Session 22 February 2010

rolyateel said:
[..]Green View of room and some test renders attached below

For rolyateel to make one of these pictures (so called 'renderings') the computer needs a lot of time, maybe hours? Best to conserve camera movements no orbiting or panning just show fixed camera positions:

Camera One_
Background picture: _http://img696.imageshack.us/img696/1038/sottvertset009.jpg
Sott anchor shown sitting in one of the chairs, green screened, [videomasked], reading the news, camera is very slowly zooming in.

Camera Two_
Background from new angle:
_http://img525.imageshack.us/img525/3537/sottvertset008.jpg
Alternate fixed camera position, slowly zooming in or out shows Sott news anchor few seconds only, then gets back to Camera One_ as in the Buckwheat Castle videos.

Camera Three_ cuts in: recorded separately
Background from new angle:
_http://img18.imageshack.us/img18/6672/sottvertset007small.jpg
Sott Anchor looks up from the papers and announces:
- "And now for UK & Euro-Asian News!"

Professional TV techniques like panning, orbiting camera would be great, but these would need 24 pictures for a second created by rolyateel. Rendering these could be done by multiple people creating similar rendering software configuration.

Advantages of fixed camera viewpoint:
Charts, pictures sliding in, while Sott anchor speaks and pulls in these diagrams with a move of hand - think of clouds swimming on-screen in weather report - would be fairly easy to make in After Effects or similar video editing programs.

Sott anchors:
Don't wear anything green, because you will be the partly invisible man.
 
I don't know anything about making videos, but whatever is done with these images, they are great! Good job rolyateel!
 
rolyateel said:
Green View of room and some test renders attached below

I wanted to tell i can help with the texturing, but the walls and surfaces are already very good. Scene design is excellent, show a lot of talent and experience. Lighting is top notch. The focus should be on the anchor delivering the message, background don't need be perfect. You created quality renders, congratulations!

Connecting the dot lines maybe need be thicker to better see them connecting.

If the Chateau Team would like roses on walls everywhere or opera curtains, a more traditional look, Circle People era like Stonehenge or make everything a little bit used and older or if the goal is to make everything look like dusty and burned like in a battlefield scenario, i can help with that. Just need parts of the scene in Max2010. For helping rendering, would be best if you did this in Mental Ray. Vray may be okay too.
 
[quote author=iconoclast]i just wanted to point out to anyone who is single and feeling unhappy about it or the need to 'do' something about it:
there is probably a reason why society at large places so much importance on being in a relationship/getting married/hooking up with someone!
think about it! you get bombarded with it almost non-stop (even worse for women)!
or the look you sometimes get when you tell people you aren't in a relationship!

it's the perfect vehicle to inject chaos into people's lives.

and also consider how much of your desire to 'find someone' is purely motivated by STS thinking.[/quote]

Along this line, an experience of mine may be of interest here. I have a strong memory of grade-school occurrence in which my teacher was trying to explain to this young class how they would someday become parents just like their own parents. She insisted that at some point, all of us would experience an undeniable urge to have children of our own. This made a BIG impression on me since I could not imagine an uncontrollable urge/desire that might make me do something like that. I resolved then, to look for that urge/desire for the rest of my life so that I could observe it happen (if that was indeed the case). Through many relationships and a single marriage – it never did. I came to realize (early-on) that the “urge” to do so is social pressure (of the STS persuasion I can say now). In my early 20’s, I had numerous conversations with family/friends in which these folk attempted to make arguments for starting a family, etc. My response (in most of these cases) was to point out my feeling that – how could I possibly bring a new life in the form of a child/family until I had a reasonably firm grip on what this reality actually was? How could I raise a new life without being able to (at least potentially) pass on significant knowledge regarding the truthful nature of this reality? Fast forward to today, my increased knowledge of the nature of this reality through decades of research (as well as all of Laura’s material) councils strongly against any such action (for me). I have to thank that grade-school teacher for instilling in me the desire to remain aware in this department (obviously not what she had intended). That is not to say that I am invulnerable to the relationship game and the consequences (as discussed in this thread). I have watched more than one strong-willed friend lose control of their lives and convictions through the sudden “perfect match” in the “dating game” (becoming just a shell of their former selves). If the right buttons are pushed … Vigilance and discernment at all times.
 
