I've finished reading The Girl Fixer. I've never heard of anything so extreme and intense. I bet the whole book is full of important info on how the predators mind works and "pitfalls" to avoid. Its also written very well. Richards connection to nature and the feminine principle it manifests was a beautiful gift but then he got greedy, maybe when the demons first took notice.
Geralds mistake was his egotism and pride. He made it personal when he assumed he, himself had the power to remove these demons. Thats when they wacked him big time. So self importance is a hook for the dark side and being humble is the lesson here. It opens a person to the bigger picture where as self importance is a limiting contraction that sets a person up for the fall.
Its ironic that Richards love, or more accurately his obsession with the feminine, invited demons that where intent on destroying women. Women, as explained in the beginning of the story, are more a direct expression of the Divine Creation as they create life from their bodies then nurture and care for that life. So women are despised.
I mentioned earlier how white, unmarked vans began appearing during my time with the ES group. I had a nightmare during this time which shook me to the bone. I had been kidnapped by several men who threw me into a white van and drove me outside of town. Then they dragged me out of the van and started jumping on me viciously. My spirit left my body and watched the scene from outside. It was clear to me, they hated my female body and where intent on destroying it. It occurs to me now that the ES group was overwhelmingly comprised of women, only a few men. Of the years I spent in the New Age circle, this was the case over all, mostly women involved in that.
So maybe pattern recognition running amok here with everything. But kinda funny how speaking of my experiences with ES have now connected with Hostage to the Devil. Pay your $33.00 a month and have limitless access to knowledge... hahaha!!! I had to say that. patterns, patterns.
One last lesson we can learn from Richard. Be grateful for what we have and grow where we're planted.
Geralds mistake was his egotism and pride. He made it personal when he assumed he, himself had the power to remove these demons. Thats when they wacked him big time. So self importance is a hook for the dark side and being humble is the lesson here. It opens a person to the bigger picture where as self importance is a limiting contraction that sets a person up for the fall.
Its ironic that Richards love, or more accurately his obsession with the feminine, invited demons that where intent on destroying women. Women, as explained in the beginning of the story, are more a direct expression of the Divine Creation as they create life from their bodies then nurture and care for that life. So women are despised.
I mentioned earlier how white, unmarked vans began appearing during my time with the ES group. I had a nightmare during this time which shook me to the bone. I had been kidnapped by several men who threw me into a white van and drove me outside of town. Then they dragged me out of the van and started jumping on me viciously. My spirit left my body and watched the scene from outside. It was clear to me, they hated my female body and where intent on destroying it. It occurs to me now that the ES group was overwhelmingly comprised of women, only a few men. Of the years I spent in the New Age circle, this was the case over all, mostly women involved in that.
So maybe pattern recognition running amok here with everything. But kinda funny how speaking of my experiences with ES have now connected with Hostage to the Devil. Pay your $33.00 a month and have limitless access to knowledge... hahaha!!! I had to say that. patterns, patterns.
One last lesson we can learn from Richard. Be grateful for what we have and grow where we're planted.