How are you feeling?

This is the photo taken on 09. February in the morning from my workplace, I didn't open the window because it was too cold so you can see the reflection of lights from ceiling. We never had such a weird clouds, they definitely affect the mood.
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Much of last week and especially on Friday I noticed that both me and quite a few people I know have been tired and sort of melancholic. I also looked up what is going on astrologically right now and there are two configurations that seem to be fit the bill (Chiron conjunct North Node and a conjunction of Mars, Venus and Pluto). Interestingly, Friday was also the day when I was able to go much deeper in meditation again after allowing myself to open more towards what I avoided to feel and bringing in some healing feelings/energies.
 
Keit said:
Apparently there is a pretty intense period happening right now, so what you shared fits. Here's what astrologer I am usually listen to had to say about this period. The peak of the period fell on 13-14th of February, but apparently it takes a week before and after as well, so the whole period is 7-21st of February.
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Does make sense. Especially for me since my natal Pluto is very powerful being in loose conjunction with MC ,and i have whole party on my natal MC with Jupiter and Uranus within few degrees there.
Together with findings of the guy I posted makes for difficult time indeed.
Luckily since yesterday my mojo is slowly coming back.
 
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These are very subtle feelings but enough to notice and make me feel like I am not on top of my game. Difficult to describe but kind of like my body is on one plane and my head on another.
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Last week between the days of Feb.14-16 I felt like I lost a day somehow. I went through all of Friday thinking it was Thursday. It hit me on the drive home from work that it was Friday! I've never had that feeling before. I began to wonder if this is what "missing time" feels like? If I think about it, I can remember the details of each day but it still feels strange somehow. I'm also suffering through a bit of a head cold at the moment and maybe that is part of it.
 
unkl brws said:
Last week between the days of Feb.14-16 I felt like I lost a day somehow. I went through all of Friday thinking it was Thursday. It hit me on the drive home from work that it was Friday! I've never had that feeling before. I began to wonder if this is what "missing time" feels like? If I think about it, I can remember the details of each day but it still feels strange somehow. I'm also suffering through a bit of a head cold at the moment and maybe that is part of it.
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I don't know if it feels like missing time, but I have done that quite a few times throughout my life. It's great when you think it's Thursday and it's really Friday, but it's not so great when you think it's Friday and it's really Thursday.

i don't think there is anything to be concerned about; being really busy or not feeling well as you are, among other things can make one lose track of what day it is. And, for me anyway, getting older makes it happen more often. (sigh)
 
unkl brws said:
Last week between the days of Feb.14-16 I felt like I lost a day somehow. I went through all of Friday thinking it was Thursday. It hit me on the drive home from work that it was Friday! I've never had that feeling before. I began to wonder if this is what "missing time" feels like? If I think about it, I can remember the details of each day but it still feels strange somehow. I'm also suffering through a bit of a head cold at the moment and maybe that is part of it.
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That happens to me very often. I am not worried about that but I think it is a good sign, if one sees time as an illusion. During the last years I very often had to ask myself "Well, did we have Easter already or is it still to come?" Same goes with some feelings of the day. Is it autumn or is it spring? If you look at the trees there is sometimes no difference between these times of the year - they have no leaves. And I don't think it is only a question of getting older - but if it is, it is good, too. Children don't have a feeling for Monday, Friday etc.. and that means they are still more aware of the "Now", which is the most important thing, I guess. Just my 2pence, so to speak . . . 😇 :lol: I think, I have to add that I live in the countryside which makes this kind of reception of time a little bit easer .. .
 
Martina said:
This is the photo taken on 09. February in the morning from my workplace, I didn't open the window because it was too cold so you can see the reflection of lights from ceiling. We never had such a weird clouds, they definitely affect the mood.
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Wow, looks like hands in the skies reaching down to grab something. It gave the strange vibe of a stay-puft marshmallow man fused with a dementor :cool2:
 
Joe said:
Thought I'd start a thread here on this seemingly very general topic. The reason being that, from time to time, members have posted in other threads (or started new ones) to express odd feelings about the state of the world or the society in which they live, and how it may be impacting them psychologically and emotionally. I also noticed a few notable people on social media mentioning that they were feeling particularly weird or negative in recent days/weeks, with one or two saying that they had been unusually waking up at 3am recently with dark or "demonic" thoughts.

Anyway, that's what this thread is for; for members here to highlight any odd, out of the blue feelings or perceptions that may, or may not, be related to the less than optimal path that our world seems to be following.

