|I AM|
The Force is Strong With This One
Thank you once again for another interesting session guys.
I want to share an experience I once had which directly relates to what the C's had to say about confrontation with 'evil'.
"A: Intent combined with being and willingness to do good can often produce effects even when knowledge is absent."
Date of event: May 17th 2014 @ 2:45 AM
The evening of May 17th I had a realization when a particular thought surfaced in my mind. At this point in time, being well accustomed to the Cassiopaean material (amongst others), I had a well developed theory for the nature of my reality. This thought contained within it a sense of knowingness similar in feel to what an individual gets when being gazed upon without direct line of sight of the other person looking. Accompanied with it was an image of what I deem to be a 3rd or 4th density STS denizen. Simultaneously, the intention of this entity became clear, and at that moment I knew it was there for an evaluation of my level of awareness. However I did not know if it was near me or if I had just picked up on its thoughts coming from a different plane of reality.
Having such insight, I immediately began meditating and programmed myself to counteract any actions that might have been taken against me during sleep, and shortly afterwards knocked out.
Around 2:45 AM, I woke with no sense of being asleep and had a vivid recollection of the events that happened.
It all started when my body was completely immobilized during sleep, the best explanation I can provide you with is that of someone turning the power OFF to my central nervous system. Additionally there was no sense of a physical body, just the perception of it in my minds eye. There were two figures which I can clearly recollect. A priest with a white robe and a yellow string belt that had a burning face, constantly on fire, and being tormented. The second, overlooking the first (perhaps some higher ranking STS) was a big blob of blackness standing to the right side of the priest. Strangely enough I had no fear, only a sense of interest and calm mindedness. I began to exert some effort to regain control of myself, but no dice. Shortly after, I heard a voice in the center of my head that told me "I OWN YOU", I'm guessing that was a form of telepathy, since I haven't experienced anything like it (consciously) in my life before. Nevertheless, I wasn't deterred from being a victim from hyperdimensional bullying. I began to exert much intent and focus towards the priest until I began to get little movement. Whatever they did to immobilize me felt as if I had unintended intraoperative awareness, with the only cure being intense focus. After a few attempts to regain it (from my passive state of mind), I started to move and immediately the priest slowly began to back away as if he was afraid and uncertain of what would happen. A few tries later I regained greater control of my body, but as soon as I did the experience was over and I had woken up. I began to recollect all the events that transpired by immediately writing them down.
Even tho I did not have any direct knowledge and experience on how to handle such a confrontation, the effects of intent were very clear to me. The only question that still puzzles me is; who was the black blob ?
The C's said "STS is hierarchical in nature" then can a STO candidate order an STS polarized unit of awareness ? Or is the STS afraid of losing power due to the interaction of a more positively polarized being ... ? Who has more dominion in this case ...?
Anyways I would appreciate anyones feedback on the matter ESPECIALLY from the C's !!! So fingers crossed :)
I want to share an experience I once had which directly relates to what the C's had to say about confrontation with 'evil'.
"A: Intent combined with being and willingness to do good can often produce effects even when knowledge is absent."
Date of event: May 17th 2014 @ 2:45 AM
The evening of May 17th I had a realization when a particular thought surfaced in my mind. At this point in time, being well accustomed to the Cassiopaean material (amongst others), I had a well developed theory for the nature of my reality. This thought contained within it a sense of knowingness similar in feel to what an individual gets when being gazed upon without direct line of sight of the other person looking. Accompanied with it was an image of what I deem to be a 3rd or 4th density STS denizen. Simultaneously, the intention of this entity became clear, and at that moment I knew it was there for an evaluation of my level of awareness. However I did not know if it was near me or if I had just picked up on its thoughts coming from a different plane of reality.
Having such insight, I immediately began meditating and programmed myself to counteract any actions that might have been taken against me during sleep, and shortly afterwards knocked out.
Around 2:45 AM, I woke with no sense of being asleep and had a vivid recollection of the events that happened.
It all started when my body was completely immobilized during sleep, the best explanation I can provide you with is that of someone turning the power OFF to my central nervous system. Additionally there was no sense of a physical body, just the perception of it in my minds eye. There were two figures which I can clearly recollect. A priest with a white robe and a yellow string belt that had a burning face, constantly on fire, and being tormented. The second, overlooking the first (perhaps some higher ranking STS) was a big blob of blackness standing to the right side of the priest. Strangely enough I had no fear, only a sense of interest and calm mindedness. I began to exert some effort to regain control of myself, but no dice. Shortly after, I heard a voice in the center of my head that told me "I OWN YOU", I'm guessing that was a form of telepathy, since I haven't experienced anything like it (consciously) in my life before. Nevertheless, I wasn't deterred from being a victim from hyperdimensional bullying. I began to exert much intent and focus towards the priest until I began to get little movement. Whatever they did to immobilize me felt as if I had unintended intraoperative awareness, with the only cure being intense focus. After a few attempts to regain it (from my passive state of mind), I started to move and immediately the priest slowly began to back away as if he was afraid and uncertain of what would happen. A few tries later I regained greater control of my body, but as soon as I did the experience was over and I had woken up. I began to recollect all the events that transpired by immediately writing them down.
Even tho I did not have any direct knowledge and experience on how to handle such a confrontation, the effects of intent were very clear to me. The only question that still puzzles me is; who was the black blob ?
The C's said "STS is hierarchical in nature" then can a STO candidate order an STS polarized unit of awareness ? Or is the STS afraid of losing power due to the interaction of a more positively polarized being ... ? Who has more dominion in this case ...?
Anyways I would appreciate anyones feedback on the matter ESPECIALLY from the C's !!! So fingers crossed :)
