Thank you for all of your insights. I'm printing it so I'll be able to occasionally read again.
Yearning for annihilation is more likely the end result of supreme focus on oneself. Think of it this way. When you are totally consumed with yourself, everything that is not exactly the same as you is an 'annoyance' because it requires you to consider that 'other' and the differences. So the STS mindset ultimately seeks to obliterate everything that is 'other'. That eventually just leaves you in an empty universe. At that point, probably, you start to annoy yourself, and ultimately seek 'non existence' of anything because that way there is complete 'peace'.
Yes, well put. Another way of thinking of that STS process is "hiding oneself from reality". Everything around you, material and spirit, communicates something to you - some form of higher principles that require to change. You are watched by God in a sense, and he isn't happy. So you have the choice: open yourself up to that higher truth and begin the painful process of redemption, or sink down to the material plane and ever grosser lies in order to hide yourself from God's gaze.
For me personally, the STO idea is also a lot about truth - if you really want to know what reality is and how it works, you expose yourself to the light so to speak, and you realize that STO is the only way, painful as this path is. Sometimes you hate that, but it is what it is. The only way to avoid "going STO" (working towards aligning more and more with the STO principle) is denying truth and creating a web of lies.
Well they always have some wishful thinking. You can be brilliant in some ways and blind in others, especially in those that pertain to your emotions and ego. It’s easy to be technologically advanced but to still think the world revolves around you, or ought to. We see it in people all the time, outright genius in some ways, and a buffoon in others. I mean we all have that condition to some degree.That is pretty much how I saw and/or still see it however, there is the discussion with the C's concerning enlightenment. There's a common assumption that enlightened beings are automatically spiritual/good/ higher. But the C's seem to make it fairly clear that enlightened simply means aware, or knowledgeable and that entities who have chosen the STS pathway can also be 'enlightened.'
So this is something I've pondered over and scratched my head a little about so I am wondering if anyone has some ideas or thoughts about this?
Which part are you confused about?That is pretty much how I saw and/or still see it however, there is the discussion with the C's concerning enlightenment. There's a common assumption that enlightened beings are automatically spiritual/good/ higher. But the C's seem to make it fairly clear that enlightened simply means aware, or knowledgeable and that entities who have chosen the STS pathway can also be 'enlightened.'
So this is something I've pondered over and scratched my head a little about so I am wondering if anyone has some ideas or thoughts about this?
There are two paths to choose, STS and STO, negative/positive, whatever you want to call it. Enlightening yourself is simply the process of learning how the universe works, sorting information properly, and tuning yourself, the universe itself does not cast any affiliations, it is both the light and dark, both paths are necessary for the other and you are tuning yourself towards either end of the polarity through your choices in the 3rd density.That is pretty much how I saw and/or still see it however, there is the discussion with the C's concerning enlightenment. There's a common assumption that enlightened beings are automatically spiritual/good/ higher. But the C's seem to make it fairly clear that enlightened simply means aware, or knowledgeable and that entities who have chosen the STS pathway can also be 'enlightened.'
So this is something I've pondered over and scratched my head a little about so I am wondering if anyone has some ideas or thoughts about this?
There are two paths to choose, STS and STO, negative/positive, whatever you want to call it. Enlightening yourself is simply the process of learning how the universe works, sorting information properly, and tuning yourself, the universe itself does not cast any affiliations, it is both the light and dark, both paths are necessary for the other and you are tuning yourself towards either end of the polarity through your choices in the 3rd density.
STS beings do not activate their heart chakras/4th energy centers, they instead skip it and jump up to the throat chakra/5th energy center which is where your lower intellectual center lies. STO beings need to activate their heart chakras/4th energy centers in order to actualize this path. So you have two different configurations that ultimately lead to "ascension" or "enlightenment".
Enlightenment being associated with good is likely due to A)programs setup by the STS/consortium in order to steer people away from actual enlightement, things like the new age movement(lets send the earth love vibrations and heal the animals!) and B) an overhwelming majority of wanderers come from STO realms and the spiritual literature/ideology that has been produced by these wanderers in an attempt to do good ends up becoming a bit unbalanced, the Ra group is a perfect example of this.
I always have to remind myself that the lizards themselves are operating on a level of aptitude that makes us seem like we are still in the jungle in comparison. They have injected themselves in to dozens of my dreams, if not hundreds, and on numerous occasions they will try and get my allegiance by offering me knowledge or power, trying to convince me that joining them would be the best thing for me.
Understanding these pathways of attack that are utilized by STS is the surest way of protecting yourself against them.
Yes, that's pretty profound and also quite subtle. They seem to be opposites and yet one of them is inclusive (STO). STS only sees what it wants to see (itself) and spends it's time trying to control, manipulate and impose its will on everything and everyone around it. STO sees everything and just accepts things as they are, as long as there is no disadvantage to anyone or anything (including themselves).STS is characterized by wishful thinking (i.e. seeing what one wants to see) which seems to be a blind spot, as it were. To be enlightened is to be illuminated, to see clearly. Those two things don't seem to fit together. That's all.