Basically, it's a place to share 'how you are feeling' about yourself, the world in which we all live, and the events that are taking place on it.
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Quite often I feel this STS vs. STO universe just nonsensical, outright stupid. Why should I believe beings that are either? I use to feel that the wisest choice is leaving this game for good. When I get in the 5th Dimension, I guess I will choose to just erase myself. Some Cassiopaean sessions spoke something about how one's soul could "implode like a black hole and cease to exist", if that is possible, I guess it is the wisest action.
 
Viktor said:
Quite often I feel this STS vs. STO universe just nonsensical, outright stupid. Why should I believe beings that are either? I use to feel that the wisest choice is leaving this game for good. When I get in the 5th Dimension, I guess I will choose to just erase myself. Some Cassiopaean sessions spoke something about how one's soul could "implode like a black hole and cease to exist", if that is possible, I guess it is the wisest action.
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That's a good sign. You are beginning to realize the 'futility' of 3D existence. It's a painful realization, but, if you can push through it, and widen your perspective, you will find another subtle meaning to the apparently never-ending STO/STS festival. 😉

I invite you to reflect on what you wrote above after reading the following excerpt carefully.
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A: Now, we have also told you that the experience of the "Native Americans" vis a vis the Europeans may be a precursor in microcosm. Also, what Earthian 3rd density does to Terran 2nd density should offer "food for thought." In other words, thou art not so special, despiteth thy perspective, eh? And we have also warned that after conversion of Earth humans to 4th density, the Orion 4th density and their allies hope to control you "there." Now put this all together and what have you? At least you should by now know that it is the soul that matters, not the body. Others have genetically, spiritually and psychically manipulated/engineered you to be bodycentric. Interesting, as despite all efforts by 4th through 6th density STO, this "veil remains unbroken."

Q: (L) Now, the big question is: what are we supposed to DO with this information?

A: As with all else, it is not what you should do with it, it is just that you have it.

Q: (L) Is there any possibility of defeating the plans of the 4th density STS in this project?

A: Is there any possibility of defeating the Spanish Conquistadores and the English, French, Dutch and German "colonists?"

Q: (F) Did they say what I think they said? (L) Yes. That is inexpressibly depressing.

A: And you expected a Rose Garden?

Q: (L) If that's the way it is, why don't we all join the Heaven's Gate cult and commit mass suicide and just not deal with all this stuff?!

A: You chose to "deal with it," now did you not?

Q: (L) Well, was I in my right mind when I made that choice, or had I been drinking?

A: No drinking on 5th density!

Q: (L) Now, I have been having an exchange with Carla McCarty who was the Ra channel. She says that we are not supposed to DO anything, we are just supposed to BE, and what we are supposed to BE is to just let love flow through us, love the aliens and everybody and just sort of relax in the tulips and, if they take us over, then we should LOVE that, too. Somehow, I don't find this...

A: All there is is lessons!!

Q: (L) Is the lesson to learn how to give up the ghost with panache? What's the point?

A: Your experiences never end, only transform. No bodycentrics need apply.

Q: (L) Well, you once said something about the transition to 4th density creating a 'level playing field.' Then, the people will wake up and there will be a battle between the humans and aliens...

A: Yes.

Q: (L) And if it is a more level playing field, then the situation would not quite be the same as the Conquistadores against the Aztecs and the Native Americans against the Europeans and...

A: Wrong, all in that drama were at 3rd density. The rabbits, rats, dogs, etc. are not on a level playing field with you!

Q: (L) Do the aliens know about the upcoming comets and all that sort of thing?

A: Yes.

Q: (L) And they have the idea that what they are doing, this race they are creating, is going to survive this cataclysmic activity?

A: Of course.

Q: (L) Is that 'of course' as in they ARE going to survive, or that they BELIEVE they are going to survive?

A: Both.

Q: (L) Okay, you once told us that this was like a 'cosmic battle.' That the cycle was going to create balance and so on. I am trying to understand this. If that is the case, it seems that there is more to it than the Conquistadores against the Aztecs and the Europeans against the Native Americans; that at some point the story changes - the oppressed fight back - I am trying to get the allegory into a more understandable framework. Do you see what I mean?

A: No.

Q: (L) Well, that is because I am confused. What I am trying to ask without asking it directly is: what chance do we have of doing anything?

