Session 23 January 2016

[jen1221]

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This crippling anxiety has been happening to me a lot lately. Matter of fact, halfway through reading this session, it started up again. It's been very scary to deal with, you can get really carried away by your thoughts. So far I have had to talk myself through thinking I had a cortisone disorder that caused my sons diabetes( all my test results proved I'm healthy after a trip to the ER) back in October, this past Saturday I had a intense fear that my husband and best friend were having an affair, then just today after reading part of this session and I had to stop reading because I had to leave for a Dr. appt. Fear and panic washed over me and I started to think "omg, is this a sign that I need to cancel my appointment.. What if I'm going to get in an accident and die?!" I said a prayer of protection and headed to my appointment, paying extra attention just in case. Anyhow, the way I have been dealing(after fighting with it for the past three months) is acting as if.. Like What is described in Bringers of the Dawn. Acting as if everything you experience is for your highest and greatest good.

Is that an appropriate coping method for one who is doing "The Work"? I worry that acting "as if" is just another form of wishful thinking. I just didn't see a better option for dealing with the panic and anxiety.

jen1221, if you have heart palpitation problems and feeling anxious about it (that your heart will fail, etc..), it should go away when beginning the iodine protocol. GABA is excellent for dissolving the building pressure in the chest from stress. Also if you are always feel stressed out and when you _begin_ to make a serious effort that starts to consume serious mental energies (difficult mental work, dealing with situations where you have to think carefully a lot and have a lot to lose) there is a powerful remedy, to be used with care and certainly _NOT_ one capsule per day: just half each day and when you calm down, try missing a day or two of taking the supplement.

Its called Adrene Vive:

During times of acute stress, the hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal (HPA) axis may become overstimulated and need help to maintain balance. Production of cortisol and other stress hormones is typical for individuals with HPA axis overload. AdreneVive is formulated to help respond to HPA axis loading, build stress resilience and maintain healthy HPA axis function

Supplement Facts:

Ashwagandha Root Extract
(Standardized t contain 1.5% Withanolides) 250 mg *
Skullcap Root Extract
(Standardized to contain 30% Flavones as S. baicalensis) 250 mg *
Eleuthero Root Extract
(Standardized to contain 0.8% Eleutherosides) 200 mg *
Rhodiola Rosea Root Extract
(Standardized t contain 3% Rosavins) 200 mg *
L-Theanine 100 mg *
Phosphatidylserine (from soy Lecithin) 100 mg

http://www.vitacost.com/ortho-molecular-product-adrenevive-60-capsules

You take this capsule apart carefully and pour it into food or on your tongue, it has a nice mint/mentha smell and tastes pleasant. Don't worry if you accidentally pour the whole capsule into your mouth. Next day, balance consumption by not taking any.

Small amounts of 5-HTP helps you get a deep, healing sleep and magnesium (taurate, [bis]glycinate, malate, citrate) helps with your heart as well.

Fish oil capsules containing lots of Omega-3 fats for mood are a basic supplement for me, I don't eat fish at all.

Thank you, lillies for taking the time to share that information. I will look into those supplements. Sounds like a good thing to have around regardless.

Thanks also to Shared Joy. I actually have some GABA here. No taurine though. I had my cortisol levels checked at the ER. I see I made a mistake in my earlier post btw. I wrote Cortisol, but it got auto corrected to Cortisone. My D3 was also normal.

I just want to add that that trip to the ER was a new beginning for me. once I got the all clear that I was fine, it was the push I needed to take a closer look at other areas of my life that were causing me stress.

Even though I have been on this forum for several years now, I feel like my journey is just beginning.

 

[Puma]

1997 EVENTS that we know how ended.

For example, research cloning led the GMO. The Lewinsky scandal was a political sex scandal that started in 1998 and ended the career of Bill Clinton. The December 19, 2007 the investment bank Morgan Stanley, the second most important investment bank in the US, revealed losses of 9,000 million dollars associated with the real estate market, contributing to the financial collapse of 2008. George W. Bush enacted the Stabilization Emergency Economic whereby 700,000 million dollars would be channeled to the financial market. The beneficiaries were banks: Citigroup, Goldman Sachs, Morgan Stanley, Wells Fargo, JPMorgan Chase, Bank of America, Merrill Lynch, State Street, Bank of New York Mellon Corp.



