Tuesday, March 29, 2011 2:07 AM
From: "Rabelais”
To: "Les Visible"
Les,
If you knew that I wanted no affiliation with Humble's snake oil, why would you presume that I would want to be identified by name and location on the world wide web associated with your escalating confrontation with Laura and your drug use?
I may one day need to travel back to the US to deal with family or business emergencies. TSA and customs regularly run internet searches for people entering the states, right at the gate. There I will be in your post, at the top of google, embroiled in your drama and likely denied entrance to the country. Hell I don't even know your real last name. You hide behind a pseudonym that does not appear on your passport documents and yet you out my identity and location in a tangentially drug related kerfuffle. Needless to say I am not f***ing amused at your lack of discernment or external considering.
From: Les Visible
Subject: Re: Thanks a lot pal
To: Rabelais
Date: Tuesday, March 29, 2011, 3:17 AM
Jesus you are a prickly sort these days. No one is going to bother you on my account. I'll take your name out of there. You are not identified by location. I had no idea you lived in such a paranoid state. I mentioned you because you were central to the story. My name is Les Visible. I'm not hiding behind anything. It is what my passport says and now you've degenerated to insults and name calling like you were six years old. If you don't have any faith then I am sorry for you and if you have to hide and bow down to temporal powers then I am even more sorry for you. You are really are Establishment programmed aren't you. I never thought there was anything wrong with mentioning you and now it's a drug use thing. Are you really a fundie christian now? You take drugs and I didn't take any drugs there. I'll leave you be but I'm not going to live in fear of powers that have no power but what our fear gives them. All you had to do was ask me to remove your name. You don't know much about what's going on, I'll give you that. if you did you wouldn't be so worried. This is what makes people old and feeble. I recommend you consider what I am saying. I will bear no ill will from this and hope I get a chance to make it up and prove you wrong.
visible
Tuesday, March 29, 2011 4:19 AM
From: Rabelais
To: "Les Visible"
I have not degenerated to insults and name calling. You are projecting. For you to assume that no harm will come from this outing is more projecting. I have extreme faith in my chosen path. It does not include teasing the bear. One man's due diligence could be perceived as paranoia by another who possesses not the total awareness of the other's situation.
You did take drugs when here, Les. Do you not recall brewing tea just prior to the chateau visit? Ask Susanne. It brought a side out of you I was not prepared for. Dissociating, Les?
You can live with any degree of bravado which you choose, just leave me out of it please. Do not presume to know my situations. You do not.
I would like to think that you could and would remove my name from the post, but I fear it is now too late. The link was sent to me from the truthseeker site. It has likely gone to too many other links by now. The hog is out of the tunnel. Please never publish my name anywhere again. I have sensitive business situations in the US, with very conservative colleagues. Being aligned with a blog which in the past has openly solicited for an illegal substance is not in my or their best interests. I hope that you can understand this.
From: Les Visible <lesvisible@****.com>
Subject: Re: Thanks a lot pal
To: {Rabelais}
Date: Tuesday, March 29, 2011, 4:59 AM
Okay... I thought about this a little and I can see your angle. You want to keep your tight little ship afloat and I don't blame you for that but my keepers must have wanted this to happen because they never raised a thought in my head about it and they usually do. I operate with total transparency- which makes your knock on my name all the more ludicrous- because of this, I don't factor in everyone else's fears et al. Mostly this never causes a problem for some mystifying reason (not mystifying to me). But with you, it's twice now. The first time you had no real right to send such venom at me and believe me, I felt it. The degree of your contempt and disdain were palpable, merely for my mentioning a product I was not endorsing but commenting on. I guess the proximity to your own material interests seemed challenging AND then, that viper c*nt of a chick who turned out to be, surprise, surprise, a colloidal silver vendor. Now, I don't know one way or the other about silver or MMS. I don't operate from that state but Susanne likes your product and that's enough for me. Your treatment of me at that time should have raised flags but it didn't. I should have known never to mention you again but that consciousness was suppressed in me for some reason. The reason must be what's coming and that you and I, though I love you and think the world of you, should part from our illusion of friendship because I can see very clearly that we would anyway, given the right circumstances. I will depart from your life and trouble you no more. I will officially guarantee you no harmful fallout. I know things you don't about that. Well, the proof will be in the pudding.
Certain things are happening now that are going to raise my profile big time. It's not what I want but that's how it is. You'll see. You need to think a bit about being associated with that pack of rattlesnakes over at SOTT. The emails I am getting about them are voluminous and not kind to them. Frau Laura and her Peterbilt offspring are riding for a fall, not at my hands. You can blame them for this toxic moment. They are the ones who instrumented it and made sure it was brought to my attention. I never thought twice about just saying what really happened. I don't know if you saw what they were accusing me of but it was a tad over the top to say the least and right in the middle of it was that Michael A*** guy who came to visit me and attempted to sexually assault Susanne. He's a very lucky boy that Susanne did not tell me until after he left. Susanne has seen me in action behind that sort of thing and I suspect once was enough. I'm not proud of that side of my nature and it is fast leaving but, at the time, i suspect it would not have gone well for Michael, which may have been the intention of those who sent him.
