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No matter how y'all judgees and judgers are judged, "just don't y'all shoot no-one and don't y'all be goin' to no camp".
I apologize for coming across as judgemental or harsh, I was simply pointing out that 'iain'tgointocamp' had veered from a rational discussion into a mode of "just wait until all this terrible stuff happens to you and then you will see that I'm right' - that was the basis of my 'fear based thinking comment' - i.e., his whole rationale is based in fear, in this hideous scenario that only he will be prepared for because he will use his gun. His responses to not only my post, but the subsequent ones speak for themselves.Beau said:So, I hope you do act on your words and be "finished with this discussion". It's obvious you see this as a debate to be won, not a discussion from which greater clarity on seeing the world will come about. In that vein, you are being a distraction. Or so I think.
The first part of your sentence above seems a tad contradictory. First you say you are not in fear, but then you contradict this by expressing the fear that you won't have the time to "evolve spiritually" which then is directed at those you believe can control your spiritual development. You suggest that we are "approaching a period of spiritual awakening" and somebody is trying to keep you from getting there.Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:I am not in fear, but I can't evolve spiritually without taking certain measures to protect myself, the PTB want to control our spiritual development because they realize like most people in these forums have realized that we are approaching a period of spiritual reawakening.
Again, you are projecting this achievement into the future when it seems you believe something mysterious will happen from "out there" to enable you to be free "in here."Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:This control essentially boils down to true freedom, the freedom we will achieve if we make it to 2012, I believe. I know it is possible to reach this 'true freedom' before then if you read and practice and dedicate yourself strenuosly, and I am trying as best I can, and that's the honest truth, but time still applies to my world right now, and the time of being able to comfortably practice spiritual evolution is ending. So if I am to be able to continue this spiritual development, I need to take additional measures to ensure that I will be able to do so.
Yet above, you are stating that the world is approaching a "spiritual awakening." Which is it? It can't be both.Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:The funny thing is, I've known on some level or another that the world was going to shite for many years (I'm 23)
So, in an emotional state already, due to the situation with your "one and only," you read something that gave you the perfect "out"? All your problems will be solved by this "event" of great import. Not only will everyone who ever was bad to you get theirs, (so it is easy to forgive them... not important anymore, right?) but if YOU are clever and act quickly, you just might end up on top of all those who have oppressed and suppressed you? Am I close here? Don't react emotionally, take a deep breath and think about it. In fact, think about it for a few days before you answer...Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:but I was still absorbed with problems in my past (born out of wedlock, custody agreements, domestic abuse, anger, hate, rage, etc.), it all came to a head a while back and it nearly cost me my "one and only", this period coincided with a passage I read in a forum about that computer program that scans message boards to predict the future by anart, the passage mentions that the program is saying that something big (100 times the emotional impact of Katrina) goes down in late august, early september. Surprising as it may seem, that one passage changed my life, after realizing economic collapse was just around the corner, I found myself happy, calm, and forgiving of the past transgressions of my loved ones, because it was in that moment that I began to think: "How many people don't know this is coming, and how many have a feeling but refuse to feel it? Millions, possibly billions. But now you know, and you can prepare, you have a window to get your shite together so you won't become a total slave, you have the chance to inform as many people as possible."
Did you ever wonder what you might do if someone is holding a knife to the throat of the one you love most in the world, and they tell you that, in order to save your loved one, you must think, act, behave, do all kinds of things against your so-called principles, and what's more, they'll tell you when and how to do it?Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:In the end, I am a nut about freedom. I cannot and will not allow anyone to tell me how to think, act, behave, what to do, when to do it, etc.
But you are not free at all. You are a prisoner of that gun. You don't have any real faith in your inner freedom or in the higher world at all... your choices are weighted, manipulated, chosen for you by someone else who is playing games with your head to convince you that freedom is the freedom of the body to continue to exist...Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:So that is where the gun issue begins, at some point the PTB stop politely coercing you into enslavement, put a gun to your head and say: "Do as I say, or else.". I realize a gun is not the be all, end all item to ensure freedom, but despite what cricket says, for the next 7-10 years, a gun will go a long way in ensuring that you have a chance to live a free life.
And in that "just in case," you have stated that you do not have faith in the REAL. You have denied it in advance.Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:After that, or even before that maybe, if I find myself in the position where self-defense is no longer necessary, than I'll bury the damned things and say good riddance. But until that moment, I think I will hold onto one, just in case.
The Man of Faith integrates the best of the pragmatic and realistic views and adds a third dimension: faith - an openness and trusting attitude to truth and reality, whatever it may turn out to be. Being practical, he functions within the world system; being realistic, he perceives the dangers, and acts in whatever way he can to ameliorate the suffering he sees, and he is open to learn, to change his perspective, to live in a "risky and adventurous state of mind. This means that, acting in faith, sure of purpose in life, he strives to attain the conditions necessary for understanding truth. He searches diligently, often finding himself obligated to give up what he formerly held as true in order to receive deeper truth; hoping to find the meaning of "salvation" in literal terms - and himself a recipient of same in whatever context it finally manifests.Alan Watts said:Faith is an openness and trusting attitude to truth and reality, whatever it may turn out to be. This is a risky and adventurous state of mind. Belief, in the religious sense, is the opposite of faith - because it is a fervent wishing or hope, a compulsive clinging to the idea that the universe is arranged and governed in such and such a way. Belief is holding to a rock; faith is learning how to swim - and this whole universe swims in boundless space.
