Session 12 December 2010

Thank you so much Chateau team for the latest session. :hug:
The build up to the eclipse was really tough for me, and I noticed chaos for so many!
The eclipse felt ominous to me. I didn't have an inkling to watch it even though the entire eclipse from beginning to end was observable where I live.
Best to Atreides and Ailen, hopefully on the mend now, feeling more and more energy in the next couple of weeks!!.... :love: "If you have a blanket, pull it over you..." :lol:
A fair amount of insomnia and despair/depression :( at my casa the last 3 weeks or so as well.

Kissy! :hug2:
 
Thanks much for the session and posts, All. To me, the session does seem very reflective of current conditions - also reflected in many comments. And Best to A&A for massive quick recovery!
 
[quote author=Laura]But also, DO use pipe breathing at least once a day to keep your physical up. You can combine them, do some pipe breathing as you go into the meditation/prayer. [/quote]

I like to do this. Instead of counting the number of breaths, I say the prayer. It has an added calming effect and strengthens one's resolve.
 
Thanks for posting this latest session. Interesting all around. At our last EE meetup someone us asked about the sessions so it was nice to see a new one. I know it takes some time out of the busy chateau schedule to get it all typed up for posting.

Ailen and Atreides I hope you are both feeling much better! We have had several rounds of odd flu like illnesses here and we didn't even go to paleofest. It started around that time too. Everyone recovered quickly the first time, then with my work travels I returned from San Diego last month and it hit me again with a vengeance. I had to sit out an EE event because of it. In our home we jokingly discussed how the controllers were beaming something extra virulent. In all seriousness, if we were not following the diet, supplements and EE I can imagine how much worse it would have been as others we know were more ill.
Whatever it was did seem to be bacterial as folks around me had to take antibiotics. My doctor who hates prescribing them even wrote me a script that is still sitting in the bottle as a worse case scenario.

On another note... The Assange info confirmed some things. I had a viscerally negative reaction the very first time I saw his image on my computer screen. Even if I felt it was important to wait and see if he is really sincere, the indications were that may not be and the session further clarified it.

We are certainly facing one heck of a ride on the BBM with everything going on and we just have to do what we can with no expectations that people will "wake up." We do what we can until we are no longer able to. After a few nights of waking up in terror about the state of the world, lately I've stopped thing in terms of "waking others up." It's probably just semantics but I think of it in terms of helping others and myself to get healthy in mind body and spirit. So whether or not someone is interested in the topics we study and discuss here, if they choose to, they can benefit from some of what we learn. For example, practicing EE makes people better equipped to deal with things in general. This is what I love about FOTCM because it is a mechanism for helping people at whatever level they are, or level they choose to help and be helped. Someone doesn't have to be interested in the work or earth changes and so on to benefit. I have family members who have no interest in this stuff, and don't think there is much they can do about the world situation but they can and do choose to the EE exercises. My super fundie christian aunt told me it helps her to think and feel better as well as work better with others she interacts with. Some of her church folks get together at her house to do it with the DVD playing, which was interesting to hear from my standpoint. This is a woman who likes Sarah Palin! Maybe not for too much longer though if she keeps breathing :).

But in all seriousness, who knows what other useful effects it may promoting under the surface even on a currently delusional fundie. So yes things are happening fast, and time is running out, but the universe is open.

Brainwave
 
Thanks for the new session! Lots of food for thought. Also I hope everyone infected by that bug will recover very soon.

Iron said:
By the way, I missed on the Assange discussion, and the remark of his "purpose" as a agent was kinda lost on me.
In other words I did not understand how this sexual abuse circus has anything to do with the master plan of global domination.

I don't think it's the sexual abuse circus per se. Perhaps the reaction of the PTB to the wikileaks releases will be a clamp down on which information can be accessed through the internet? Read these article for more clues: http://www.sott.net/articles/show/220139-Wikileaks-Play-the-Ball-not-the-Man-and-Check-Who-s-Kicking-it and http://www.sott.net/articles/show/215952-Wikileaks-Legitimate-Whistleblowers-or-CointelPro-

Also, the wikileaks and Julian Assange discussion on this forum is a great read.

