to face?
For me, it's hard to find resonance with someone who you barely know, imo resonance occurs over time through observation. Even I, could feel your 'desperation' of sort (that's just me), in finding a Reiki Master, which to me, is allowing yourself to be more open for 'wishful thinking'; anticipation, osit.
Seeker2seer, I am no expert in Reiki, it is only my thoughts of concern, for your well being that I felt I needed to post a reply.
Congrats, on receiving your application to FOTCM. :)
FWIW
okiron
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okiron, no I did not give her permission to do anything, it just happened unexpectedly. I just wanted to know how she became involved in Reiki, her linage, and what she thought of Reiki. What happened totally caught me off guard and I didn't expect anything else other than answers to my questions. It was a strange experience and seemed unusual coming from a total stranger, especially her use of the word imprint. I really don't know anything else about her or her methods which is why I asked the questions I did. I really was just trying to understand her lineage to make an informed decision before I scheduled an initial therapy session with her student (the first person I emailed at the health center). Since I have never received a Reiki session, and knew the possible dangers of a corrupted lineage, I wanted to do my research before scheduling a session. You may be right, perhaps I do have a sense of desperation to find a Reiki Master for some consciously unknown reason. I do know that since I received my crystals selected by the Cs four months ago, my interest to learn about Reiki is increasing.
Thank you for your concern as I feel whatever happened totally caught me off guard. I am still debating if I should ask her my follow up questions or not.
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It concerns me that you are still 'debating'. The 'red flag' is that your original question/s was not answered to your satisfaction, but instead, you are now concern about what she did to you. To me, it seems she wants you to keep in touch with her, as if she knows your eagerness toward wanting to know more about Reiki energy.
More red flags;
I told her some people say the use of the symbols was like installing a new circuit board in our field or aura. She said that to her, Reiki is instead a return to the original template. After she said that I could feel a warm and tingling sensation radiate out from my solar plexus area. Then she said she could sense a realignment taking place in me due to the Reiki energy as we continued talking. She asked where I was feeling any sensations, the temperature, texture, and movement of the energy.
She kept emphasizing the importance of surrendering to the universe, not surrendering our will, but being open and letting go, to the let the universe provide what we need. She said she sensed I need to be more open to the universe and I told her I feel like something is blocking me. She agreed and said my connection may not be what I have expected but may be experienced in other ways.
Did she tell you what that 'original template' meant? From my understanding and if the template she talk about is a symbol, how was it that she came upon this template when she was vague about her lineage? I think somewhere in the forum there was a mentioning about the corruption of Reiki symbols and that the original is very,very rare.
Also, why is she emphasizing so much about 'surrendering to the universe', 'being open', 'letting go' and sugar coated by adding 'not surrendering our will '?? When in fact, she did infringed upon your free will from the get go.
It's kinda funny, how she wants to know what sensation you were experiencing and that you were in fact having these sensation in the solar plexus, what comes to my mind is energy vampire-ism. Have you read any threads on 'sexual energy'? From what I gather, this energy is precious and it should be maintain and it's also, what feeds the 4th density STS.
Seeker2seer, I see more clues in what you wrote that hints towards a red flag/s, so instead of me, expressing the remainder of what i see (opinion/s), it's best that you take another look over and exercise, what we do here in FOTCM; The Work, and see what you discovery before you take anymore interaction with this person besides, finding a "Reiki Master" is not the only way to know yourself, osit.
(My error from previous post) Congrats and Welcome to FOTCM. :)
okiron