• January 8: in Madrid, ETA kills the lieutenant colonel Jesus Cuesta, after the announcement of Herri Batasuna of "a future of suffering"
• January 20: US President Bill Clinton began his second term.
• February 4: the governments of the United States, France and Britain decided to create a fund to compensate victims of the Holocaust, whose base part with $ 68 million in bullion.
• February 5: In the US, securities firms Morgan Stanley and Dean Witter announced their merger to form the larger society that values ​​of Wall Street, with funding of 270,000 million dollars.
• February 23: Scottish scientists announced they have achieved a cloned sheep named Dolly.
• March 26: in a village in the municipality Rancho Santa Fe, north of San Diego (California), 39 members of the Heaven's Gate cult committed mass suicide.
• April 1: the Hale-Bopp comet passes perihelion.
• April 2: in Spain, scientists from the CSIC (Higher Council for Scientific Research) show that a synthesized get medicine for years by German researchers kills cancer cells without affecting healthy.
• August 31: in Paris (France) dies in a car crash of Princess Diana of Wales.
• September 1: French prosecutors investigating the crash that killed Diana confirms that the driver driving with a higher level of alcohol allowed.
• September 6: takes place in Westminster Abbey funeral of Princess Diana.
• October 9: in Mexico, the passage of Hurricane Pauline kills 230-400 people and damage 80 000 million pesos (£ 1997) after affecting the states of Guerrero and Oaxaca.
• October 14: in the Coquimbo Region, an earthquake measuring 6.9 on the Richter scale kills 8 after the fall of the wall.
• November 6: in the city of Badajoz (Spain), during the morning, heavy rains caused a flood that killed more than 20 people. The whole country turns to the city and start the reconstruction of the devastated areas.
• December 1: in Laksmanpur Bathe village, 125 km west of Patna-in the Indian state of Bijar-, the Ranvir Sena terrorist group (formed by rightwing Hindu Brahmin landowners) kill 74 dalits (low caste people ) -16 children, 32 women and 26 men-. With the blood of the victims written on the walls of the village: We killed the children because when they grew up they would become Naxalites. Kill women because they give birth to more Naxalites.
• December 13: in Guadalajara (Mexico) climate phenomenon El Niño causes the only recorded snowfall in 116 years (the first was in 1881).
• Mid-December: regular phenomenon El Niño of great intensity, causing damage in several regions in the world begins. Particularly severe flooding in northern and central coast of Peru and Ecuador are produced. The phenomenon extends to the following year (1998).
• December 16: in Japan, 685 children are hospitalized, victims of seizures, having witnessed Pokemon episode "Denno Senshi Porygon", as fast switching between red and blue of them caused a scene seizures resulted in a photosensitive epilepsy.
• December 19: US film Titanic premiere, grossing just over $ 28 million in the first weekend.
• December 26: on the island of Montserrat (Caribbean Sea) operates the Soufriere Hills volcano; 19 people die. A small tsunami that causes harm to other islands is created.

May 21, 2015: After the second major earthquake in Nepal on May 12, some scientists believe we may be seeing a period of seismic activity that began in 2004 and could finish around 2019 . The earthquake of magnitude 9.1 Sumatra-Andaman, of December 26, 2004, was one of the largest earthquakes ever recorded, causing a tsunami that killed more than 200,000 people. Experts like Sun Shihong, a researcher at the Center for China Earthquake Networks have spoken in the past of a cycle of 100 years of earthquakes. In the first 60 years of the 20th century there were seven earthquakes above 8.5 on the Richter scale. In the next 40 years there were no major earthquakes. Sun believes that a new cycle started in late 2004 with a massive 9.1-magnitude earthquake in Indonesia.

Rajender Kumar Chadha, chief scientist of the National Geophysical Research Institute (NGRI) in India also believes we could be in a period of seismic activity. In fact, he had said two years ago that the planet is in a seismically active period that could see earthquakes of magnitude greater than 8.

 

[lilies]

Ukraine explosion; chemical or nuclear. Hawaii crash; aviation, possibly involving military. More California seismic activity after 1st of year: San Diego, San Bernardino, North Bakersfield, Barstow: all are fracture points. Hollister, Palo Alto, Imperial, Ukiah, Eureka, Point Mendocino, Monterrey, Offshore San Luis Obispo, Capistrano, Carmel: these are all stress points of fracture in sequence. "Time" is indefinite. Expect gradual destruction of California economy as people begin mass exodus. Also, Shasta erupts; Lassen activity. Ocean floor begins to subside. Leave channel open and pause: Queen Elizabeth serious illness; blood related. Princess Diana suicide attempt. Gas explosions this winter in NE United States, Texas and other. Supernova and unusual weather all over. Memphis feels tremors. Minneapolis banking scandal relates to mysterious Nordic covenant. Evangelical sexual tryst exposed. Gold is discovered in California after one of the quakes.[..]

