Hello Family.
Thanks to all who made this session possible.
"More like dissolution followed by reconstitution" said the C's. Let me share my experience of dissolution and reconstitution.
Dissolution: the undoing or breaking of a bond, tie, union, partnership, etc. or dissolving into parts or elements
Reconstitution: to constitute again; reconstruct; recompose, to return.
I had for seven years and computer accessories business. For a while it was very good, the utilities gave me the opportunity to travel with the family and invite some friends. Then from 2015 my health began to deteriorate, my business began to decline with the consequent economic problems. So in mid-2016 I had to close my business and rent another economic establishment to be able to continue, I was worried about my future. I made changes to improve my health but the new business did not prosper, I was surrounded by disloyal competition, envy, lies and general bad vibes. In fact I felt out of place in that new establishment in a very famous square in Mexico whose tenants keep the motto: "he who does not cheat or steal does not advance." Mexico sinks more in violence against women and children, drug trafficking, corruption of the political class, but more than anything in the lies.
In August 2017 I had to close my business for good, but unlike the other time this time I felt free, in fact, I was full of faith that better things could come. I had a couple of clients and I could continue to give them service from my home located outside Mexico city. I no longer needed the great financial resources to survive but the basics. Being longer in my house allowed me not only to meditate regularly, but to sing and to recite to my crystals any time, also I obtained peace and tranquility, but my dog began to get sick and died.
Then a woman appeared in my life and my brain indicated that with her I could establish a relationship. Yes, I was projecting qualities that she did not have. The relationship involved returning to the previous model of life. Fortunately, the September 19 earthquake happened. She returned with her old boyfriend to continue with her lessons and I returned to feel the peace and tranquility, this time there was no disappointment or depression, I think something had to do with my crystals. Something had definitely happened that day of the earthquake, a different reality as Ark said.
The first earthquake of September 7th mainly affected very poor people living in southeastern Mexico. The second earthquake affected mainly the middle and upper class of Mexico City. Some people from those affluent colonies today are living in tents and shelters, it definitely changed their reality. See: "The main effects of the earthquake of last September 19 are manifested more severely, in the collapse of 38 buildings that are located in 36 blocks of the Metropolitan Area. Of these, 25 are located in areas with a very high index of quality of life, 11 of the high stratum and two more in an average degree, according to a preliminary analysis of the Institute of Economic Research of the National Autonomous University of Mexico (UNAM) ). http://www.dineroenimagen.com/2017-10-06/91664
The government and the political party in power, the PRI, saw with some fear how people organized to help, they definitely DID NOT need them. The government sent the army and pulled the volunteers and rescuers out of the collapsed areas. The PRI "donated" its budget to the reconstruction works. But these monetary resources are NOT obtained by the PRI on their own because they come from the taxes that Mexicans pay, more than anything else it was a return disguised as altruism... BUT some Mexicans believed the lie.
On October 2nd I woke up with a strong feeling: Joy. This time the feeling that something had changed or was changing was very strong. I have been rereading the sessions for a month and I found again the word "Pronoia" that was already discussed on other occasions in the forum: the opposite state of mind in paranoia: to have the sense that there is a conspiracy that exists to help the person ... a philosophy that the world is set up to secretly benefit people.
I believe that the pronoia definitively constitutes the state of reconstitution of the harmony with the Universe.
Yesterday, I started to design a website for a virtual store. As was said in Life is Religion: "Keeping a daily goal in mind can help you not to fall into a state of lack of decision, today is the day, not tomorrow. Practice voluntary austerity periodically. This is aimed at reinforcing the spirit in the face of any future misfortune, creating willpower and trust, as well as helping us to understand that we need less than what we use today. You have a will and you can choose to prepare now for any changes that the future may bring. "
"We suggest you to become a" host "of your own show!" Said the C´s
Thank you for reading.