Saša said:
It was our mutual idea, no one encouraged it in any special way and no one is encouraging it now. Like written in initial post of this thread all we wanted, and were said to do, was to show what kind of mistake we did and to show to people what not to do.
Like Herr Eisenheim said in his posts, we talked about this idea when we were all together during our FOTCM gathering in June. After studying
Exactly.
I guess what hurts the most is the thought that you went and did this thing without even bothering to check with the network or to mention it to anyone, especially after we established that none of us is ready for such thing when you first mentioned spirit board., and especially because you must be aware that your actions affect all of us.
You were said to bring what you did to the forum for examination by the network, you were not said to make yourself into some sort of channeling heroes who sacrificed for others which is the image you are now portraying all over matrix and fb. I am flabbergasted that you taking pride in the act which is nothing more then bunch of kids playing Laura and chateau.
I didn't utter my words here about possession lightly, but knowing you both ( cant say anything about Zo because he hasn't spoken much this time) prior to this incident, and seeing your behavior and words now - this hypothesis ranks very high as possible explanation.
Did you think it is coincidence seers were cursed since ancient times. Remember Cassandra or Medea. To even think that you two are equipped to prevail where thousands of others have faltered, and to not doubt it and check it with the network boggles my mind speaks tones about your present state of mind.
I simply cannot believe the texts on Matrix, the website which is supposed to serve as window into our material for people who cannot speak English.
I also cannot believe the interview with "psychic" from Belgrade and advert for her office or agency as she calls it is still there although we expressly made a point it doesn't belong to Matrix website and it was agreed it will be removed.
I am deeply saddened that months of hard work on Matrix website (ironically mostly by Ljubica) are now completely ruined thanks to this foolish act of ego.