Thank you so much everyone Although I'm a little sad this hasn't worked out for me too well, I don't really see much point in forcing myself to suffer through it. Frankly, after that one daily cigarette I haven't had much strength to do much else with my day as I was always quite exhausted, even after I more or less recovered.
I have been thinking about the above part of my earlier post and I think I there's a fallacy there. The studies were done on SMOKERS, so people who most likely DO fit the profile. I don't see how someone could experience the same symptoms as me and still smoke multiple cigarettes per day for an extended period of time to qualify for a study done on smokers. I've only been keeping at it due to all the article I read about the benefits, someone who doesn't have this kind of motivation would most likely be put off by the experiment rather quickly.
In my case peer pressure was super strong when I was in high school as all of my friends smoked - and yet I never even got past the coughing stage at that time. And that cough felt like someone stabbed my throat with razors, sometimes my throat would still hurt the following day - as opposed to this kind of experience:
And a few other points I'll reply to:
I know that the C's said that certain people benefit form smoking more if they fit a certain profile, but the way I see it is that all the studies quoted here and posted on SOTT about benefits of smoking weren't done on people who necessarily fit that profile, so cigarettes have positive impact for the wider population, right? The only reason why I'm keeping at it is precisely those benefits.
I have been thinking about the above part of my earlier post and I think I there's a fallacy there. The studies were done on SMOKERS, so people who most likely DO fit the profile. I don't see how someone could experience the same symptoms as me and still smoke multiple cigarettes per day for an extended period of time to qualify for a study done on smokers. I've only been keeping at it due to all the article I read about the benefits, someone who doesn't have this kind of motivation would most likely be put off by the experiment rather quickly.
In my case peer pressure was super strong when I was in high school as all of my friends smoked - and yet I never even got past the coughing stage at that time. And that cough felt like someone stabbed my throat with razors, sometimes my throat would still hurt the following day - as opposed to this kind of experience:
By the way, I never experienced the famous coughing while smoking not even for my first cigarette/-s. And that holds true even though I smoke the strongest natural tobacco I could find without filters for over a decade now.
And a few other points I'll reply to:
Yes, I buy natural filters and paper. I can't stand commercial cigarettes at all, but although the natural variety doesn't make me cough (well, not anymore at least), the aftermath of each cigarette is still quite awful.I also get immediately nauseous with commercial cigarettes. Part of it is the tobacco and whatever they add to the paper and leaves that stinks so awfully, but.. personally, the filters also, as they get hot they leak this plastic tasting thing, which is awful. So, are you using filters?
I have actually, and I felt like I was going to spit my lungs out. Natural cigarettes are pretty much the only ones I can handle. Interestingly enough, my mom's husband who never smoked before recently can handle them without any issues whatsoever. My mom smokes with ease too, and my father has been a chain smoker all his life. He's had two heart attacks and his doctors categorically told him to quit - so he quit for a week and then started vaping because he felt like he just couldn't live without any form smoking. My brother was a heavy smoker for years too. I guess I'm the odd one out in the family.@Ant22 - have you tried cigarillos? That’s what I started out with, and at some stage I moved on to rollies. The filter might also be the problem. I use now only rolled card-board strips, which do not filter anything, just prevent the tobacco from crumbling into your mouth.
I'm thinking of nicotine patches for now, and I'm also keeping an eye on the vaping thread. I think I'll give vaping a go at some point just to make sure I definitely gave smoking a proper try, but I guess it's time to throw in the towel on the cigarette smoking experimentMaybe try to find other sources of nicotine, to have as "medicine" in case it's needed? That's what I would do in your case, rather than to keep forcing myself to smoke. Some aren't great (like Velo/zim that Tucker Carlson uses, or lozenges or chewing gums), because they had artificial sweeteners and such. I'm sure we'll come up with healthier options. But in the meantime, if you want some nicotine, something like that might be easier for you?