I don't know what is more exciting, the Cs session or seeing people's excitement in response to the session
Despite being raised in a materialist household and following a materialist career and absorbing big chunks of schizoid versions of reality, I always felt a deep rejection for hard core materialism. I remember praying devotedly when I was a little girl, despite being raised by an atheist, and getting the feeling of being awed. Later I became indoctrinated during my schooling years and that definitely took a toll on me. Unlearning those core beliefs so something new could start to grow was difficult to say the least. I'm convinced that it can't be done without divine guidance!
And through dangers and toils, I'm joining everybody else here in this adventure with the Cs, and learning and growing along with everybody here. It's not like when I used to pray when I was little. Now we have objective data that powers up that awe feeling.
Reading Behe and all the related books has been liberating beyond belief based on wishful thinking. Who would have thought that the key to know and come closer to the Divine Cosmic Mind and our reality was hidden in plain sight, and that practical aspects of ponerology went beyond politics. I always thought that deprogramming myself from schizoid indoctrination involved specific relationships and indoctrinations during my upraising, but seeing how Darwinian evolution was deeply embedded into how we viewed reality was refreshing and liberating.
After all the discussions in the forum, I find myself meditating with the Prayer of the Soul and the words "love, acceptance, and gratitude" with a whole new meaning. One that made all the difficulties (past, present, and even future) worth it.
We do live in interesting times, but I don't see that as a curse any more
Thank you for this session!