Wow, this book is huge for me! I am glad everyone, especially Laura, has suggested to read it. I am only at chapter 3 but already it is really pushing me over a threshhold, I REALLY feel I must check out where the meats I am eating have come from (I have tried to eat grass fed/organic- well even "organic" does not mean so much these days, but you get the idea. Sometimes I wasn't so careful, especially when money is an option). Now I am researching local providers and where I can get their meats. I am trying to see if someone local might be able to share part of a cow for the best deal, but it's going to be a few months before I'll be financially able to invest in this (and a small freezer). In the meantime it gives me a little time to figure out the best place to order from. Really one has to focus on farmer's markets, at least in my area, which is good in general for food-buying. Also I am researching some other types of meat, there is an interesting site that sells antelope, wild boar, etc that are pasture raised, at around 7-9 dollars per pound for lesser cuts.
One thing which others have recounted is that once one shifts into this diet, yes, the meat gets more expensive, but other "necessary" grocery items one does not have to buy anymore, so your price goes down there.
I am feeling better mentally and energy-wise definitely now that I've been eating meat again for a couple months. I am not having a problem digesting extra fat but I still don't love it. I am trying to slowly up the portions of it by cooking in fattier fats (this makes sense to you guys, right? ;)) and increasing the amount of "good" fats I like at this point- coconut oil, olive oil if not heated, ghee, and now lard and/or duck fat.
I have been eating a sweet potato some days to go with organic sausage, and it is good to soak up fat. A small salad of local greens on many days with a good olive oil dressing and lemons from the front yard, and some avocado, local if I can find it. When I have been making blinis lately I am trying blanched almond flour instead of buckwheat and this I feel is great, I have a lot of energy from these but they are tasty (and, can soak up even more fat with some ghee or duck fat applied on top). One thing I am happy to say is that I scored a really great deal on a FIR blanket last week on the local classifieds, so my hope is that this will aid my detox and subsequent ratio change between fat/protein/carbs.
I definitely have met some extremist "activist" vegans over the years, and yes, the flavor is very much the same as a religious zealot. I don't feel I was one of them but hopefully the damage I did to myself was minimal. Luckily, the people I see often at my school (tcm and acupuncture) are pretty open-minded, and many of us have been heading in the primal/paleo direction anyway, they are open to research and discussion which is a nice change for me at least, and no one bothers me about what I eat.