Session 7 June 2014
- Thread starter Laura
- Start date
casper said:
Welcome to the forum casper.
As mentioned by Menrva you could introduce yourself in the Newbies section. You could also explain your concerns in more detail there. I admit I have got some difficuties to understand what you want to say.
As far as I understood it you have the option to "do the work" and "choose STO" mode instead of STS to to get the chance to escape the feeding loop someday. Networking helps with your questions and to ramp up more knowledge. Knowledge also helps to find ways to make yourself undesirable as food for 4D and 3D predators. For the 3D consequences ahead you may want to read history to get an impression. I can recommend the three Secret History of the world books of Laura and Pierre mentioned in the recommended books list. We will see the end of the worls as we know it but this does not mean that the world ends as described by religion. It just means that there are major changes and life will not be as we experience it now. For further information you
I hope this helps.
It is indeed very powerful. I found out that the best way to do it is not to try to write a structured autobiography, just write (in a notebook) whatever comes to mind, in a nonlinear fashion. Some thoughts, impressions, and even memories, can trigger the remembering of other memories we thought were lost forever, with the subsequent emotional processing that results from the process. It's simple and yet so effective.Straycat said:
[quote author= Laura]
(Seppo Ilmarinen) My question is about why do I have so many blank spots in my childhood? Childhood memories?
A: Abuse can tend to aid dissociation. Writing may help.
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It is weird how this happens. And it need not be horrific abuse. When I started school at the age of 5, the very first day of class, the teacher called us back to our seats, and I couldn't unlock the little screen door in the play house to get out and return to my seat. She came in the other door and gave me a spanking. I cried the rest of the day and had tried to tell her about the door. So just this simple trauma and I have no further recollection of the time I spent in that class. None. But I still remember her name!
I was thinking about this a few of months back because I only attended that school for 2 months. Luckily, our family moved, which removed the "trauma" and I remember everything in the new school without any blank spots. I was horrified to think how big the blank spot would be if I'd have stayed in that class!
I did do some writing as well, which helps clear the cache (so to speak), but did it on the keyboard. I'll have to give the pen and paper a try as well. Thanks for sharing the session.
(Seppo Ilmarinen) My question is about why do I have so many blank spots in my childhood? Childhood memories?
A: Abuse can tend to aid dissociation. Writing may help.
[/quote]
It is weird how this happens. And it need not be horrific abuse. When I started school at the age of 5, the very first day of class, the teacher called us back to our seats, and I couldn't unlock the little screen door in the play house to get out and return to my seat. She came in the other door and gave me a spanking. I cried the rest of the day and had tried to tell her about the door. So just this simple trauma and I have no further recollection of the time I spent in that class. None. But I still remember her name!
I was thinking about this a few of months back because I only attended that school for 2 months. Luckily, our family moved, which removed the "trauma" and I remember everything in the new school without any blank spots. I was horrified to think how big the blank spot would be if I'd have stayed in that class!
I did do some writing as well, which helps clear the cache (so to speak), but did it on the keyboard. I'll have to give the pen and paper a try as well. Thanks for sharing the session.
Thank you as well for sharing and for all the work that goes into it.
I have recently been questioning a decision that I've made about a job that starts next month, and why I limit myself and take jobs that are not that fulfilling. So, it was helpful especially to read the section about possible blocks in this department. I wonder whether mine may be due to similar reasons.
I have recently been questioning a decision that I've made about a job that starts next month, and why I limit myself and take jobs that are not that fulfilling. So, it was helpful especially to read the section about possible blocks in this department. I wonder whether mine may be due to similar reasons.
Cleo said:
Unfortunately, and for many of us, the jobs we take are often unfulfilling in some way or another, Cleo. What's helped me when I have thoughts about how uncreative and dull some of the jobs I've had were is that they had the potential for being a kind of lab for the self. I get to observe myself doing the job, how I learn new responsibilities, how I'm interacting with others, where my self-importance may be cropping up, etc. In other words, a great environment for Work.
If you'd like to discuss this further you are welcome to start a thread in one of the appropriate areas of the forum and get more feedback.