Holy mother of God!

California homes on the brink, Chilean coast battered: El Nino wreaks havoc on Pacific regions — RT USA

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[angelburst29]

I believe Pierre is referring to this one.

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Prelude to the Pacific Northwest 'big one'? Mini tsunami in Washington caught on video

Yeah, that's the one. The "experts" claimed it was caused by a storm, but I've seen water come in caused by a storm and it doesn't move the same way; it isn't a "wave" like that video shows. That "mini tsunami" reminded me of the two big ones we've witnessed in the past dozen years, both caused by undersea earthquakes: Malaysia and Japan.

Indeed. Tsunami waves tend to be long relative to their height. It's as if the sea was raising up. I have tried to compile a list of precursors and session excerpts relevant to the 10.4 earthquake here.

Thank You very much for the new Session.

A question - Could magnetic forces - also play a part in the force of the Tsunami waves, reaching the shore line?

In the video below, about mid-point, shows another angle of the waves coming in (Mini Tsunami in Washington) by a guy standing on the beach.

Magnetic Pole Shift Causing Quakes! (7.5 min. video)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UymGHr1U-i8

Published on Jan 25, 2016

The Magnetic Poles of the Earth are Shifting.
http://www.BPEarthWatch.Com

 

[Deleted member 11729]

thank you for the session and thank you Joe for sharing your experience!

it was so intense reading this session and all the posts related ... so many things in my mind I want to share, but it is all already well written here ... just to say, what an incredible and trusting experience to know that our sorrow and sadness and anxiety are actually the human tools, that showing us our connectivity with the world, to bee able to feel and share this cosmic pain we are going through, to be able to relate and understand those in terrible situation in Africa, Middle East ... and to be able to learn how to "create" a new and better foundation for new world that is going to come, and to be able to embrace pain of millions of people who suffer horribly in this moment ... this overal feeling is so soft and full of loving and care, that is almost totally taking out the feeling of self-importance in what ever way and giving more space for simple every day routine and humble service to those in need ...

I really liked this:

A possible antidote to this is to become aware of or recognize our own relative insignificance in the grand scheme of things. Thinking about this and accepting it can be very liberating because it sort of absolves us of "responsibility" and by that I mean the feeling of being overly burdened with the problems of life, even anxiety, "my problems" "the problems of the world", fear etc. By ditching this subjective and rather self-focused understanding of "responsibility" - by realizing we are not so important in the grand scheme of things - we can free ourselves to chose to do and feel whatever we want in any given moment.

At that point we're free to do what is in us to do without the stress of "have to" or fear or a sense of being coerced. The result, I think, is that we end up doing what we would have done anyway, but with much more lightness and much less stress, which may open the door to more creativity, and therefore probably doing what we do in a way that is better for all concerned.

this is how I feel now .... but all transformation started since end of June, with culmination at beginning of July, after been on intense emotional and thinking rollecoster of a personal investigation and change, and even though I didn't do iodine protocol, after going through unmasking of reality procedure for 5 months gradually, since mid december I have been through stormy surf through very similar pack of states as Joe and others explained ... at some moments it was unbearable to stand it, and than the knowledge of how to do self focusing and self remembering just saved me from falling apart. After each attempt to stay with my consciousness in a kind of a state to be out of my freaking mind and body conglomerate, just after a river of tears, coldness and kind of a fever combined with completely devastating feeling of meaningless life, and how all that is wrong it is all my fault ect ... when I will manage ot have glimpses of awareness of myself, it will just feel like going through one more gates of a bigger awareness and picture will become more clear and calmness will be more stabile ... so maybe also supernova triggered all that? and for you who decided to do iodine, it just get even more intensify? ...

and this "softness" that I feel within me since last week, and this kind of "smallness", and this kind of soft and loving and caring approach to those who intentionally came to hurt, it is just unbelievable experience to be able to love like that ... kind of feel like I am coming "home" finally ...

And just to ad that I have been through very similar experience 5 years ago, due to extensive emotional abuse and divorce ... but at that point I didn't have a clue about anything, just through my intuition and help of psychologist, I went through many things that literary saved my life and life of my kids, that I found this year here on the forum to be explained and described and articulated in a way that make sense, and what obviously helped me to recapitulate that phase of my life, and to go through all that one more time ... but this time I feel it like final "cleaning" is going to be done, specially this part of self importance and self pityness .. o I am so glad, so glad to see the way how to get out of that and to be able to see people as they are, not just as they are in a relation to me ...

thank you all!

