gaman said:
Well, this session and the formation of a religion really came as a shock to me, and it set off all kinds of worries and also selfishness programs. I've been (in my estimation) failing miserably lately (really in the dumps and not participating) and emotions have been all over the place and this jangled them some more (not that the jangling is necessarily a bad thing). With that in mind, I want to mention a couple of the things that hit me in my state:
You think that YOU were upset by the idea? Remember me? The person who has been accused of "trying to start a cult" for years with NO justification? Those accusations were so effective that they even caused me to think that I ought to just totally drop the Cs, focus on research, and try to convince the world that it is nuts by sheer, brute, brain power!
Well, we tried that for the past six years or so - resorting to chatting with the Cs only occasionally - and realized that it simply wasn't the way. For every logical, well documented truth that gets told, there are a hundred illogical, undocumented, emotional declarations made by psychopaths that people will believe because they have been so programmed by... RELIGION to follow "authority".
Just thinking about doing this has been agony for me. But, as I have written elsewhere:
Let me try to point out something to you here: Some months ago a millionaire businessman who is actually quite similar to George Green of "Handbook for a new Paradigm" fame, but actually somewhere between him and Alex Jones. He's a pretty sharp guy and well-informed - knows some well-placed people in the "Patriot Movement", has read Ponerology and bought many copies to send to his friends and associates. Etc. So, when he asked to come visit us, I agreed.
He turned out to be one of the most obnoxious people I've ever encountered. It seems that "freedom" and "patriotism" is traveling in the disguise of Right Wing Fascism and Fundamentalism and even non-sectarian "Republican survivalists" such as this guy is.
At one point after going over and over the whole dire situation the planet is in and acknowledging everything I said as being true, he said this: Well, if people don't wake up and figure it out then they aren't worthy of getting it. They will become extinct.
I pointed out that this blatant Malthusian perspective did not take into account how certain qualities of people were used against them by pathologicals and that this has been going on for millennia, slowly and subtly subverting the human mind by changing the society, the standards, etc. We don't even need "mind programming" programs with this going on.
His answer was: "Too bad for them. If they had it, they would wake up. If they don't wake up, that means they don't have it and they don't deserve the help. Everything that everyone needs to know is out there,
available, they can access it if they want to. That they don't just means they aren't going to survive and nobody will miss them. The planet will be better off without them."
Those are not the exact, word for word words, but pretty close.
So, I sat there, stunned. I realized that this perspective was non-interference, total freedom for everyone, minimal government, free will to the max... in short, that he was giving me the "free will" perspective
pushed to the limits.
And it WAS Malthusian.
I thought about the millennia of slow, careful, deliberate manipulation, mind programming, and horrors without end to which human beings had been subjected... those creatures who once lived in a paradise where there were no psychopaths and who evolved with social ties that did not have any accommodation for outright, deliberate, deception for evil purposes.
Sure, it's the way of the world, but it's like the story of Eden...(taking it at face value) the serpent came along and tempted Eve and she was supposed to be in a perfect world where no evil existed so she was set up.
Well, people are living in a world where they believe in a good god who is in charge and they have no clue that this belief is a lie. They believe everyone has a soul and the only evil is a "fault" or a fallen angel who tempts people, and it will all turn out okay in the end.
All that is bullshit and we know it.
There is a very real possibility that - as Gurdjieff hinted - our whole ray of creation/world could just disappear in a puff of smoke. (More or less.)
Well, yeah, we are all confident that we will reincarnate somewhere else, why worry about it? That's one way to be a "New Age Malthusian."
But the thing is, we are here on this planet, here and now, and we have brains, and we have information.
So, either we do something big, or we quit.
It's that simple.
And if we decide to do something big, we have to figure out HOW to do it most efficiently and impeccably.
I'll tell you something else this millionaire said to me when I suggested that there COULD be a way... we just hadn't thought of it yet... that maybe the Cs could suggest something, and he said: "No, you and the Cs are supposed to remain marginal. That's your role... just pick up and wake up a few and hope they come through on the other side. Forget about everyone else - they are fertilizer."