A: You are still not seeing the "bigger picture."

Q: (L) What is the bigger picture?

A: Your souls, your consciousness.

Q: (L) So, in other words, we chose to come in at this particular point in time to experience this mass take over of our planet and the conquest and destruction of the human race, just so we could have this experience, check- out and reincarnate?

A: No.

Q: (L) Well, that is what it sounds like! You say that the only thing that really matters is our souls, our consciousness, so if we tend to our souls and our bodies check out, then obviously the answer is to a) reincarnate, or b) move to the next density and reincarnate. What other option is there?

A: How long did you expect to "live?"

Q: (L) Well, under the normal circumstance, 70 or 80 years, optimistically.

A: And is that long?

Q: (L) No, it is not. By cosmic standards it is a whiff of vapor. What are you getting at here?

A: Think about it. ? Have you had any contemporaries who transited to 5th density?

Q: (L) Yes.

A: How come? How can this be possible?

Q: (L) Because they died. The body died.

A: Why?

Q: (L) Because that is what bodies do.

A: But is it "fair?"

Q: (L) Is it fair?! I guess if that is what they choose.

A: And...

Q: (L) I don't know where you are going with this!

A: You seem to be under the impression that only "good” experiences are acceptable.

Q: (L) No, I am not under the impression that only good experiences are acceptable, but I AM in a little bit of a quandary here because, here we are talking to you guys who are supposed to be 'us' in the future. Here we are in this period of time on this planet, where things are in a very strange state. There is some kind of huge transition going on, and I am just wondering what is the whole point. Why are we talking to you? What's the point?

A: It is the lesson. Do you not understand still? The lesson, the lessons, that is all there is. They are all immeasurably valuable.

Q: (L) Okay, we are having these lessons. You have told us what is going on. We see it going on around us. I am convinced that what you have said is so from a LOT of other circumstantial evidence as well as the research of others who have come to the same conclusion and, DAMN IT, IT'S UGLY! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?! IT'S UGLY!

A: That is your perspective.

Q: (L) Well, as Chloe said on the phone the other day, what are we supposed to awaken to? Are we supposed to just awaken to the fact that we can SEE all this stuff going on?

A: Yes.

Q: (L) And just waking up and seeing it is the whole thing? Okay, once we wake up and SEE it, why can't we just check out at that point? If you know what the script is, you don't have to watch the movie!

A: But then you miss out on the experience.

Q: (L) So, we are all here to experience being munched and crunched...

A: No.

Q: (L) Imprisoned, controlled, being treated like rats in a cage in a laboratory...

A: Ecstasy, remember?

Q: (L) Ecstasy?! WELL SWELL! We can just ALL be BURNED AT THE STAKE! I understand that is QUITE an ECSTATIC experience! I'm sure William Wallace felt perfectly ecstatic when they castrated him and removed his bowels and burned them in a brazier in front of his face!

A: Not so long ago, your face smashed upon the pavement...

Q: (L) Was that an ecstatic experience?

A: Yes.

Q: (L) So, when you say 'ecstatic' you could just be talking about jumping out a window and croaking?! You gotta understand here! The perspective here on 3rd density! You don't have faces to smash on pavements!

A: Neither will/do you/us.

Q: (A) You say knowledge protects. It protects against WHAT?

A: Many things. One example: post transformational trauma and confusion.

Q: (L) So, knowledge is going to protect us against post transformational trauma and confusion. You are saying that this transition to 4th density is going to be traumatic and confusing. Do you mean transformation from 3rd to 4th density, or 3rd to 5th density, i.e. death?

A: Both.

Q: (L) So, if one does not have the shock and trauma and the confusion and so forth, one is then able to function better?

A: Yes.

Q: (L) Well, if a person transitions directly from 3rd to 4th density without cycling through 5th density via dying, that implies that persons can transition directly from 3rd to 4th density without dying. Is that correct?

A: Yes.

Q: (L) How does that feel? How is that experience...

A: Alice through the looking glass.

Q: (A) Okay, they say that knowledge is supposed to protect from trauma and confusion. On the other hand, all is lessons, so trauma is a lesson. Why are we supposed to work to avoid a lesson?

A: You are correct, it is a lesson, but if you have foreknowledge, you are learning that lesson early, and in a different way.

Q: (L) So, if you learn the lesson in a different way, does that mitigate the need or the way or the process of the way of learning at the time of transition?

A: Yes. Smoother.
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