 

[pete02]

Thanks everyone for another awesome session!

Joe, congrats my friend. It's good to know something great came out of all the suffering you've been through. Hopefully you'll be feeling much better soon. I have also noticed a much different you in your posts lately and I think it's really great. Big hugs to you my friend!

 

[Seato]

Thank you for this session.

 

[Pierre]

A question - Could magnetic forces - also play a part in the force of the Tsunami waves, reaching the shore line?

From what I understand tsunamis are mostly mechanical phenomena due to movements in the ocean floor (underwater quakes). Those quakes, however, can be caused by electromagnetic factors: slower spinning frequency of the Earth because of reduced solar activity (leading to crustal deformation), reduced electromagnetic field between the Earth's core and its surface (binding force) making crustal material loose (like continental and oceanic plates) and therefore more prone to moving relative to each others, i.e. quakes.

 

[Rose7]

Thank you so much for a great session! It is interesting how Diana's death changed the timeline. I did like Diana, but I was also irritated by the insane media coverage on her, so I remained detached from her; but when she died, I went into an intense period of mourning which surprised me and my entire family. My Dad finally had to drag me away from the Diana news coverage that I had been glued to for about 4 days. It was weird, this gut wrenching sadness came from deep inside me and I didn't know where it came from. It was almost that I felt that something was very wrong when she died, not only the terrible way in which she was taken, but I felt something darker or more sinister behind it. It was like something dark took away love and innocence, I can't really explain it. Maybe on another level, I sensed that her death would have an adverse affect on the world? I might be wrong, but reading what the C's said and how I reacted to her death just made me think. Congratulations Joe!

 

[IronFloyd]

Thank you very much friends for another great session, I think if it were not for C´s sessions, I would have gone completely mad!! greetings!!

 

[Divide by Zero]

There's an interesting episode of Stargate SG-1 that popped into my mind today. Some of what was said between the characters reminds me of things that the C's are reminding of us. I dug up some subtitles for the episode (Season 5- episode 21) and edited the extra data out and added names to the dialog.


(Daniel Jackson, the scientific/historical member of the team is dying after saving another world from disaster when their nuclear experiment goes awry.
He's having memories and dreams of the past and talks with an "ancient"- Oma Desala, who he has met before in past episodes.)

Daniel: I felt like I knew you, like we had met before, but... you look different.

Oma: In one blink of your eyes, you have missed seeing.

Daniel: Right. What did you mean when you said my fate is in my hands?

Oma: When the mind is enlightened, the spirit is freed, and the body matters not.

Daniel: You're talking about ascension, right?

Oma: The rising to a different plane of existence.

Daniel: Are you saying that I could do that? Become like you?

Oma: You must complete the journey you began at Kheb. Only then will you be able to find your way to the great path.

Daniel: What do I do?

Oma: Release your burden.

Daniel: OK. Well, consider it released. What's step two?

Oma: A tall man cannot hide in the short grass.

Daniel: I really don't have time for one of these kind of conversations.

Oma: One cannot reach enlightenment by running from death.
(A big thing that the C's, G, Casteneda have been teaching- and what has been bastardized in major religion to be some simplistic ritual with a guaranteed reward- not a process)

Daniel: Tell me what to do.

Oma: Many roads lead to the great path. Only the willing will find their way.

Daniel: OK. Well, I'm willing. So let's go. I mean, you know, do your thing. Glow me.

Oma: The river tells no lies, though standing on the shore, the dishonest man still hears them.
(Wishful thinking creates false reality or false impressions? Or is it lying to oneself that causes us to hear what is not really there?)

Daniel: Right. I didn't think it was gonna be that easy.



Oma: The future's never certain. You saved many without regard for your own life. You believe your journey is still not over.

Daniel: Actually, I'm not entirely sure what the point of my journey so far has been. If this is about being honest with yourself, I believe my entire life has been a failure.

Oma: You can never reach enlightenment if you do not believe you are worthy.

Daniel: Then I guess we may have a problem.

Oma: Because it is so clear, it takes a long time to realise it. If you immediately know the candlelight is fire, the meal was cooked a long time ago.

Daniel: The monk at Kheb said that to me. I don't know what it meant then, and I still don't.



Oma: Why do you feel you have failed on your journey? You've opened the Stargate for your world.

Daniel: I cracked a code. A lot of other people made it work.