[quote author=iconoclast]i just wanted to point out to anyone who is single and feeling unhappy about it or the need to 'do' something about it:
there is probably a reason why society at large places so much importance on being in a relationship/getting married/hooking up with someone!
think about it! you get bombarded with it almost non-stop (even worse for women)!
or the look you sometimes get when you tell people you aren't in a relationship!

it's the perfect vehicle to inject chaos into people's lives.

and also consider how much of your desire to 'find someone' is purely motivated by STS thinking.[/quote]

[quote author=Los]Today I feel like I am seeing women with slightly different eyes. There's no desire to 'have' or imagination of what life could be like with this or that woman (which I think was always present to some degree, even if there was not the conscious thought). The muddy longing to be with another is gone and I hope it stays that way. I hope I'm not misunderstood to be dogging genuine love, because I'm not. But it's impossible to be open to real love when you're stuck in it's false image.[/quote]

I recently punted the quest also. Very good decision. I will not even look with wont now. No response to sexual/attraction desire. It's tough, but I can go out now and hold the line. Result: Now I am looking at everyone's pain instead of being a tripping lust head. And it hurts a lot. Isn't it interesting how desire for intimacy blinds us?

EDIT: I am glad for this though it has been painful. Fit right in with my finishing HS. Thanks everybody!

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Wow, you guys made my day. Thank you. I am a 41 yr old single woman without children. You have no idea how much pressure I have had from people judging me as to why I don't have any children. Well, Ok I promised to myself that I was not going to say this here anymore, but this is the last time. I was sexually assaulted in my 20's a that completely changed my life. The reason why I don't have kids is not because I don't like them, actually that is the first thought that comes to people's minds is that I must be a selfish person by not having kids. I don't tell people that I was assaulted because it is personal. This is the first place that I have told people that that is what had happened to me beause I don't have a face attached to my name 'Mona'. So I feel safe. But this is the last time I said it, because I am, to tell you the truth, sick of myself saying that I was assaulted.I started seeing myself as a wounded child narcissist who could not get over the pain no matter what. You know, it is great that whatever we say in this forum cannot be erased, because I learn so much from my own stupidity. If I had to be my own psychiatrist, I would probably have to hang myself or something. Oh boy, the many programs that we have to delete from our overloaded minds can be sometimes overpowering. It can definitely be done, that's for sure, it just takes time though.

It's great to know that people are OK with being single, becauase it is perfectly fine to be one,even though it can be financially painful sometimes. I think that the society has put a lot of pressure on women these days to seek partners due to financial reasons. But I look at it this way, it is better to be poor than to live with a psychopath. I must say though that I do feel more free to do things that feel right for me, like being here; no one prevents me from seeking the truth.
Thanks to you all.
 
forge said:
Just need parts of the scene in Max2010. For helping rendering, would be best if you did this in Mental Ray. Vray may be okay too.

I also have Max 2010, so I'd be glad to help if rendering becomes time-consuming. I also agree that a virtual environment that has more character would suit SOTT rather than a big budget news studio. Nonetheless, the example images are stunning!
 
Thank you, Laura and team, for publishing this session. I appreciate how difficult it must have been to do so. What a terrible, upsetting situation!

What you guys go through to serve those who are sincerely asking to learn is really mind boggling. And the whole situation, besides what everyone at the chateau had to go through, with Bob and Sue's total disregard for the well being of their baby is just down right depressing.

I wish a speedy recovery to all at the chateau.
 
Wow, I am shocked as to what happened with Bob and Sue. Their disregard for others made me wonder why did they choose to come there in the first place? After all, it is a program we want to spread to others for the general good. I did have an ex girlfriend that tried to convince me to have children, even after I explained my reasons, similar to those expressed. She said, love requires compromise. I responded that there is no compromise when it comes to a life involved. There is no UNDO button! When I reminded her about the state of the world, she said that if more "smart" people have children, that would help change the world. I did not agree at all, because I have experienced that intelligence has nothing to do with empathy. Look at the geniuses that run the stock market!!!

