gnosisxsophia
Jedi Council Member
Hi Team,
Further to the recent session's proclamation regarding the Paul / Caesar relationship -
And some extraordinarily synchronous comments that have popped up from a number of forumites , I've been ruminating lately on the possibility of some kind of 100th monkey threshold approaching regarding the subject?
Paul’s ‘knowing’ of Caesar as Christ ringing a big dream bell also.
Then following a recent horrendous nights sleep due to an incessant song imposing itself and driving me mad I eventually folded and decided to look into what it was called, who wrote it, what the album was blah, blah etc.
Groan, the song from a band named ‘Collective Soul’...and an album titled 'Hints, Allegations & Things Left Unsaid'!
Which would normally have tickled my funny bone (if I wasn't so shattered) but anyway, for reasons too numerous to list it was grudgingly seen as a sign that, perhaps, I was meant to stop trying to work out all these ,what are considered, ‘C’ dreams in isolation?
So with ‘Percys, Plantagenets, Wizards and Oz in the dream’ not really rolling off the tongue (as a title) and having been stuck in a Caesar, Paul, Galatia, Caesarea, Augusta dream loop for years. It’s with the thought that maybe a dedicated Julian dream thread might start some kind of ball rolling and maybe provide some form of resolution? And in homage to 'Laura in the dream’, I guessed it couldn’t hurt to verbalise some peculiar interpreted dream symbols and hopefully even hear some colinear oddities from others.
Mentioned previously, the topic of 'Caesar in the dream' having actually arisen over a year before finding the Cassiopaean experiment, being originally piqued in October 2015, when a new 'voice' appeared in my slumber, opening the account with this little gem -
In hindsight a cryptic piece of wisdom not that unlike something the C’s might say?
Though at the time, simply seen as a peculiar evolution of a larger stream of abstract ‘messages’ that for some reason had begun entering my awareness.
‘Cubing is the key’
‘Calcium is much more than a mineral’
‘We have modified your DNA’
‘Only once the crystal body forms, 10’s of thousands may die’
‘This part of the brain exists so that you can hear the Mother’
And so on.
‘Crossing the Rubicon’ then being seen (at least) as a concept not quite so esoteric, amidst a peculiar phenomenon that had noticeably accelerated following a period, in January, marked by extraordinary physical and psychological unpleasantness. One example being an extended sensation of intolerable ‘heat’ while simultaneously doubled over an unearthly ‘ball of ice’ in the pit my stomach.
Which although uncomfortable, was quite the contrast to my first taste of the initiatory experience, if that’s what they were, a hellish 2 weeks of physical and metal anguish that commenced mid-March (ironically) in 2014, and rather symbolically spanned the equinox (my partners birthday), my own 42nd birthday (die Sanguinis) and terminated on the 30th (my partners Mum’s birthday!), when after many days without sleep and exhausted from attempting to attenuate the energy pumping into my mind, silence ‘the voices' and quell the electric fire coursing through my frame. I inexplicably came to the fevered belief that I carried "jesus's" seed!
An epiphany that should have probably been kept to myself as waking the next day (now in hospital), feeling entirely normal, rational and calm - after weeks of indescribable strangeness - and only hours after being diagnosed as experiencing psychotic break. I was struck hard by the irony that it seemed all that I'd needed was a few hours of medicated oblivion?
And now everything was hunky dory
But the 'jesus' thing had me buggered...not a believer by any stretch of the imagination and well aware of the pagan roots of christian celebrations - where in the world did that come from?
Though looking back on the timing with the benefit of C's colored glasses, 2 things strike as interesting. One being from the session that occurred during the same period, 22nd March 2014 -
And two, that Laura had shared this with forum only months earlier in July 2013 -
Carriers of the bloodline then a curious coincidence with the Devin dream some years later, where prior to the arrival of the Julii character I was in a gathering of some kind, engaged in deep conversation with 2 other men and a woman. Notably the 2 other men and myself all sharing a Christian name, making 'their' surnames somewhat interesting. The smaller of the two being a ‘Netherton’ – meaning from the lower enclosure or settlement literally nether region i.e. Hell or the Underworld.
Which made me wonder if that was meant to be a reference to 5D - Caesar's abode ?
The other, a ‘Kitt’- diminutive of ‘Christopher’, meaning bearer of Christ (another Caesar reference?)