Oma: The very next thing you did was help free the people of Abydos from evil.

Daniel: Sha're! I had the chance to live out my life with her. I couldn't leave it alone.
I was the one that unburied the gate. What happened to her was my fault. I couldn't save Sha're, I couldn't save Sarah. Every Goa'uld I helped eliminate, another one took its place. Maybe I did some good, but nothing I've done seems to have changed anything.

Oma: These tasks of which you speak were great challenges, Perhaps even impossible to achieve.
(It reminds me of facing against STS/psychopaths and how it's stacked against us to change things when people blindly follow authority- It's not our right to change it anyway on 3d it seems as we look through history- "dynastic cycle" Also the C's have said that 4d is a "level playing field" )

Daniel: Does that absolve me?

Oma: You feel your journey must continue until you have found redemption?

Daniel: No. Not any more. Not if I'm dead.

Oma: Exactly true.

Daniel: You said I was the only one qualified to judge myself. So no matter how much I want to achieve enlightenment, or whatever you call it, what happens if I look at my life and I don't honestly believe I deserve it?
(In the death guide thread and 30 Years Among the Dead we learn that this guilt of not doing enough keeps people around after death. The karmic cycle- 3535?)

Oma: The success or failure of your deeds does not add up to the sum of your life. Your spirit cannot be weighed. Judge yourself by the intention of your actions, and by the strength with which you faced challenges that have stood in your way.
(Like what has been gone through with the iodine, EE baha, and writing exercises- to accept that we aren't supposed to be perfect! Not like the new age which ignores negative emotions- but to integrate them as a part of life- objective reality)

Daniel: And what if I can't?

Oma: People close to you have been trying to tell you that you have made a difference. That you did change things for the better.

Daniel: Not enough.

Oma: The universe is vast, and we are so small. There is really only one thing we can ever truly control.

Daniel: What's that?

Oma: Whether we are good or evil.
(Objective or subjective, STO or STS- the only real free will choice we have)


At the end when he decides to die instead of fight to survive:

Oma: Anyone can reach enlightenment - anyone prepared to open their mind as you did when you first came to Kheb. Walking the great path brings great responsibility. You cannot fear it, nor hesitate in your resolve.
(The fear like in Star Wars, which can make a person turn "evil")

Daniel: I understand. I'm ready to go with you.


2 Seasons later, Daniel ends up interfering to save his friends, even though they are not supposed to in that level of existence. He gets sent back. His fear of the process and need to save them puts him back to "fit" on this level of reality. The C's said that an STO candidate goes to 4d when they no longer "fit"

 

[Ryan]

Hi All,

Regarding:

Ukraine explosion; chemical or nuclear.

I thought that this event, that began on June 8th, 2015 was a fairly-good 'fit' for that prediction:

Massive explosions and fire at Ukrainian oil depot results in deaths and 5-day blaze

This could be thought of as a chemical type of explosion.

Apologies if this has already been mentioned or considered; I did a quick search of the thread but didn't see any reference to it.

Cheers.

 

[Laura]

Meanwhile, in this morning's emails:

Space Weather News for Jan. 27, 2016
http://spaceweather.com
COSMIC RAYS IN THE ATMOSPHERE: Newly-released measurements by high-altitude balloons show that cosmic rays in Earth's atmosphere are intensifying. The ongoing increase, which has been tracked since early 2015, will likely accelerate in the months and years ahead as the solar cycle swings away from Solar Max. This result is of interest to everyone from mountain climbers and air travelers to operators of high-altitude drones. Visit Spaceweather.com for more information.

 

[caballero reyes]

All are more relaxed in this session, the last year with much stress. 2015 was a terrible year; Joe seems already left his "tsunami of the soul", I hope that everyone follows with such good spirits as they do in this very enjoyable video.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=2wXkaNtYTTg

BTW: Please, someone tell me the name of the song on minute 3.44, before Cohen "Hallelujah".

Thanks for the session.

 

[Deleted member 11729]

Meanwhile, in this morning's emails:

Space Weather News for Jan. 27, 2016
http://spaceweather.com
COSMIC RAYS IN THE ATMOSPHERE: Newly-released measurements by high-altitude balloons show that cosmic rays in Earth's atmosphere are intensifying. The ongoing increase, which has been tracked since early 2015, will likely accelerate in the months and years ahead as the solar cycle swings away from Solar Max. This result is of interest to everyone from mountain climbers and air travelers to operators of high-altitude drones. Visit Spaceweather.com for more information.

good morning, and thank you for this info!