Dear Claudia,
this is the first time I have seen this thread...
what huge journey you have been on, and what incredible, amazing progress you have made!! I am SO happy to know you have such a wonderful and diverse support team and are actively immersing yourself in educating yourself about such complex and challenging issues. Ultimately you are finding ways to allow light/knowledge pathways to stream into your reality, while getting ‘reconnected’ to parts of yourself and healing layers of trauma your body has been ‘decoding’ for such a long time.
You are doing beautifully.
So happy to know you listened to your instincts about the first doctor who was clearly not the right FRV. I immediately felt sick and found it hard to breathe when I first started reading your most recent post, and was so relieved to know you found someone different that’s you resonated with, who appeared to be clear, factual, patient, open and willing to answer your (very normal!) questions respectfully and honestly.
To me, the interactions with two different doctors says a lot. You were first offered an pathway from a so called ‘professional’ - but you chose a much better path because
you trusted your instincts. You knew you deserved better than the first doctor. Where one door closes, another appears. (I saw an image of you energetically slamming the door in that first doctors face! Well done!)
At the end of the day, before you make your decision, or if you are holding fear around your decision, I feel you need to sit peacefully with yourself, push all the ‘noise’ away, go deeply within and listen to your deepest/highest guidance. I feel you would benefit greatly from doing the EE breathing program as often as possible before making your decision. If you cannot, perhaps you can just listen to ‘The Prayer of the Soul’ as much as possible (before you rest / go to sleep) and ask for guidance and clarity from your higher self/future self and your loving light-filled ancestors. I feel it would also be helpful to do this leading up to any procedure.
This is your life, your journey, your body and your decision.
Trust your higher self. Have faith in your own guidance.
You are stronger and wiser than you perhaps give yourself credit for.
Sending love, many prayers, and gentle hugs.