Prodigal Son said:
Again, doing all of this free of anticipation of any sort of result, wish, and/or concern for self, just let whatever happen, happen. :)
This helps for sure, thank you Prodigal Son ;)
The last complet EE sessions were... interesting I guess they always are, conscienciously or not. I begun the EE Breathing Program on the last October 10th, and 2,5 months after this first one session, I am able to notice some things:
I each day am more and more quiet. This is the first effect I could appreciate, me who am usually a pretty nervous woman. On the first ones sessions, I could read here on this thread that Beatha could be stoppped for a while if we had two much problems to manage the feelings which stand out (besides those who are already there!). So I had practice Beatha one by week. And from the beginning of this month, I could do it each Monday and Thursday, except one on the last Monday.
My thoughts are less dense, less "everywhere" during the session, because before, they left in all directions. They also seem to be as "posed". And actually, my thoughts are less dense, outside from the EE. All simply. And today, at the very moment when I was very tired at (caused by a short night), I caught not falling asleep during the Prayer of the Soul, what is completely unusual. Maybe my fatigue does not show itself any more completely in the same way today.
I now can feel each time during Beatha the cells of my body buzzing, and also the inferior emotional center (sexual chakra corresponding to solar plexus,
page 243 The Secret History of the World) which this one was particularly buzzing three weeks ago. Less from this time but there were others things appeared. I could felt these during the last sessions something like heavy on my head as if I had a helmet on the head or a headband. More specifically in front of the twice temporal lobe, close from my eyes... Today I only had this "heavy sensation" on the left temporal lobe during the meditation program.
Before that, during the third Beatha, I was able to feel that my right nostril was completely blocked while both were perfectly clear at the beginning of the session. And I needed one-two moments to realize that between Beatha and meditation, my right eye had begun crying. Only the right. And during the prayer of the soul, I could to feel as a very light wave going through my brain, from the right towards the left by way of the parietal lobe. It was very little, but it was. At the end of the Prayer, my right nostril was became "free" again.
Thank you all for sharing and supporting, it helps more that I could expect.