People say to me: "I think we should approach the problem from the point of view of what sort of people we want to attract *the most*"
That's exclusivism and Malthusian.
They say to me: "I don't think we want to attract the type of people who are only able to be good sheep and nothing more.
To that I say: Sez who? Isn't that partly what this is all about? Shepherding the sheep and helping those who CAN awaken to do so? And doing BOTH responsibly?!
In fact, it was this conversation with that millionaire that finally made me see that what the Cs were driving at was the only solution. Here, this guy just says that only a very few will get it and the rest are fertilizer. I don't think that is a very responsible approach toward humanity. Yes, of course, I understand that there is a real possibility that a LOT - maybe the majority - of humanity may perish in the upcoming years. But if that is going to happen, they should at least have the possibility of doing so while supported within a network that really cares about them, one where there are bonds established both at higher levels AND at this level (as above, so below). And for those who do not perish, having a network will be safety net to come down in on the other side. I don't know if you have read this thread entirely: http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=13490.0
... but you might find it enlightening. This is not the same "millionaire" that I mention above, but rather a different one. And both these "millionaires" contacted me in the early part of this year and their attitudes and what they said had a profound effect on me and my thinking. At one point, I realized, with cold clarity, that I had really been manipulated into a position where I was unwilling to do what had to be done because of fear of more attack and defamation. Well, hell's bells! The attack and defamation has been unrelenting for years now and I haven't even done what they were obviously afraid I would do: take the logical step and create a structure, a foundation.
Anyway, in the exchange with this other millionaire, there was the following:
extract from other thread said:
HFM said:
> > 6. If a double digit percentage of the world’s population had a sudden > awakening to a scientific truth that CONNECTED with an obvious necessity > for an observer or soul and if this scientific awakening or “mass > knowledge event” were timed with the communication and/or technology for > a shortcut that allowed people to access the timeless realm in their > minds to see bigger reality with their own mind/spirit for themselves, > then what would happen in your opinion, Laura?
They would be able to mentally block the STS connection with their 3 D tools/agents, thus shutting down the ability to continue to deceive ALL of humanity, and the awakening of the MASSES would then probably also be able to ameliorate the cometary bombardment event. Doesn't mean that more than half of humanity will not still die in these events, but it means that if they do, their souls will not be "smashed" and returned to primal matter and the planet itself will not have that "weight" of primal matter/smashed souls karma to overcome. Instead, those deaths will be glorious transitions with the energy of the separation of the body/soul given to manifest a new world that shifts into a relationship with STO energies.
In the midst of all this, there was the death of Pepperfritz and that had a profound effect on me also. You'll see the connections when you read the above linked thread.
Anyway, all these things have been running in the background along with several other things mentioned in the Cs sessions from this year. I decided at the beginning of the year that I really needed to get back to regular sessions and we have done so, and I also committed to making them available to others because we are in a desperate time where the total extinction of humanity, leaving only psychopaths and a few humanoid slaves, is a real possibility. However, I'm not even sure of that anymore. As I wrote in still another thread about George Green and the "Handbook for a New Paradigm":http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=3157.0
shijing on 23-10-2009 said:
The main reason why George gives for moving to Ecuador is that if there is a nuclear exchange in the northern hemisphere, the fallout is supposed to be confined to the northern hemisphere and not blow into the southern hemisphere. I have no idea how accurate that is.
Read Prouty's books "JFK" and "The Secret Team". There isn't going to be a nuclear exchange. There is already a one-world government and it's the elite PTB, holding hands around the globe, against the 83% rest of humanity. What's more, I think that their sources have misled them. They've been empowered to create an infrastructure for their STS overlords which has been used to set things up so that vast numbers of people will die in upcoming cosmic interactions so that this energy can be used by the 4D STS crowd to take control of the planet in toto. But, believe me, the 4D STS types don't want a bunch of psychopaths hanging around any more than anyone else... they aren't useful, they aren't manipulatable, they don't produce emotional loosh, who needs 'em? They are being set up to be in the place that is most likely to take serious hits: the Southern hemisphere.