That relationship left me sour, because she originally was happy to have the companionship and communication, but it changed to an agenda when her "instincts" kicked in. She is a very intelligent woman, but it seems like emotions/chemicals can drive us away from our own selves to fulfill a survival goal.
 
Mona said:
It's great to know that people are OK with being single, becauase it is perfectly fine to be one,even though it can be financially painful sometimes. I think that the society has put a lot of pressure on women these days to seek partners due to financial reasons. But I look at it this way, it is better to be poor than to live with a psychopath. I must say though that I do feel more free to do things that feel right for me, like being here; no one prevents me from seeking the truth.
Thanks to you all.

yes, i also enjoy the freedom being single brings.

i'm in my mid-30's and have been single for about 10 years. i've stopped "the quest" for about 8. (not that i was ever very committed to it anyway ;) )
i know many people who are in one relationship after another for whom it would be UNTHINKABLE to stay single that long. they just couldn't cope with it.
i always had a certain level of distain for those guys who - if they were unable to 'get' the mate of their choice - would settle for second or third best just so there was SOMEONE.
and i don't feel like i'm missing something at all. i've had my share of sex, been hopelessly in love and have experienced the devastating feeling of relationships ending.
while i certainly don't close myself off to the possibility of meeting my 'soulmate' i am perfectly content to stay single for the rest of my life.
 
To Mona – and others,

In my opinion, we always are alone. It doesn’t matter we are with or without someone – we are always alone. We live in our body – there is no place for two beings… Generally, we live close to other people, we talk with them, we have many relationships, sometimes we live in the same house or room – then is a lot of noise, we can’t thinking enough clear, everything is going to chaos because of collision those two people… So, I think it’s normal that we live out of relationships.

In my opinion, most people wants, or rather needs closeness others, needs to help – sometimes it’s demand, sometimes it’s request or sometimes only desire to hear he out… We are like a mirror for another people.

I’m 49 years old, always alone, no children, no wife. But I steel feel needed for another, they needs my presence. It’s enough for me. But, it’s only my own point of view…
(apologize for my English, I was learn English language only 3 weeks in my life…).

Best regards for all ;)
 
Hi Artur,

It's customary for new members to post an intro. It doesn't have to be long, just some info regarding a little about yourself and how you found the forum. Thanks much!
 
Thank you for sharing this in such detail. I learned so much as always here. And connecting it somehow with the death of Martha Rose Crow. All this speaks to me very deep. What a constant challenge!

We have had an attack the same week with one of our network members in my town. A woman that would turn from an active and supportive member into a wave of hate and distruction. Seems like there is no end to how vicious all this can get.

Myself, I know that since some months I have implants again-all the flow of the right side of my body is getting blocked. My brain and thyroid are seriously effected. I am searching for clues of how to solve the next step of this riddle. I am as alert as possible.
 
Hi Mona:

[quote author=Mona]So I feel safe.[/quote]

I also was raped by men, molested by women. Probably good that you have learned to keep an eye on your safety. Do you feel that you have a keener than average eye out for boundary violations? Do you get nervous around those who have a glib, casual attitude towards your boundary?

[quote author=Mona]who could not get over the pain no matter what[/quote]

For me the key is to see the abusers for what they are in their pain and psycho-pathetic state. If you can accept them for what they did and who they are, then the fear will vanish and you can find your freedom. EDIT: deleted noise
 
(Andromeda) And then we can materialize our own food and it'll be good for us.

(Perceval) Materialize our own healthy food.

(Mr. Scott) We'll be able to manifest healthy pizzas!! [laughter]

A: Yes

Q: (Mr. Scott) Whoa, SWEET!!! And it will even taste like mozzarella cheese?!

A: Yes if you wish!

Curiously this matches the scenario in "Dweller on Two Planets" The Rai took away their power to do this because they had degenerated. Since they had no crops, they were forced to start eating meat. Then they had to migrate, and vis-a-vis Melchedziek, they may have moved to Egypt, where they and the shepherds were seen as an abomination by the vegetarian Egyptians.
 
I have hope that materialize our own food will be fast ...
That means don't have lot of time to work that you want not working for $ to pay bils and food.
 
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