Laura said:
If you do the prayer/meditation every night with few exceptions, you will be guided to do what is right for your system/situation. But also, DO use pipe breathing at least once a day to keep your physical up. You can combine them, do some pipe breathing as you go into the meditation/prayer.

I've been doing the prayer/meditation every night for a few months now. I also do some pipe breathing before that, usually around five or six of them. I think I should do more, but I just seem to not be able to get myself to do it. I'd love to do the whole EE on Mondays and Thursdays, but as of late, after a day of work or taking care of the household and my daughter, I only seem to have energy to do some reading or watch some movie of television series. I hope to resolve the situation soon, but I don't really know how to go forward right now. I want to do more but I just haven't got the energy to do it.
 
Great session! interesting indeed, thanks everyone :D. And I'm glad that Ailèn and Atreides are getting better :hug:.

OAT...That "Kissy. Goodbye." was very refreshing in some way :P
 
SAO said:
We really need each other to keep ourselves moving, to stay the course with minimal detours. So even when people express interest in subjects outside of their already stressful daily lives, subjects that require a powerful commitment and motivation to understand and an even more powerful commitment to make appropriate changes in their lives, where is their "support group"? Most people, even those who are receptive to these things, are not necessarily ready to just join this forum and learn about things like hyperdimensional realities, etc. So all they have is us passing info to them. But without a support network, without "social proof" and a group that keeps telling you that "you can do it" and is composed of people who have done it as proof that it's possible, how many of us would've been able to do anything? If some acquaintance just told me about this diet or a lot of the subjects we discuss, would it have been enough for me to do anything with it or keep being interested, without this network?

I agree SAO. I think that having a support group is fundamental. The average human being is already overwhelmed with his/her daily cores, having to find the energy and courage on his/her own to tear the fabric of illusion away, takes indeed one of a kind.
When I was a child I remember having these glimpses of mine, and other's own mechanicalness, but the thought of pursuing these glimpses without anyone else to back them up, apart from myself, was way too overwhelming. I clearly remember choosing to ignore them for the sake of being able to integrate within a social environment.
I think this happens with many people, they know in their guts that something is wrong or missing, but trying to not only figure that out, but also stick to that path on their own is beyond what they can do, and this is were a support group can do miracles.

An example can be seen in taking classes in a specific subject. We can search the Internet, buy books, and find any other methods of self teaching and self practice. But if being really serious about it, we'll find that most of people will prefer to take classes. The presence of other people working towards the same aim makes it much more powerful.

SAO said:
Another thought is to create local communities, local groups that discuss these things and share this information among all the members.

I think that a good way to start something similar is the EE class niches that are gradually being created over the world. It really has the potential to grow, osit. It starts in a non threatening way, where people who simply wish to feel better about themselves can join a class. As the classes develop and expand in attendants different topics can be brought in, and due to a trust bond already established with the teacher, attendants will be much more opened to what he/she has to say. Who knows what might grow from here?
By doing what's ahead of us to do without anticipation we might get surprised, or not, but I think that it is worth to try.

sitta said:
When I think about sharing knowledge there appear, among other problems, the problem of trust and credibility. We often think, that our familly and friends and sometimes acquaintances trust us and the information that we provide more than they do information from other sources. The thing is that when push comes to shove the reality is very different. What a shock that one is. We find out, that they may listen to us if we talk about things that we do in our professional capacity but when you step out of this comfort zone all bets are off. It's a shock when a complete strangers take us more seriously than those close to us.

True. I think that part of the issue lies in the fact that the one's that are closest to us have experienced a violation of personal space and free will of some sort. Offers of unsolicited advice, discussions where listening gives way to pushing one's point of view at the first opportunity are, sadly, some characteristics that are often part of closer relationships. We become reactive and more automatic, will tend to assume that we have the other person all figured out, and will stamp him/her for our own ease of mind. As a consequence, we'll tend to create a protective shell that filters what we hear from our loved ones. This is were constant awareness needs to come in in listening to others, as well as enabling other's perspective of ourselves to gradually change by acting and being more then actually speaking, or so I think.

