meadow_wind
Jedi Master
No worries ;) We all have our strengths and our weaknesses, and we are all here to work on ourselves.I understand. I apologize. It doesn't seem fair. I sympathize with you in your tears.
One of the great things about this line of observation we have stumbled upon is that we may be bke to understand suffering within the framework of the order of things and "see" while discarding our emotional responses.
I'm aware that it is not easy. In the last 6 months my emotions are so intense that they drive me to outbursts that I wouldn't have experienced a decade ago. They are actually out of control. I think though that the reason for this is that I have suppressed my emotions for years with drugs and alcohol. Despite possible backlash, I'm comfortable being honest about my situation with this group without fear of being cast away.
I trust the the group can give me insight to elucidate my situation and I welcome the angle the group perspective/support may be able to give me. I'm open to elucidation.
I've had many animal pets since I was little, and every time one of them died, I cried my life lol (even for mice).
I really hate having to kill mice when they invade my home in the winter. They are so cute! Plus those poor buggers just want some comfort; a bit of food and heat... I prefer when it's the cat who does the job
![Grinning face with sweat :sweat_smile: 😅](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f605.png)