Thank you for the session, as interesting as always!
The subject of a lack of inner speech is quite bewildering, but adds an interesting puzzle piece to the topic of OP's. I did wonder, too, about asking an innocuous question to some people here and there, but then thought, what if now that the information is out in public due to the session, OP's might get a new program download of 'Whenever someone asks you whether you have inner speech, simply say "Why, of course, I have inner speech, who doesn't?"' - and there goes the opportunity to use this new clue for our detective work. Half joking here.
(Aiming) When you comment about a person that they are a great soul like you did with Jordan Peterson, how do you define a great soul?
A: How would you?
Q: (L) So how would you define it? Aiming?
(Aiming) No, it's a good question, but I was actually hoping the C's would give their answer. So let me think about it and I'll come back with an answer. I guess a great soul would be one with lots of knowledge, with a mission to help others, to help others learn, and to just help other people to grow their souls. Something along those lines. That's what I think. Yeah.
(L) All right, then. That wasn't hard, was it?
(Joe) I think it was probably related to the question of how can a great soul, which Jordan Peterson maybe fits the bill for, how can he... We know that he was programmed and stuff, right? They said in the last session that he was programmed during his coma, but the one thing that stands out is his attitude towards the situation in Gaza. You have a really clear cut...
(L) He has a HUGE block.
(Joe) ...example of someone, of one part of the country, literally just slaughtering people, wholesale, completely defenseless. So that's some bodacious programming where you take someone who is a great soul and turn them into that...
A: He will come to himself with horror eventually.
Q: (L) Well, I dunno...
(Niall) He better cry a lot.
(Joe) He better do a lot of crying.
(L) I mean, if the stuff that's going on hasn't brought somebody to themselves...
(Joe) He better come out and smack down those Zionists in a big way to make up for it.
Thanks, Joe, for backing up with the context to my question. When I was "called to the front" in my nervousness I forgot to further expand on it.
I do wonder when the time is that "he will come to himself with horror" and whether this will only be in 5D. I don't currently see how he'd even be able to handle it while still in 3D, given his long-lasting emotional instability. How do you process having been so callous, vicious and downright mad as he is currently behaving? That would be a tall order.
For some reason, with Peterson's case, it really hit me on an emotional level, how abysmally malicious and cunning 4D STS are in their operations: again, Peterson was once coined as a great soul by the C's, and then taken down by programming that swallowed him up into the dark side. Imagine you come here with a mission to do good, and end up being taken out and fail so utterly? Sure, no one ever said a 3D mission with the aim of serving others was easy, on the contrary, and also, I might have projected a too idealized image of him back then when I started listening to his lectures, given what has become apparent about his blind spots on different levels by now, and at the same time, I think, it's just always a tragedy to see somebody with the (original) potential to bring light into the world not only be taken out, but be made into their opposite. That's freakin' scary.
And while writing this post, I'm remembering something I've wanted to share here already, which could further explain why this information about 4D STS simply programming someone basically into oblivion like with Peterson affected me the way it has:
It was around the time of the session where the C's said a program change is underway. At this point, I'd already noticed that for a couple of weeks when I'd recite the Prayer of the Soul while falling asleep, suddenly, some words of it didn't come to mind and I'd have to make an effort to remember the correct words - and that, even though this prayer has been a constant companion for so many years. So much so that I'd even say it out loud in my dreams (as the dream character) when something started feeling off which curiously always resulted in warding off or dissolving the danger. And then, one very early morning, I suddenly sensed some sort of figure above and beside me to my bed and whispering to me the exact opposite words of the Prayer of the Soul! That scared the heck out of me, but once I saw it, it dissolved. Also, there was a dream in that same time frame where I was hearing something like Native American drums and humming words, but these were evil guys, and in the dream I sensed that what they were humming was an attempt at negative programming! You can imagine I started upping my awareness and made a point in being very vigilant and asking for protection, especially when going to sleep, and it hasn't occured again. It seems like I needed to see it so I could become aware of it, and once you know, you raise your defenses. And still, it's freakin' scary.