With the feminine figure (who appeared as possessing some authority) being presented as a grown up version of a swarthy beauty I happened to have gone to high school with.
And whose name happened to be Aurora - Bringer of the Dawn!
A symbol whose surname was also interesting in the dreams context, ‘Catalani’ – sometimes given as meaning one from Catalan - with 'Cat' being read at the time as equivalent to 'Kitt' which prompted me to look into 'alani'.
Learning that the name ‘Alan’ was often stated as meaning stone, with the cognate ‘Elanus’ - meaning kite.
And then I remembered this -
Discovering then that ‘Alan’ is sometimes equated to ‘shalom’, meaning harmony or wholeness and with looking at the Hebrew letters individually;
Aleph (A) symbolising the connection of the higher and lower realms via the hook of Vav and the 11th path - the Scintillating Intelligence.
Lamed (L) symbolising the Shepherds Crook
Nun (N) an abbreviation for feminine
Prompting me to wonder if 'Aurora' popped up in the sessions anywhere?
With the excursion into Hebrew also turning up an interesting result regarding another of 'the voices' cryptic statements -
"The holy number is 40"
Discovering that the character ‘mem’, one of the three mothers and whose pictograph originated as a wave - root of todays letter 'M' (or 'W' inverted...) - also happened to possesses the numerical value of 40! And whose deep meaning said to concern waters, springs, wells, streams - representing knowledge.
Then coincidentally, there also happened to be a Percy / Alnwick correspondence (among other things) from a dream less than a week before Aurora and Julii showed up. That also happened to lead to Caesar as wizard and originating from all places in Plantagenet!
But that's probably enough for a first installment so I'll leave it there for the moment.
Cheers
J
Further to the recent session's proclamation regarding the Paul / Caesar relationship -
(Joe) Who was Paul's Christ?
A: Caesar!
Q: (Joe) Did Paul know that?
A: Yes
Q: (Niall) Ave Caesar!
(Scottie) BOOM!
And some extraordinarily synchronous comments that have popped up from a number of forumites , I've been ruminating lately on the possibility of some kind of 100th monkey threshold approaching regarding the subject?
Paul’s ‘knowing’ of Caesar as Christ ringing a big dream bell also.
Then following a recent horrendous nights sleep due to an incessant song imposing itself and driving me mad I eventually folded and decided to look into what it was called, who wrote it, what the album was blah, blah etc.
Groan, the song from a band named ‘Collective Soul’...and an album titled 'Hints, Allegations & Things Left Unsaid'!
Which would normally have tickled my funny bone (if I wasn't so shattered) but anyway, for reasons too numerous to list it was grudgingly seen as a sign that, perhaps, I was meant to stop trying to work out all these ,what are considered, ‘C’ dreams in isolation?
...it looks like I've found my 'subject'...
So with ‘Percys, Plantagenets, Wizards and Oz in the dream’ not really rolling off the tongue (as a title) and having been stuck in a Caesar, Paul, Galatia, Caesarea, Augusta dream loop for years. It’s with the thought that maybe a dedicated Julian dream thread might start some kind of ball rolling and maybe provide some form of resolution? And in homage to 'Laura in the dream’, I guessed it couldn’t hurt to verbalise some peculiar interpreted dream symbols and hopefully even hear some colinear oddities from others.
Mentioned previously, the topic of 'Caesar in the dream' having actually arisen over a year before finding the Cassiopaean experiment, being originally piqued in October 2015, when a new 'voice' appeared in my slumber, opening the account with this little gem -
In hindsight a cryptic piece of wisdom not that unlike something the C’s might say?
Though at the time, simply seen as a peculiar evolution of a larger stream of abstract ‘messages’ that for some reason had begun entering my awareness.
‘Cubing is the key’
‘Calcium is much more than a mineral’
‘We have modified your DNA’
‘Only once the crystal body forms, 10’s of thousands may die’
‘This part of the brain exists so that you can hear the Mother’
And so on.
‘Crossing the Rubicon’ then being seen (at least) as a concept not quite so esoteric, amidst a peculiar phenomenon that had noticeably accelerated following a period, in January, marked by extraordinary physical and psychological unpleasantness. One example being an extended sensation of intolerable ‘heat’ while simultaneously doubled over an unearthly ‘ball of ice’ in the pit my stomach.