I agree with what some have said that in order to spread the knowledge on some of the tings we are discussing, it would be wise to choose with whom to spend our energy. Some people who seem to be asking are only doing it on a very superficial level. They won't do anything with the information that's been given to them as in Mrs Tigersoap examples. It could perhaps be more useful to just drop snippets of information when they are asked for, here and there, and if further interest is shown, spend the energy in providing more.

Another thing to consider when exposing more controversial subjects, such as psychopathy within the elite, is how to word one's speech. Due to its nature, some subjects are prone to get extreme reactions, particularly if discussed similarly to how we discuss them here. Carefully choosing one's words so as to seemingly meet what the listener appears to believe, by first acknowledging what he thinks, and then gradually introduce pieces of information that challenge only a few, not all, of his/her beliefs is something that I've been thinking about.

brainwave said:
It's probably just semantics but I think of it in terms of helping others and myself to get healthy in mind body and spirit. So whether or not someone is interested in the topics we study and discuss here, if they choose to, they can benefit from some of what we learn. For example, practicing EE makes people better equipped to deal with things in general. This is what I love about FOTCM because it is a mechanism for helping people at whatever level they are, or level they choose to help and be helped. Someone doesn't have to be interested in the work or earth changes and so on to benefit. I have family members who have no interest in this stuff, and don't think there is much they can do about the world situation but they can and do choose to the EE exercises. My super fundie christian aunt told me it helps her to think and feel better as well as work better with others she interacts with. Some of her church folks get together at her house to do it with the DVD playing, which was interesting to hear from my standpoint.

It is also how I see it. Rather then trying to "wake others up", doing what we are doing will give people the freedom to choose whether they want to join in, and up to which degree. Well, we have, of course, to be pretty loud so that many people have at least a chance to see what we do.
Good to hear that your super fundie aunt is doing EE, and has her own practice group!
 
Another great session :) 2011 will be an interesting year, Ailén and Artreides I hope you will both recover soon! it's inspiring to see how much willpower you have to DO despite all the sickness.

Interestingly I have also noticed a lot of depression and insomnia during october. Thankfully I didn't get the flu, the moment I suspect something i take vit c every 3 hours.
 
Mechanic said:
I've been doing the prayer/meditation every night for a few months now. I also do some pipe breathing before that, usually around five or six of them. I think I should do more, but I just seem to not be able to get myself to do it. I'd love to do the whole EE on Mondays and Thursdays, but as of late, after a day of work or taking care of the household and my daughter, I only seem to have energy to do some reading or watch some movie of television series. I hope to resolve the situation soon, but I don't really know how to go forward right now. I want to do more but I just haven't got the energy to do it.

Mechanic, does it seem to you that a great gulf separates where you are now from where you want to be? And it seems like there's so much to do to get there that you just stop before you start? I would suggest, if you can, to schedule just a few minutes every day for a little extra pipe breathing. Just half a dozen pipe breaths. But stick to it, keep it up. Ignore that inner voice that says that you're not doing enough or moving ahead fast enough or whatever. Just make it a part of your daily routine, do it and don't think about until the next day. This is a way of evading the predator's mind and the negative introject, and of building something new in yourself. It helps if you can make a special place for this, e.g. a chair in your bedroom. Start with baby steps, and when you're ready to add something, say to increase to nine or twelve pipe breaths at each session, then do that. And each time you're ready for something more, enlarge your practice. As the proverb goes: the journey of a thousand miles starts with the first step.
 
Endymion said:
Mechanic said:
I've been doing the prayer/meditation every night for a few months now. I also do some pipe breathing before that, usually around five or six of them. I think I should do more, but I just seem to not be able to get myself to do it. I'd love to do the whole EE on Mondays and Thursdays, but as of late, after a day of work or taking care of the household and my daughter, I only seem to have energy to do some reading or watch some movie of television series. I hope to resolve the situation soon, but I don't really know how to go forward right now. I want to do more but I just haven't got the energy to do it.

