sitting,
Fellow questor :(,
sitting said:
Divide By Zero said:
We feed the system because we are here for some reason. Despite the interface being an "accessory" of the soul, there is something that the soul learns from interacting here.
I think we exist primarily as an instrument through which the universe experiences itself. For the universe to know itself. To actualize some of it's infinite potential. In a sense, "all there is is lessons" applies to the universe itself as well.
Castaneda used a rather unflattering term to describe this. He said "gluttony" was the reason the universe created such a vast array of sentient beings. In order to devour their experiences at life's end. That term (gluttony) has always made me uncomfortable...as it strikes being borderline blasphemous. I would've preferred something like "experiential maximization" instead.
I am just feeling sad because you seem to be losing hope in this "battle" which the C's say is "through" us. I know it is not a very comfortable thought that we sometimes are almost like pieces on a chessboard for the universe. But, we are at least pieces with freewill or choice and we may help win or lose the game depending on how well we make the choices. When we are moved to a certain position on the board it is up to us to be a Knight, Bishop, Rook, King or Queen. If we assume the neutral stance we may become the pawns in the game. Gurdjieff says there are three forces at work in us:
[quote author=IN SEARCH OF THE MIRACULOUS P. D. OUSPENSKY Chapter 3 pg 84]
"The teaching of the three forces is at the root of all ancient systems. The first force may be called active or positive; the second, passive or negative; the third, neutralizing. But these are merely names, for in reality all three forces are equally active and appear as active, passive, and neutralizing, only at their meeting points, that is to say, only in relation to one another at a given moment. The first two forces are more or less comprehensible to man and the third may sometimes be discovered either at the point of application of the forces, or in the 'medium,' or in the 'result.' But, speaking in general, the third force is not easily accessible to direct observation and understanding. The reason for this is to be found in the functional limitations of man's ordinary psychological activity and in the fundamental categories of our perception of the phenomenal world, that is, in our sensation of space and time resulting from these limitations. People cannot perceive and observe the third force directly any more than they can spatially perceive the 'fourth dimension.'
"But by studying himself, the manifestations of his thought, consciousness, activity—his habits, his desires, and so on—man may learn to observe and to see in himself the action of the three forces. Let us suppose, for instance, that a man wants to work on himself in order to change certain of his characteristics, to attain a higher level of being. His desire, his initiative, is the active force. The inertia of all his habitual psychological life which shows opposition to his initiative will be the passive or the negative force. The two forces will either counterbalance one another, or one will completely conquer the other, but, at the same time, it will become too weak for any further action. Thus the two forces will, as it were, revolve one around the other, one absorbing the other and producing no result whatever. This may continue for a lifetime. A man may feel desire and initiative. But all this initiative may be absorbed in overcoming the habitual inertia of life, leaving nothing for the purpose towards which the initiative ought to be directed. And so it may go on until the third force makes its appearance, in the form, for instance, of new knowledge, showing at once the advantage or the necessity of work on oneself and, in this way, supporting and strengthening the initiative. Then the initiative, with the support of this third force, may conquer inertia and the man becomes active in the desired direction.
"Examples of the action of the three forces, and the moments of entry of the third force, may be discovered in all manifestations of our psychic life, in all phenomena of the life of human communities and of humanity as a whole, and in all the phenomena of nature around us.
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While I value the contributions of Castaneda, especially in his revelations about the "Predators" in our lives, I think he may have put some emotional spins here and there that are his personal touches. After all the C's have indicated that many of our sources are only accurate to a certain percentage. For instance even the C's sessions were affected by Frank's presence Session 24 November 1994:
Q: Why was it that we were able to channel STO material, with Frank being so borderline regarding this ultimate choice between STS
and STO?
A: He was programmed for the specific purpose of "downloading" from you secrets coded into you before birth of your present body.
He failed because you were incorruptible. He is now charged with the mission, in concert with Vincent Bridges, of destroying your
ability to accomplish your mission.
Q: Well, that means that there is a strong possibility that the material that came through while Frank was a participant was very
likely corrupted. Is that why you gave the figure of 72 percent purity of the material regarding those sessions?
A: Yes.
Q: So, are you saying that Frank's presence produced that 30 percent corruption?
A: Yes.
If it wasn't for my own tendency to be frustrated with the game/battle I wouldn't even mention these things. I do believe that the universe may be learning through us as you mentioned. I know we are only in "school" and do not always design the curriculum to the smallest details but I believe we chose to be here at this "time" for our learning process. Hope you are not offended by my reply and I am not just overreacting.
goyacobol