Twisted
The Force is Strong With This One
Insecurities: Lacking in self-esteem and self-worth, don't really know where I belong, and often wonder WHO exactly I am. This might have something to do with my being a Pisces, and thus seem to have different "personalities" when I am with different people. When I'm alone I don't really know who I am.
Laziness: I want to do so much, maybe too much at one time, and don't know where to start, so I just don't. Or I do start with something, but then soon want to do something else and never finish what I originally started. In the end I have several unfinished projects, and no will to do anything about it.
Negativity: A program that has been triggered after years of positivity and hopes, just to be let down in the end. So now I always think the worst thing about everything so I am prepared, and can have the ability to be positively surprised if things end up better than expected. This negativity now also seem to spill over in small everyday happenings.
There's surely more, but this is what I have so far.
Laziness: I want to do so much, maybe too much at one time, and don't know where to start, so I just don't. Or I do start with something, but then soon want to do something else and never finish what I originally started. In the end I have several unfinished projects, and no will to do anything about it.
Negativity: A program that has been triggered after years of positivity and hopes, just to be let down in the end. So now I always think the worst thing about everything so I am prepared, and can have the ability to be positively surprised if things end up better than expected. This negativity now also seem to spill over in small everyday happenings.
There's surely more, but this is what I have so far.