Brunauld said:
I ask the same indeed, how far may one get. Where are the limits on this? incredible method we are using.
Indeed. Also during the times when it seems like nothing is happening, there are still some shifts and changes happening in levels deeper than our everyday awareness can't detect, but if we pay attention, they manifest in new behaviors and how we control our emotions in each situation. At least that has been true in my case. My grandfather and one of my uncles (father and son) left this world recently, in a space of 40 days. I took time to grieve their loss and also for the feelings of the rest of the family (my mother and the rest of the aunts and uncles lost their father and younger brother, my two young cousins lost their father). But unlike in the past, i felt a sense of acceptance for their loss and an understanding, even if not intellectual, if that makes any sense. In other words, my grief did not consume me, so i was able to be there for the rest of the family (even from a distance) and complete my daily responsibilities.
I do feel that the EE program helps build something strong in me/us, even if the faith that "to everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven". I have been thinking of these words a lot recently, while reading the Odyssey again, and they feel "right" for luck of better word:
To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven
A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing.
A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
From Ecclesiastes 3:1-8