Mechanic, does it seem to you that a great gulf separates where you are now from where you want to be? And it seems like there's so much to do to get there that you just stop before you start? I would suggest, if you can, to schedule just a few minutes every day for a little extra pipe breathing. Just half a dozen pipe breaths. But stick to it, keep it up. Ignore that inner voice that says that you're not doing enough or moving ahead fast enough or whatever. Just make it a part of your daily routine, do it and don't think about until the next day. This is a way of evading the predator's mind and the negative introject, and of building something new in yourself. It helps if you can make a special place for this, e.g. a chair in your bedroom. Start with baby steps, and when you're ready to add something, say to increase to nine or twelve pipe breaths at each session, then do that. And each time you're ready for something more, enlarge your practice. As the proverb goes: the journey of a thousand miles starts with the first step.

Hi Endymion, thank you for your kind words. It does indeed seem to me that a great gulf separates where I am now from where I want to be, and it seems also that I stop before I even start. I'll take your advice and schedule a few minutes to do pipe breathing, starting tonight when my daughter went to bed. Thanks, I really appreciate it.
 
I agree with what some have said that in order to spread the knowledge on some of the tings we are discussing, it would be wise to choose with whom to spend our energy. Some people who seem to be asking are only doing it on a very superficial level. They won't do anything with the information that's been given to them as in Mrs Tigersoap examples. It could perhaps be more useful to just drop snippets of information when they are asked for, here and there, and if further interest is shown, spend the energy in providing more

I dare to say that it is a frequency thing, it is a something that you can feel when you speak with somebody. You can observe their body language and how he/she respond to what you are saying. There are persons that are only receptive to certain topics, maybe as a manifestation of a more compartmentalized develop of the being. I have a friend that have made a big inner work with my help at the beginning, so much that now she teach me ;) but she is not receptive to topics like diet nor EE. She read narcissistic family and "the drama of the gifted child" and she started to remembering and take out the non processed emotions of her childhood but what prevent her to do EE is that she said that you need to revive the emotions while you are crying in order to heal as these book said (let's say the old way) while that in EE program you can't need to be necessary aware of the root of what you are feeling in a given time. I can't contradict her argument because I would have to talk about "spiritual technology" and she is not open.

A curiosity to observe is that many people that I believe are receptive or show more interest have a trend to Buddhism or they are Buddhist.
 
Not sure how old your daughter is Mechanic, but wondering if this might be an activity you could do with her before bedtime. I've been doing pipe breaths (modified count 4-3-6 six times) and the prayer with my child for a year and a half now and it's become part of our nightly routine. Sometimes we say the prayer together, but more often we listen to Laura on the cd and then my child floats off to sleep with the relaxing music. Maybe worth a try. :)
 
Black Swan said:
Not sure how old your daughter is Mechanic, but wondering if this might be an activity you could do with her before bedtime. I've been doing pipe breaths (modified count 4-3-6 six times) and the prayer with my child for a year and a half now and it's become part of our nightly routine. Sometimes we say the prayer together, but more often we listen to Laura on the cd and then my child floats off to sleep with the relaxing music. Maybe worth a try. :)

I've tried to do belly breathing and pipe breathing with her a few times, but usually she quickly bored with the whole deal. Perhaps I should wait a while and try again. She's almost six by the way.
 
Thank you for this wonderful and insightful session. It seems that all these changes reflect in various situations and happenings around here, as well as across the globe.

I hope everyone recovers quickly, I have been experiencing some discomfort as well, particularly pains in my limbs that remind me of the 'growing pains' I used to have when I was a child. It also seems that as of late, since about a week, I've been somehow able to make more notable progress with both the breathing exercises as well as meditation.

Not to mention the extreme vivid, realistic dreams about fireworks coming from 'behind the lunar eclipse' (a dream I experienced during the time of the actual eclipse) and other concepts I have never before remembered dreaming.

Interesting times. With Leaks being a daily topic on the front pages of the newspapers around here, it is a welcome change of energy to read more information coming from a reliable source.

Everyone, keep up your health and your good work!
 
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