Session 980919:
Q: So, when you seek to impose or exert influence of any
kind, you are, in effect, trying to play God and taking it upon
yourself to decide that there is something wrong with the
universe that it is up to you to fix, which amounts to
judgment.
A: Yes, you see, one can advise, that is okay, but do not
attempt to alter the lesson.
Q: He also says: 'I believe that an enlightened being is
emanating love where ever that person is, and this is even
without being asked. It just happens because that is what
they are - love.' Comment, please.
A: An enlightened being is not love. And a refrigerator is not
a highway.
Q: What?! Talk about your mixed metaphors! I don't get
that one!
A: Why not?
Q: They are completely unrelated!
A: Exactly!!!
Q: What IS an enlightened being?
A: An enlightened being.
Q: What is the criteria for being an enlightened being?
A: Being enlightened!
Q: When one is enlightened, what is the profile?
A: This is going nowhere because you are doing the
proverbial round hole, square peg routine.
Q: What I am trying to get to is an understanding of an
enlightened being. Eddie and a LOT of other people have
the idea that an enlightened being IS LOVE, and that is what
they radiate, and that this is a result of being enlightened.
A: No, no, no, no, no. "Enlightened" does not mean good.
Just smart.
Q: Okay, so there are STS and STO enlightened beings?
A: Yes, we believe the overall ratio is 50/50.
Yes, that's pretty profound and also quite subtle. They seem to be opposites and yet one of them is inclusive (STO). STS only sees what it wants to see (itself) and spends it's time trying to control, manipulate and impose its will on everything and everyone around it. STO sees everything and just accepts things as they are, as long as there is no disadvantage to anyone or anything (including themselves).
Naturally one of them is going to have better vision - because they can 'see' more.. Actually STO seems quite like nature in many ways, both simple and complicated! There's differences, but also an inclusiveness. STO balances where as STS imbalances.
It's no wonder people spend so much time discussing the topic. That, and the fact that we're all living in an STS world, so 'seeing' anything becomes more challenging.
A: No, no, no, no, no. "Enlightened" does not mean good.
Just smart.
It is quite confusing sometimes.STS is characterized by wishful thinking (i.e. seeing what one wants to see) which seems to be a blind spot, as it were. To be enlightened is to be illuminated, to see clearly. Those two things don't seem to fit together. That's all.
used to imagine other planets in the universe as being STO on our level, and that they would somehow sustain themselves on sunlight and have rivers of gold to swim in, but in a physical world that demands you to sustain yourself on other life it just makes sense that 3rd density is STS, and that it is specifically designed for you to manifest which path you choose at the 4th density.
January 14, 1995
A: You are a 4th density candidate.
Q: (T) So, we are 4th density candidates but that doesn't necessarily mean that we will make it into 4th density, true?
A: Partly.
Q: (T) As 4th density candidates, anyone that is, when the wave comes, if they have reached the correct frequency vibration, and have raised themselves up to the point that the wave will take them, they will, at that point, move into 4th density, true?
A: Close enough.
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Q: (L) Okay, let's take a short break... [break] Now, guys, I guess you have been listening to our discussion and you listened to Jan read the paragraph from the article about 4th density experience being the highest level of wishful thinking, that wishful thinking becomes reality... (J) Or did I take it out of context?
A: Close. STS.
Q: (L) So, STO wishful thinking...
A: STO does not wishfully think.
Q: (L) Well, how does STO think? (T) Responsibly... (L)[experiencing acute pinching feeling at nape of neck] God! You guys are doing strange things to my body...
A: Helpful and balanced. Wishes are strictly STS.
Q: (L) So, acceptance of experience in the sense of just allowing things to happen and responding in a balanced and helpful way is an STO response or experience in 4th density, is that correct?
A: Close.
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Q: (T) So, in 4th density, both types can still happen?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) The desired type is the STO type thinking...?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) But STS thinking is also available if that is the way you decide to go when you get there?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) This of course limits you in your ability to move up to 6th density?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) Once you are in 4th density, if you choose STS, can you change it to STO?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) So you can move back and forth as you so desire and it is all still free will?
A: If you move from STS to STO in 4th level, you don't move back.
Q: (T) Once you are STS in 4th density you have to stay there? (L) No. (J) If you move from STS to STO in 4th density you don't go back to STS, you stay at STO, is that correct? (T) That's what I mean, once you have decided to do STO, that's where you stay because you don't have any desire to go back to STS?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) So, it is not so much that you don't have a choice, it is just that you don't want to go back to STS?
A: Yes.
Q: (T) Can you move from STO back to STS? I know you said you can't, but that's because you choose not to?
A: Natural factors prohibit this.