On January 21st I had another talk with the doctor who made the graft proposal, because I felt the need to talk to him again to feel safe.
He explained that there is a 20% failure rate for the graft not to attach to the bone, but that it is the same percentage for someone healthy or for someone like me who has arthritis. He says it is worth a try since the graft is not as invasive as the prosthesis. That I should see my way to a shoulder prosthesis eventually, but not now at 37 years of age, that I have clear.
If the graft does not work, then I would have to have the prosthesis, but I do not want to get ahead of myself.
I have been talking about the surgery in therapy since December and it has helped me a lot to be calm, to take action, to not get paralyzed and above all to be aware of when I get paralyzed and where it comes from.
On Thursday January 27th I had another session with my therapist and it was very interesting what we worked on and I feel that I am ready to go through the surgery. Of course I am scared, nervous but in general I am calm.
Today Monday January 31 I had a session with my Astrology teacher and she gave me some possible dates to do the surgery, it would be in March.
Another thing is if you have suggestions of supplements that I can take before and after the operation to help my body to accept the graft, I would appreciate it.
Thank you for your prayers and comments.
He explained that there is a 20% failure rate for the graft not to attach to the bone, but that it is the same percentage for someone healthy or for someone like me who has arthritis. He says it is worth a try since the graft is not as invasive as the prosthesis. That I should see my way to a shoulder prosthesis eventually, but not now at 37 years of age, that I have clear.
If the graft does not work, then I would have to have the prosthesis, but I do not want to get ahead of myself.
I have been talking about the surgery in therapy since December and it has helped me a lot to be calm, to take action, to not get paralyzed and above all to be aware of when I get paralyzed and where it comes from.
On Thursday January 27th I had another session with my therapist and it was very interesting what we worked on and I feel that I am ready to go through the surgery. Of course I am scared, nervous but in general I am calm.
Today Monday January 31 I had a session with my Astrology teacher and she gave me some possible dates to do the surgery, it would be in March.
Another thing is if you have suggestions of supplements that I can take before and after the operation to help my body to accept the graft, I would appreciate it.
Thank you for your prayers and comments.