After the way you made me feel about the first event, I had already realized that I probably should keep apart from you. Your condition would only be challenged by my presence anywhere near it. I had plans for you. I wanted to do things with you and the opportunity for that is just around the corner but... I have to be a realist and all of this has been for that reason, to bring it to my attention.
Maybe you think I'm nuts or close. I think then, what's coming is probably going to be a rather large surprise for you. The people reaching out to me these days could scarcely be called pikers; good thing I'm more discreet than I used to be. I guess you know that eight of my books are scheduled for publication- quality paperback and all the other virtual permutations and Patrick Willis is doing the talking books and we just finished one single album and a triple album, along with that are coming the other media as well. Bottomless pockets are making this a certainty and they are none of them badly associated. Patrick goes to the biggest artistic event in Africa to perform some of the work in a couple of months. But all this is minor compared to what I will keep to myself. I'm not getting grandiose or assuming a false invulnerability. I'd rather pass on the whole thing to tell you the truth but it's happening and I can't stop it without upsetting some really good people. Well set readers are opening their coffers to me and the donation end would be the envy of those sites always crying for money, if they knew.
I sincerely, with all my heart, apologize for injuring you, if only in your imagination; imagined injuries are no less painful than real ones. Of all the seeming friends I have made since I got here, you are near preeminent because I genuinely like you. Because I do really like you I am going to spare you any further insult of my company. This didn't happen by accident. I'm a pretty careful guy, regardless of what you might think and the fact that I didn't get it after you unloaded on me the first time, shows me this was meant to happen.
I don't know what you think about the fact that I have invisible friends but they're real enough. One can hardly expect someone 'looking in' to have the same confidence as one looking out, if that makes sense. My times here now and sh*t is going to happen in ways that, I would have to say, are going to be startling in the extreme. I've known about this for decades but it still shocks one when it finally arrives. I've redacted you at the site and I apologize again, profusely. I never meant to hurt you. I love you and you can imagine how this hurts me and there's nothing I can do about it for the moment, but I will, you may rely on that. I can't tell you what I was looking forward to with us and that hurts me too. You can lay the blame squarely in the prodigious lap of Spider Woman and I would suggest paying careful attention to their operations in the near time as a result of bad behavior.
I should have been thinking but I wasn't. I'm going to have to lay that at the feet of the divine who kept me from seeing what I should have seen and he has his reasons. I'm not abdicating responsibility; I'll take the blame and the full measure of it. I just know I would have caught this usually and I didn't. I wish you well and nothing changes in respect of my good wishes for you or positive acts I might take on your behalf, but you are quit or me in all the ways that will count with you. I see you've sent me another email. Please forgive me if I don't go and read it. I'm too distraught for that right now, just understand, I mean every word I say here and you will see that I do. When I get the chance to do something nice for you I will, otherwise, aloha and be well. i shall trouble you no more.
Love,
visible
Tuesday, March 29, 2011 4:14 PM
From: Rabelais
To: "Les Visible"
My imagination? Les, you have posted on the internet, my full name, general location and associated it with drug use... in my home, where I reside only at the pleasure of the French government. In the process you have also put Laura and the group in harm’s way, Was this your intent? Was this your thanks for their and my hospitality?
I am not trying to make you feel bad, just address the objective reality of the situation.
Do you understand the implications of that blog piece, for a great many people, not just myself? I would hope that you consciously did not grasp the potential danger. I would hope that now you do without marginalizing it. I would also hope that you realize the zero sum game that is this escalating diatribe with SOTT/Laura. SOTT didn't "cut you adrift". The nature of some of the topics you were writing about were simply not collinear with their editorial criteria. I personally admire the standards that SOTT maintains. It keeps the noise to a minimum. When you are on your game, you are still one of my favorite arrangers of the English language. When you are hitting your stride, SOTT has still published your work. I sent you a link a couple of weeks ago. They do not publish all of the work of anybody. To my knowledge no one else has taken it personally.
About that "illusion of friendship" thing... A friend of mine would have thought better than to write and publish the blog in question. My friends and I harbor no illusions... at least not ones that we can see and point out to one another. You do not have to do anything "nice" to be my friend. Just respect my privacy and that of my friends.
Thanks for thinking of me but I already have plans, Les. I think that we have widely differing concepts of the most probable of the foreseeable possible futures - and no doubt arrived at by completely different methods, and with different preparations in place to address and observe it as it unfolds... every day. We will all learn the lessons that we need... one way or the other.
"It is no great accomplishment to hear a voice in the head. The accomplishment is to make sure that it is telling you the truth." –Terrence McKenna