That's the big double-cross that their "sources" are setting them up for: Psychopaths simply do not recognize that they, like germs, will be destroyed by fire or buried deep underground along with the body they are helping to destroy.
It would be funny if it wasn't all so tragic for everyone else.
Think about it... just THINK! Use pure processing brain power on this one.
And that's another thing that happened earlier this year: I read Prouty. If you haven't, best get on with it!
gaman said:
1) I love the idea of the Fellowship of the Cosmic Mind. However, the thought/fear also crossed my mind about the name. It sounds new-agey and I have been thinking "What will my wife and other people say or think about my joining something with this name?" I am going to join because I believe in this approach and the ideals, but I have fear.
No doubt. QFS discussed the name for a long time. The winner was "Fellowship of the Cosmic Mind - Institute of PaleoChristianity". It was tested by a few members on people who are not part of the work and the most favorable responses came to this version. We also wanted to avoid the use of the word "church" even though, in legal terms, that is the word that defines what we are doing.
Also, when QFS was discussing how they wanted to name "their church," there WAS a bit of play involved. Everyone likes "Lord of the Rings" and the term "Fellowship" just seemed appealing to a lot of people, not just in QFS.
gaman said:
2) I noticed a couple of other mentions about concerns about hierarchy, elders with more information, etc. and I worry about the accountability and openness of the organization regarding the use of donated money. If anything is secret or non-accountable it would foster doubt or the inducement of doubt by outsiders. I donate because the value I receive in almost immeasurable and I can see the results of support for SOTT/Laura/the gang both in my personal life and in the general mission. But, going "organizational" with a religion opens up a whole new can of worms with growth. It would help to know the general thinking along these lines.
It's really no different than what we already do, it's just a different legal designation. As I already noted, we have been under attack from "outsiders" for years with NO legal protection, so the main thing different now is that we have that protection.
As for "hierarchy and elders," there is no way we can do this without that because that is simply the legal system that is in place. Also, if you read the statement of principles, the acknowledgment that there ARE individuals who can see somewhat more clearly than others is tacit. The Cs, and all the work that has proceeded from that, even the existence of this forum and its rules and the moderators and their work to keep the noise level down, is a sort of "elders council" system. That isn't going to change.
So, I'll make it clear: I will be CEO of a seven member board that has already been selected. I will abstain from voting on any issue except in cases where there is a tie at which point I will have the power of casting the deciding vote. I will also have the power of veto.
For now, the board exists by virtue of the three incorporating members having proposed and carried the motion that the board will consist of seven members and having nominated and appointed the additional members to a permanent board. Right now, that board is tasked with the responsibility of finalizing the Statement of Principles and creating the Bylaws of the corporation. This latter is going to have to be done VERY carefully so that we can make sure that we have as much defense against ponerization as possible. That means that it is NOT going to be anything like other group/churches bylaws which, we can clearly see, allow ingress of pathological types. The rules and systems of evaluation are going to be novel, I can assure you.
gaman said:
3) The basic tenets as discussed in the Statement of Principles are almost impossible for someone to grasp that hasn't done a lot of the reading. I grok most of it but I've read most of the core of the recommended reading as well as almost everything online here. I like the idea of being able to explain the basics in simple terms to those unfamiliar in case they ask. Perhaps some formulation in the future along those lines would be beneficial. Maybe I'm again worrying too much about what others would think in some way, but I wish it were easier to describe in layman's terms if others in my life are interested.
You are definitely worried about what others will think. I was so worried about it myself that I've spent the past six years spinning my wheels and not doing what was obvious and logical. But then, I guess it wasn't time. I needed to read Prouty and to have those exchanges with the two millionaires and to really grok their mindset, along with some pushes from the Cs, to get me off the fence on this one!
Perhaps one day in the not too distant future, you will have an experience that will get you off the fence, too. Until then, you can be a "closet member" if you like.