Which although uncomfortable, was quite the contrast to my first taste of the initiatory experience, if that’s what they were, a hellish 2 weeks of physical and metal anguish that commenced mid-March (ironically) in 2014, and rather symbolically spanned the equinox (my partners birthday), my own 42nd birthday (die Sanguinis) and terminated on the 30th (my partners Mum’s birthday!), when after many days without sleep and exhausted from attempting to attenuate the energy pumping into my mind, silence ‘the voices' and quell the electric fire coursing through my frame. I inexplicably came to the fevered belief that I carried "jesus's" seed!
An epiphany that should have probably been kept to myself as waking the next day (now in hospital), feeling entirely normal, rational and calm - after weeks of indescribable strangeness - and only hours after being diagnosed as experiencing psychotic break. I was struck hard by the irony that it seemed all that I'd needed was a few hours of medicated oblivion?
And now everything was hunky dory
But the 'jesus' thing had me buggered...not a believer by any stretch of the imagination and well aware of the pagan roots of christian celebrations - where in the world did that come from?
Though looking back on the timing with the benefit of C's colored glasses, 2 things strike as interesting. One being from the session that occurred during the same period, 22nd March 2014 -
Q: (Pierre) And how many descendants of Caesar are in this room? (L) Oh, that's a tricky question!
A: All of you! Caesar "got around!"
And two, that Laura had shared this with forum only months earlier in July 2013 -
...the growing conviction I felt that Julius Caesar was the figure around whom the Jesus legend was wrapped.
Carriers of the bloodline then a curious coincidence with the Devin dream some years later, where prior to the arrival of the Julii character I was in a gathering of some kind, engaged in deep conversation with 2 other men and a woman. Notably the 2 other men and myself all sharing a Christian name, making 'their' surnames somewhat interesting. The smaller of the two being a ‘Netherton’ – meaning from the lower enclosure or settlement literally nether region i.e. Hell or the Underworld.
Which made me wonder if that was meant to be a reference to 5D - Caesar's abode ?
The other, a ‘Kitt’- diminutive of ‘Christopher’, meaning bearer of Christ (another Caesar reference?)
With the feminine figure (who appeared as possessing some authority) being presented as a grown up version of a swarthy beauty I happened to have gone to high school with.
And whose name happened to be Aurora - Bringer of the Dawn!
A symbol whose surname was also interesting in the dreams context, ‘Catalani’ – sometimes given as meaning one from Catalan - with 'Cat' being read at the time as equivalent to 'Kitt' which prompted me to look into 'alani'.
Learning that the name ‘Alan’ was often stated as meaning stone, with the cognate ‘Elanus’ - meaning kite.
And then I remembered this -
Q: Okay, discovered that one of the Percy estates was called 'Alnwick,' which startled me a bit after tracking wicks all over the place. But, what is the meaning of 'Alnwick?'
A: Discover. Invert. Allan. Check Hebrew root of Allan.
Discovering then that ‘Alan’ is sometimes equated to ‘shalom’, meaning harmony or wholeness and with looking at the Hebrew letters individually;
Aleph (A) symbolising the connection of the higher and lower realms via the hook of Vav and the 11th path - the Scintillating Intelligence.
Lamed (L) symbolising the Shepherds Crook
Nun (N) an abbreviation for feminine
Prompting me to wonder if 'Aurora' popped up in the sessions anywhere?
Q: (L) Frank and I discussed a name for the magazine last night and we came up with - and who knows how - Aurora to symbolize the dawn, waking up... that sort of thing. Where in the world did this come from?
With the excursion into Hebrew also turning up an interesting result regarding another of 'the voices' cryptic statements -
"The holy number is 40"
Discovering that the character ‘mem’, one of the three mothers and whose pictograph originated as a wave - root of todays letter 'M' (or 'W' inverted...) - also happened to possesses the numerical value of 40! And whose deep meaning said to concern waters, springs, wells, streams - representing knowledge.
Then coincidentally, there also happened to be a Percy / Alnwick correspondence (among other things) from a dream less than a week before Aurora and Julii showed up. That also happened to lead to Caesar as wizard and originating from all places in Plantagenet!
But that's probably enough for a first installment so I'll leave it there for the moment.
Cheers
J