Freya said:
I can't help but think that this entire thread, their posting of the 'sessions' both here and on their FB and Matrix page was actually 'after the fact'. Although I think you are referring to after it was brought to the attention of the network, please correct me if I am wrong, and if so I think you are so correct. After it was known, still no transparent communication only silence and excuses. And that leads me to feel that 'after the fact' immediately followed the decision to communicate with the C's on their own. Or maybe proceeded it and led to the decision. I am not sure if I am making my thoughts clear.
Yes. I think that what happened was that by sharing the transcripts with Laura, they were expecting the network to congratulate them and take this nonsense for real, like THEY were doing with no critical thinking at all. In that sense, you could say it was not "bad intentions", but just plain ignorance and hubris (which sometimes is worse!). Then, that was still there when the transcripts were posted on the forum. Perhaps, even though they were trying to cover it up with a weak "this was not how one should channel", they were still hoping that some forum members and FB friends would recognize the message as the "inspired source". But obviously that is not what happened, and now they are at loss. I don't know. Maybe they have already made their choice, maybe not.
When one is so caught up by one's own ego and so easily tricked, one doesn't trust the network, so it is only normal that they shared it "after the fact". What is very telling is the fact that the feedback received hasn't made them explain more here, provide facts, and try to work it out. So perhaps they want to go their own way. If so, then nobody can stop them, but at least it will be clear for them that their "material" should in NO WAY be associated with anything we do, much less with the Cs.
I just feel like there is more than meets the eye here, and I am in no way suggesting that second chances should not be given. I am in no place to say that or to judge. I just think from what I've read on this thread that something of serious influence occurred before their attempt at channeling and it appears to be something that led them to believe they were more than this network, maybe even more than or at least equal to the 'elders'. I could be completely wrong, totally off base. I am just trying to express my impressions and the feeling I got from reading this tread. It probably says more about me than them anyway, and I mean no disrespect to them or anyone else.
This is entirely possible. The question is whether there is something in them that will allow them to stop lying to themselves and analyze the events objectively, or not. That remains to be seen... It IS possible, even if somebody has been co-opted, to destroy the illusion and go back on a right path. But for that, there has to be something inside you telling you that this is better, that the truth is much better than your "ego kick". Not sure they can feel that for the moment.
But something to remember, IMO, is the fact that if life is the perfect mirror of what we are, and if we get from life exactly what we give, then one cannot always be seen as a victim for being "co-opted". Especially when talking about people who had been reading this forum and Laura's books for a long time. The question remains whether they are happy with this life, or not.