Since deciding to practice the beatha portion once a week my dreaming has eased off. I was having a similar experience with the dreams to you. I get the feeling that the dreams are emotion based (maybe repressed) which could be linked to the presence you feel. The emotions are so raw and real and in your meditative state you can access the emotions in a state of awareness. This is such an intense expeience you relive that raw emotion and maybe are processing where the energy was created at the origional event. I hope this makes sense.Xico said:Learner said:Xico said:Gawan said:Xico said:hello Everyone:
I like to report my latest experience with EE program, lately I've been feeling that there is someone or some thing just in front of me,( I like to close my eyes when I do the Bah-Ha round breading ), I just sense that someone is there, I can't see it, have any of you felt anything like it?
any thoughts?
How exactly did it feel like and came up any pictures, memories etc.? And happened it more than one time?
hi, no pictures it is just a feeling like it is in front of me, I really don't know how to explain it, it is like i feel the aura sort of way?...
Xico, does it make you feel panic? I ask, because I had some experiences of a presence being there at night in the last 1,5 months - at least one time it happened in a night directly after a full EE session. The other two times it happened in connection to really horrid dreams. It was just terrible, with a sense of overwhelming fear rushing through me (I had resorted to POTS in these cases).
Hello:
I don't feel panicky per say, but there is just this feeling... also I've been having some really disturbing dreams as well, and believe me I force my self to wake up, because these nightmares are really vivid.
and perhaps like you said, this could be an attachment.
thank you so much for your response. :)
Maybe just practice the pots for a week until the situation calms down.