After a week of feeling down and tired, just angry and then just sad, not provoked by any direct outside experience, basically feeling like in a middle of some heavy pms storm of symptoms raging, all multiplied with a lack of proper sleep while the actual storms were raging above - I finally caught a good 8h sleep last night. That's why I felt brave enough to speak up when this lil drama occurred. I thought "Maybe I AM feeling stable enough to actually contribute and help".
@Mandatory Intellectomy and others, thank you for validating my advice and points to
@SOTTREADER , I was afraid how I went too far and just attacking other member cause of my recently foggy state of being. I don't doubt my intentions but we all know what paves the road to hell, if we are not aware enough. Also, as a parent and experiencing my daughter going through high amplitudes of emotions recently, (which takes some extra self control not to react too hastily and potentially damaging but to do the right thing, bring her back into her balance in a proper/calm way,) all of that is demanding new levels of self control and 'input-discern the best you can- hopefully some quality output' processing of billions of informations attacking all at once. My mom also came back from the coast yesterday and she is in 'I'm the queen of the world' mode which is by itself too much to handle for any sensible person. So, yeah - thank you all for easing my consciousness.
I find it highly ironic how I've posted that video of staggering police arrogance & ignorance, concerning everything good and what makes us smart and properly functional human beings, right after SOTTREADER being told how he was overreacting and being caught up in a negative loop. One has to realize the absurdity of it all! It's being symbolically transmitted to us on many general and personal levels lately. I translate the main message of it all as: Be compassionate to your fellow souled humans, now more than ever... Be smart about it, but don't lose patience. I hope most of us here are beyond lesson of falling completely under entrapment of lower resonance beings. Not on any serious, life threatening level that we can't work out ourselves (through being sincere about it with DCM/God), or with this forum help. I may be naive, I was always inclined to seek for the Good in people and understand more clearly what it took for them to make 'bad' choices in their lives. I wanted to really know, so maybe then I could understand better my own 'bad' choices and maybe, just maybe, be able to forgive myself.
I sometimes find myself thinking about
@Mandatory Intellectomy being a new, somewhat 'gentler' version of what Anart once stood for in this forum. Back in the day when I was highly active. I don't know what happened to her and it doesn't matter, I just miss her being (often) a brutal voice of Truth around here, that's all. I'm not asking for explanations, whatever happened - I missed it by not contributing here and that's my fault. That being said, I also automatically 'feel for'
@SOTTREADER after reading MI reply to him. Maybe it's me being a female and wanting to correct just a bit and then NURTURE, maybe it's about my fear of people being driven to their limits lately and I want to make sure how the person feels welcome enough and free to post here again. Lots of contradictions, I know. I just want to make sure how in most cases it's about the behavior that's being called out as wrong, not the person. I want them to clearly understand the difference.
About all of this Corona mess, the only thing that seems logical to me, with new info and different experiments being executed on humans all over the globe, is this: We are being led into introducing an AI into all levels of our lives. They are collecting our DNA and more current personal info, where do you actually live etc, through all this measures. Introducing track apps and what soon to be is 'vaccinated or not' approval to do, go places. That fits into STS 4D forces pushing their agenda, that's the only common factor I can currently conclude among all this apparently incoherent and illogical behavior of different governments.
AI=no empathy. STS dream. It sounds crazy to me even, now when I'm stating it, but I can find no other coherent & constant agenda for where this is all going. I hope I'm wrong.