And most particulary, Ann's:knowledge_of_self said:Personally I have often thought about 2012, and how
I hope I could live to see the day, but then, why does it really matter?
There is a passage from Gurdijeff where he talks about, as long as you live
'today' to the fullest, at the end of the day you are ready to 'die' because
you have fully 'lived' that day. Then you can 'die' any day without regret,
knowing that you have fully 'lived' that day. So if you 'fully live' today,
tomorrow, and everyday will it really matter if you 'die' tomorrow or
2012?
But you dont get it. You think Ann called you "Butch Cassidy", missing theanart said:it's just not worth having to return here again to work off some
karmic debt I created by shooting some soldier/officer/agent because they
were going to shoot me first.
Indeed you cannot see it, although it has been explined to you over and overIain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:I just don't see that I could be considered in
debt for taking a completely fair measure to ensure my inalienable right to
live free.
This is why you should abandon the discussion. This would be a valid reason,Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:I don't believe violence in the name of
protecting oneself establishes karmic debt, I believe the hate, rage and
maliciousness required to be the aggressor has plenty of it.
Thats right. The future you see, is in your past. It comes from there, notIain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:I've known on some level or another that the
world was going to shite for many years (I'm 23), but I was still absorbed
with problems in my past (born out of wedlock, custody agreements, domestic
abuse, anger, hate, rage, etc.)
Are you shure of that pal? Think it twice!Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:What are my motives? I am here, sitting in front
of a screen and keyboard, telling a small group of relatively like-minded
people that I, personally, plan on having a weapon to protect myself in the
coming years, that's it. No more motive after that
Whats wrong with this forum? Not enough for you.... or too much?Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:I'm sure I will see you around the forums
I understand your conviction Cricket. Demanding apologies, however, from someone who is feeling like his deepest beliefs are being attacked, and who feels others are demanding he lie down and be trampled by terrifying forces, will probably alienate this person even more from considering alternatives. I am sure he was a bit surprized that views he considers common sense have created such a reaction, so it is probably a lot to chew right now.Cricket said:Appologize with her. Explain we all commit mistakes, and particulary yourself. Then if youre curious and if she can skip your irreverences, ask her to elaborate further for you, and if you listen (this in an ideal situation, mind you), you might learn LOTS about your self.
We have a point of contact then, so I can elaborate a bit on the analogy. In fact, let me extend it to martial arts mastery. A true martial arts master will tell you that you have successfully learned the art when you never have to use your skills. If you learn the martial arts and expect to use them, you have failed. If the former wimp expects a fight, he will get it. If he completely denies the violence around him, it will also find him. The wimp pumps himself up because he is seeking the right relationship to threatening probabilities, so he and they will not encounter each other.Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:The debate were having here is a good one, and I believe esoquest's 'wimp' analogy is an excellent way to describe what I'm doing.
Spiritual knowledge is a sort of survival skill, but has nothing to do with inevitably confronting the undesireable, and not even avoiding it or running away. It has to do with transcending it. This may not be easy to understand, and if it was, spiritual growth and the discussions that foster it would be moot.Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:I don't believe violence in the name of protecting oneself establishes karmic debt, I believe the hate, rage and maliciousness required to be the aggressor has plenty of it.
I had a friend in college, who always kept asking me what I would do in worst case scenarios. Whenever he saw me pondering some choice, he presented the worst case in a constancy of "what if, what if....yes, but what if?". Finally, I asked him what the hell his problem was. He told me that by always considering the worst he was always prepared and never surprised by it. And that's all he was: Always on guard duty and his eye on the enemy, and never feeling that life had more to offer that could relieve him of his shackles to the looming Damocledian sword of doom. And so, he was never free.Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:Think about this discussion we are having right now, we all know full well that soon forums such as these WILL NOT EXIST! Furthermore, if you were caught attempting to discuss something of this nature, for that matter, anything near this nature, you would be persecuted, tortured and more than likely killed. So how will all of you feel when you can no longer keep up with reality, when you can no longer honestly express yourself to other human beings, when you literally will no longer be allowed to feel true love, true freedom and all that comes with it? How will it feel to be disconnected against your will? How will it feel when your reason will be warped by modern technology?
Take the risk, and dare to consider other options than the imposed "inevitable". Live the adventure, and hear the true call to freedom.The Man of Faith integrates the best of the pragmatic and realistic views and adds a third dimension: faith - an openness and trusting attitude to truth and reality, whatever it may turn out to be. Being practical, he functions within the world system; being realistic, he perceives the dangers, and acts in whatever way he can to ameliorate the suffering he sees, and he is open to learn, to change his perspective, to live in a "risky and adventurous state of mind. This means that, acting in faith, sure of purpose in life, he strives to attain the conditions necessary for understanding truth. He searches diligently, often finding himself obligated to give up what he formerly held as true in order to receive deeper truth; hoping to find the meaning of "salvation" in literal terms - and himself a recipient of same in whatever context it finally manifests.
You already did.Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:Where do I begin?
It appears to me that Iain'tgoin'tonocamp's paranoia is going to bring to him that very thing that he fears the most. "I-aint-going-to-no-camp" means "I-am-positive-that-I-going-to-camp-and,- damn it,-I've-already-decided-that-I-ain't-going."Iain'tgoin'tonocamp! said:What are my motives? I am here, sitting in front
of a screen and keyboard, telling a small group of relatively like-minded
people that I, personally, plan on having a weapon to protect myself in the
coming years, that's it. No more motive after that